- reading my old blogs makes me kind of depressed. so much is different now and it's extremely disappointing. just have to keep reminding myself that everything happens for a reason. this too, shall pass! and it will all be okay in the end.

-/+ being without you is like hell, but i'm getting to see a lot more of my girl friends which makes me happy. not as happy as i would be if i were snuggled up beside you all night =(. but maybe this is for the better. i just can't really see the bright side. i just want you.

---- i can't believe how i felt when you didn't answer my messages. it's like i need you more now that i can't call you mine. what the fuck? why did we have to end up like this?

+ i've been thinking a lot about what i want for tattoos lately. i have so many ideas and so little money at this minute. save up for car and school? or save up for a laptop, tattoos, and a new phone? decisions! excitement!

+ i closed the store today for the first time on my own basically. i hope my boss begins to trust me more and i'm allowed to do it again. i hope i didn't forget anything. the closing shifts have really good hours and i'd like to get more money =).

+/- i honestly have nothing to do so i should just go to bed before i stay up too late, yet again. bad habits. sweet dreams, nexopia! it's actually nice to be back on here.