Some days I really wish things would have worked out for me. Things were going great until you had to move, we were so close to dating. I know I would have been happy with you as when we had our thing I was the happiest girl alive. You are still a total babe, but I know that part of my life is done and over with. I mean I still wish we could at least talk and be friends but the only time we have talked since you moved back is at that one amazing back to school party, I thought things were going to get even better from there but I suppose that was just another drunken night. Maybe in the future it will all work out and we can actually talk again, for now Im happy.
I may not have you but I still have an amazing guy, he makes me incredabily happy. He does everything right ina relationship. When im cranky he just allows me to talk about whats bothering him then cheers me up. I could not ask for more, Im more content then ever before.