Yo Ive Decided To Actaully Quit Drugs
But I Might Need Some help doing it
well not even help but support
like i wont just psuh it away
cause like i tlaked to someone today
and like it completly changed something for
like something clicked bacl on in my brain i think
and i realize im actually good at guitar and me doing
drugs will ruin it if i do them now i mean if i ever have money for it
like if i ever make it big likemaybe but like
im still gunna blaze but ill cut back
like maybe once or twice a week tops if that
cause like i need to pick myself up before i cant
i realize i wanna graduate
i dont wanna be like living in a fucking
box or something
and like i know ive said this before but this time im serious
so yea id appreceate support if anyone is willing to
cause it would make this easier for me
and if you dont im still going to
i just wanna stop before it to late you know.
and for the comformation im not high right now
im being serious im officially one day clean of all chemicals..
i dont know if ill drink hard liquir anymore either
probably just have a beer sometimes and smoke a joint
ill try to quit smoking to and stealing..
so yea if anyone wants to chill like this weekend and smoke like a joint or something im down
but not for anything else at all..
but i dont wanna get super ripped either
just slightly stoned!oh wait i have plans with james tommorow i think but im not sure so ask me if you see me tommorow if any1 reads this in time sweet
peace
i love your sandwhich bitch!!!!
New nex ***Acorn*** you can find it on this page!!!
animal crakers in my soup bitch!!!
Sleep
Ive Decided
I Miss You
Come Back!
i have a new picture
and i have ice cream in it
muahahahaha i will prevail with
the dominace over your world
starting with your ice cream tehe!
My Brain Has
A Ten Second
Delay???
What The
Fuck
Do You
Even
Accomplish
I Think
Your Selfish
And Stupid
I Dont
Think
i Wanna Be Your
Friend If Your Doing It
I Hope You Read This
YOU KNOW WHO
YOU ARE!
Yo Pain Killers Are Sweet
They make Everything Go All Like Fuck
I Cant Even Explain It
My Legs At The Moment Feel Like Jelly
Dude This So Intense
But Like I Feel
Like Im Not Even Here
But I Know I Am
Its Fucked
Well Shit
Peace!
Sweet
I Got
Ice-
Cream Today
It Was Really Good!
i have a way to stay!!!
i thought of i today like if i get in the skool im good..
but like if not im moving in with some friends and getting a job at a&w they said theyd like hire me on the spot
so yea no need to worry about me leaving...
im actually so much like less cunfused now
i feel like really awesome and like yea
sweeeeeeeeeeeet
Death By Extreme Ridiculousness?
I Just Wanna Actually Say Sorry To Every1
for everytime ive ever made you sad or mad or we
latly ive had alot on my plate and i dont even talk about whats realy realy bothering me
because i feel this is something i need to do on my own
because right now i feel abandoned and like im really confused...
but please i ask you dont let me efect you live in a negative way
honestly i dont wanna leave but i might hafta and it might even be better
like ill actually go to skool and like it isnt like i wont come see anyone...
but this isnt a for sure thing yet but i ask you please dont put pressure on me right now it isnt what i need
and i realized i shouldnt have said anything in the first place i was just mad fuck...
Ok I Love Everyone Of My Friends So Much OK And I Wont Just Abandon you on purpose cause you know im not like that but like i dont even know anymore...everything is happening so fast... peace.
Yo Im Contemplating Moving Away
i just decided now
that every1 would probably like not be any diffrent woth me not here
and plus like i wanna get skool done and shit and i dont think i can do that here
so yea i actually think i am going to move away so like if you dont see me in like
a while then im probably gone like if i dont get into that skool that i hafta go to this timeim just going to move so yea if i do leave it will be around december so like peace out for every1 who wont see me by then!!!
i dought any1 will really read this anyway!!!
