If only you could read minds, and know what goes through my head each and everyday
Dear life , Why couldn't you be simple and not so complicated . Why do the people i care about the most seem to not love me or care about me . I wish you knew how hurt i feel when your not talking to me as much and not there for me as much as before . sometimes death feels like the simpliest way out of life .. maybe then i will see who cares and doesnt .
It feels so right, what an evil treat.
Hunger pains gnaw yet you cannot eat.
You'll never defeat this hell you've created.
Is it everything you anticipated?
Your happiness faded, your world now black.
Running endeavor forever, you can never go back.
The devil has you and will devour you whole.
Lifeless and pathetic, you've sold your soul.
You can't get out, you can't escape.
Just one hit is all it takes.
Sketching, crashing, uncontrollable shakes.
Delusions, confusion, your heart now breaks.
The sweet taste you'll always crave.
The addiction you'll fight until your grave.
Random rage you can't explain.
Guilt and sadness, forever pain.
Awake for days without sleep.
Inhale the smoke, smooth and deep.
Inhuman pleasure as you release your breath.
That will soon decease and turn to death.
Your tongue goes numb, such a rush.
Tingling touch, your cheeks feel flushed.
Never enough, you need much more.
Panic paranoia, shut and lock the door.
Absorbed to the core and lost in thought.
Laying on the floor waiting to rot.
Sought for help but nobody cares.
Cold and scared, disgusted stares.
You're beginning to look like the rest of them.
Frantically searching for your friend.
Under the couch? Under the table?
Another statistic; another label.
You greedily need
another hit.
One after another, you cannot quit.
A bottomless pit of sorrows and lies.
Consuming your mind, you won't be fine.
Blinded by the crackling rock.
Trapped in a room with an unbreakable lock.
You'll depend on it for happiness.
But the bliss you feel doesn't really exist.
Haunting you in your nightmare dreams.
Open your mouth to release silent screams.
Help me please, take it all away.
Pull me back when I go astray.
i wish i could become the person i was a couple years agoo.. so innocent and nice , not like how i am now .. but you cant go back to the past , you got to strive to be better for the future and thats my #1 goal ..
To: Pathetic Dad .
ARE U FKEN SERIOUS!?! Youu are a fuken heartless bullshit drunk goof dad !
I'm outta of youur fuken life foreva ! Apoligizes are not enough anymoree you and me have no chance of ever talking , next time i see youu be prepared for me to bitch youu outt , Youu broke my fukeen heart right in fken half , thanks for putting a new knife in my heart . Yourr a useless pathetic dad , youu can lie and drink forever but you can never get your kids back , youve hert them both now forever now u can drinnk the pain away that you lost your kids or waitt maybe you'lll just move to states get wit sum chick , forget bout us ... i wouldnt be surprised , you never took care of me when i was a baby and im not yourr fuken baby girl , youu wish buddyy . Thanks for leaving me, you wonnt even get your last good bye wit me , i gavee u too many chances , so now u can go fuck urself goof!
From : Heartbroken Daughter.
I'm SO hert and upset , i've made a HUGE decision what i'm going to do about it ... I don't know if it's the right or wrong choice but i don't care , i've got to do what has to be done .
Dear Ms. _________,
I need to talk you A.S.A.P. where can i get your number ? Your my only hope , i dont know what your going to say . i hope you listen to me and help me get into this place , i want to start new and fresh and i still will go to school i promise you . Just need a new place and i think you can help me ... hopefully .
P.S. THIS IS URGENT !
Thanks , Jessica .
I CAN'T belive YOU !
Youu hert me SO bad and didn't even realize it !
You wanted me to get out of your house ! and someone else had to tell you not to kick me out !
Your pathetic .... Get a life and don't be so desperate !!!!
P.S. IM SOOOO FRUSTRATED WITH YOUU !!!!
One night there were two girls home
alone.
They were looking through peoples
MySpaces.
The girl slowly came upon this one
myspace.
It had creatures in the background and the man
looked like a psycho.
She started laughing with her friend commenting on how ugly he was.
Right then, an instant message came up.
It said:
SatanStalker: So how do u like my
MySpace??
XxLoVemExX: What??
XxLoVemExX: Who is this anyway??
SatanStalker: Well, you should know;
youre looking at my MySpace right now.
XxLoVemExX: How do you know that im looking at ur pro??
SatanStalker:I know when people look at my MySpace.
XxLoVemExX: What? That doesnt make
any sense, how?
SatanStalker: I just do.
Satanstalker: Especially to pretty girls like you.
Satanstalker: With very nice legs I might say.
At the time the girl was wearing high
shorts.
She started to pull them down a little bit to cover what
ever she could. Her and her friend started to get
worried now.
XxLoVemExX: Ok whatever man youre starting to scare the living sh*t out of me.
SatanStalker: You should be afraid.
SatanStalker: You wouldnt want an ugly guy like me touching your legs huh? I mean thats what you
just said about me with your friend like a
minute ago.
They were in shock.
Her friend: Holy crap man just block him
hes a f*cking psycho!
The girl: Ok holy crap, you think hes
watching us?
SatanStalker: I am.
SatanStalker: Well it wouldnt really
matter if you blocked me anyway; it wouldnt stop me
from coming to your house.
XxLoVemExX: What? My house?
SatanStalker: Yeah, youre alone so its
not a problem.
XxLoVemExX: Ok I think Im going to leave now because youre freaking me out.
SatanStalker: Your screen name says
love me, trust me that wont be a problem.
SatanStalker has just signed off.
The girl and her friend were really
scared. Girls
friend: Whatever lets just go upstairs trust me I doubt hes really coming. Its just a joke from someone.
They went upstairs and were having a pillow fight.
All of a sudden the girls friend said she had to go to the bathroom. The girl said ok.
Ten minutes later the girl noticed that her friend was
still in the bathroom and was wondering what was up.
She goes and knocks but no one said
anything
she opens it and finds her friend there on
the ground dead. She started to scream but when she
turned around he was there. News the next morning said that there was one girl dead in the bathroom;
her neck sliced with blood all over the ground. with her head nailed to the wall. Just her head.
If you do not repost this in the next two
minutes here will be three men, one in your
bathroom,
one in your room, and one killing your parents at that
very moment.
Tonight at 1:30am. Well what are you waiting for?
Repost or you are going to die!
repost this saying "wtf EWWW"
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OFFICALY wants to get the fuck out of Surrey and go to the States !
Woww. Yurr a pree pathetic BITCH ! . Youuh really think you can fuken talk shit about people and not think they will know about it , well think again it gets around somehow. Youuh go around thinking you know everything and your SO hot ! . You needa fken open your eyes and realize karma's a bitch and a quick and handy reality check , picking your boyfreind over your freinds ALWAYS , well ill tell you thats one way how you'll LOSE freinds quick ! Ever heard the saying "Chicks before Dicks" well ur in case its "Dicks before Chicks " eh ?
If youh decide youu wanna keep friends then fuken stop being sucha bitcch to them . ohhh and btw u don't go against yurr freinds decisions , u go wit it .
