I was sitting no the bus thinking about all the things i have to keep a secret about to everyone and that it hurts that i have no one to tell everything to because one way or another im going to get judged for it.I know that you like the way you look and that the new attitude comes with it but do you really have to cheat and lie and do the drugs and drink and put others down just so you can be happy.Yes i realize that your living situation is fucked at the moment ,and i get that but really there are other ways to deal with that.I wish it was the way it used to be.When we used to run down the street in our underrwear just to see who would run the farthest before they got to embaressed to run any farther or when we used to dance infront of the mirror in the basement or when we would dance with your mom in the kitchen or sing as loud as we could .I miss how we told each other everything and never had to ,lie cuz we knew the other would understand!I miss the old Haley and Dallas Realationship

I also realized that i am not friends with the new you im friends with the you from last year.Youve changed,hell we have all changed but you have changed in a bad wayb .i miss the old you.I realized that i never stopped loveing you as much as i wanted to i cant.You made my weekend the most amazing weekend ever.I just wish you could know that i would kill myself if that ment you could live.I would put myself in jail just so i can be with you.You are all i think about and it hurts to know that she is on your mind just as much as i am .I realzied while lieing in your bed with your arms around me ,made me the happiest i have ever felt.I loved that it was me and you and there was no drama ,no lieing or hurt feelings there was no bad emotions .There was you and me and the happieness in the air .You made me feel the best ive ever felt.Even though i got caught sneaking out .it didnt matter ,i didnt even care cuz i got to spend the whole night with me in your arms