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Everyone asks why him? It doesn’t matter what you look like, even though you do have sexy tummy =) but it’s the way, when I don’t want to be around (secretly I do)you, you’ll do anything to make me happy. The way you call me gorgeous, even on days I feel the ugliest, how you cheer me up when I’m the grumpiest, you tell me I have great body when I feel my biggest, you calm me down when I’m scared. You make me feel amazing when nobody else can.
 

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Addiction: habit, need, dependence, obsession, craving.
Addiction: great interest in a particular thing to which a lot of time is devoted
Compulsive physiological and psychological need for a habit-forming substance:
The condition of being habitually or compulsively occupied with or involved in something.
Baby, you’re my addiction
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You’ve been there for some of my highest highs, and my lowest lows. But know matter what you never give up on me. I don’t know what it is but I love being around you. Don’t even have to talk. Just knowing your there makes me feel calm and secure.
 

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Dear Heart;;

Well I'm sorry I'm still trying to find some to glue and fix you up.
But so far I've only found stickers to cover your cracks.
But sooner or later I will find some one who will stick.
And we will have lots of fun.
Going for late night walks,
Talking on the phone for hours,
Haveing moments of silence,
But not akward.
Wont jugde me.
Even when I act like I'm 4
But he will be sitting beside me have just as much fun,
either playing on the tetter-totters
or seeing who can get higher on the swings
star gazing
and does not envolving r-rated gestures.
One day I will find him, and I will wait as long as possible
if it means finding mr. right.


-xoxo Amber
 

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quiz
BIGGEST GIRL SURVEY EVER
don't be shy, fill it all out!

1. Do you sleep in your bra? yes
2. Have you kissed any one on your friends list? proly
3. Are you happy with your looks? no
4. Do you enjoy drama? no
5. Are you a girly girl? no
6. Who was the last person you hugged? someone at work
7.Small or large purses? large
8. Are you short? 5'9
9. Do you like someone? yesa...
10. What would you do if someone smacked your butt? enjoy it
11. Do you care if your socks are dirty? no
12. Do you think you’re conceited? yes
13. Do you dress up on Halloween? yes
14. Are you double jointed?no
15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept? under a sink
16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours? 4 times count?
17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you? i dont think so...
18. Do you call anybody by their last name? yes?
20. How many guys will read this just because of the subject? porlby zero

[y] I do wear make up.
[y] i have cried in a movie theater.
[ ] I can’t put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[y] I get jealous.
[y] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[y ] I love to laugh.
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[y] I like rap.
[ ] I like techno.
[y ] I like country.
[y ] I carry a purse
[y ] I’d be lost without my computer
[ y] own a Spice Girls CD.
[ y] own a Britney Spears CD.
[ y] I own a boy band CD.
[ y] I get bored watching football.
[y ] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[y ] Guys are confusing
[ ] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[ y] My friends are the best.
[ y] I have a piercing other then my ears.

COME ON LADIES, BE TRUTHFUL!
1. What color is your bra that your wearing? pink
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys? both
3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy? yes...
4. Do you have a best friend? yes
5. Have you ever had your heart broken? yes
6. Have you ever thought of having plastic sugery? no
7. Do you like your life? somethings could be different
8. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you? no
9.Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on? no
10. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys? boys
11. How long have you had Nexopia? too long
12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? yes
13. What are your biggest fears? being alone
14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? yes
15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind? yes
16. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater always a cheater"? yes
17. Have you ever had a good feeling about something? yes
18. Do you ever wish you were famous? probly not
19. Are you currently missing someone? yes

THIS GUY OR THAT GUY?
cowboy or gangster? either
preppy or punk/goth? either
face or body? both
sweet or sexy? both
city-slicker or rural guy? rural?
contact or glasses? depends

QUESTIONS
Eyeliner or Mascara? both
Pumps or flats? flats
Skirts or pants? pants
Socks or leggings? socks
Hoodies or jackets? hoodies
Heels or sneakers? sneakers
Straight or curly hair? both
Hoop or dangling earrings? hoop
White or black? black
Diet or regular sodas? regular
Pearls or diamonds? diamonds
Ipod or cell phone? both
Friends or family? both
Lip gloss or lip stick? gloss
Manicure or pedicures? manicure
Tank tops or sweaters? tank
Love or peace? love

IN A GUY...
Funny or Serious? both
Cute or Hot? cute
Dark Eyes or Light Eyes? light
Long Hair or Short Hair? short
Curly Hair or Straight hair? straight
Clean-cut or Rough? clean
Good Dancer or Good Singer? singer
Basketball Player or Football Player? football
Jock or Rebel? neither
Smoker or Non-smoker? NON
Drunk or Sober ? sober
Druggie or Clean? clean
Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car? car
Beard/Mustache or Clean-shaven?clean
 

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I can't see past the shadows
how can some one make you feel soo good about your self,
but tare you about at the sametime?
How come I can't get you off my mind, you make feel amazing
but I know your just taunting me
I'm ganna end up tripping and stumbling and fallin' for you
but are you ganna be there to catch me?
or watch me fall
baby I love the way your grab my hips and the way you smile
but it's not fair
 

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stupid
I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear
My dear

The seven things I hate about you
Oh you
You're vain, your games
You're insecure
You love me, you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them
Just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and its silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
When you mean it I'll believe it
If you text it I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
You're taking seven steps here

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the seven that I like

The seven things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes
Your old Levis
When we [/i]kiss I'm hypnotized
You made me laugh, you made me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined
Everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you
 

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I want to be OVER you
Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it
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How come I can't go on throw the day with out thinking about you,
the word love,
movies,
music,
anything reminds me of you and it's driving me crazy!
Shouldn'd I be over you!?
It's been 4 fucking months
I miss our friend ship more then ever
I miss the sweet words you'd say to me
now we can't even keep a convo
I was such a bitch to you and I didn't meen it
I swear I was just scared
god if there is one please help me
please.