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be who u are not who ur asked

RANDOM THOUGHTS

FEAR
Our deepest fear is not that we are afraid
Our deepest fear is our own self doubt
you doubt yourself and keep doubting
until you sink into ur own self fear
self doubt is what you fear
never give up and you will overcome that fear
you create the fear
only you can destroy it

CHANCE
They call it a chance because u never know what might happen
it can turn out good or bad
to you its a mystery
is it better to take a chance?
or just forget about it?
how do you know when to take that chance?
you don't
you just leap and hope u land on ur feet
cause that's what people do they just leap
and hope that maby just maby
it will turn out the way they hoped

ENVY
Envy can be said for many things
for what someone has or what they do or who they have
you envy someone because they have something you want
but you know you can't have it
its always out of your grasp
you chase it but it will always stay ahead
but you will always be thinking about it
so you can't help but envy the person

CHOICE
Choice goes two ways
sometimes you make the choice
but other times
you just need help making that choice to better yourself
at least thats what we've bin told
really you have a choice in everything
it may fuck you over later
but hey thats your problem you chose to go that rout
people say its for your own good and listen to what they say
but really just back off
if you make a dumbass choice then you correct it
dont let other people make the choices that you should make
stand up and say something
do what you need to do
just be prepared for the outcome

TRUTH
People who make up lies because they think they're
helping that person will only hurt them more in the end
learn to tell the truth
what you really want to say
not something that you think will make it easier for them

TIME
Time is a complicated thing
you may have to much
or to little
when you have to little use it wisely
time does not wait for you
do what you need to do
say what you need to say
cause before you know it
it may be to late

LIFE
Life is everything that you make it be
your fears brought out
the choices you make
the chances you take
the time you are given and how you use it
all of it makes up what we call life
everyone always asks what the meaning of life is
but its bin right infront of us all along
its everything you make it out to be
Life may not always be fair
but somethings happen
and somethings dont
everything will balance out

CONFUSION
Confusion is a complicated thing
u think u know whats happening
then something else happens
and u are back where u started
if u think to long on something will it just get worse?
how do u figure it out?
maby you wont at first
but who knows down the road
u just might come accross the answer

RELIGION
Religion was created to give people hope of an afterlife
but now its just turned into who's right and wrong
there are so many different theories of how everything happened
that its hard now to just choose that ones right and all the rest are wrong
what once made people have faith in peace
now starts wars and turmoil between everyone
just because of a few different views in life
why choose one when later
u might think another one sounds better?
Religion was once hopefull
and a peacefull thing
now its just another chance to prove ur right
and someone else is wrong
and worst of all is
ever since religion started
it was a war starter

Anger
What makes us angry?
what makes people want to make you angry?
do they find it amusing or something
when u make someone angry you may not know how they act
sometimes they may do things they never thought they'd do
when you may not like the person you dont need to make fun
cause eventually they may lose it on you
what u need to do is stop trying to make them angry
just back of and keep it to yourself
cause one it will bite you in the ass

Worry
In life most people stress over everything
the way they look
how they act around different people
especially at work
in the midst of all this chaos
they forget that sometimes
you need to stop worrying
you just need to sit down, relax
and slow things down a bit
if not then you may over work yourself
which may lead to damage of your health
so next time you feel rushed and frustrated
just sit down and clear your head
a little rest never hurt anyone

Thoughts
Billions and Billions of thoughts go through ur head everyday
at school
home
work
everywhere
and then u start thinking more and more
about the same person or thing
everything else seems pointless
until u figure out what to do or say
thinking about it helps you because
only you can hear it
but what if you want that thought
to be heard by that one person or thing
the words just dont come out
then the frustration comes
and everyone keeps asking you the same thing
"are you alright"
but u just cant find the words to say what you mean
sometimes people have to work out their own thoughts
they must depend upon themselves only
that way they might be able to find the right answer
but also ur answer
may be wrong

Memories
It's amazing how they work
your just walking down the street one day
and out of no where
a flash or something hits
and ur like
"woah i totally forgot about that"
when really you didnt
everything that happens to you
stays in the back of ur mind and lays dormant
but when you see something, someone, or go somewhere
they are just brought out
you'd think that them being there so long
you would forget about them
but they stay there somehow
so just remember something important
just becuase u think u forget
the memories are still there

Speak Out
U try and try again
but for some reason
the words u wanna say
just dont come out
u run it through ur head so easily
it comes out so clear
but trying to say outloud
thats a whole nother story
u stand there like an idiot
trying to say what u know u can say
but the words wont leave ur mouth
is it fear?
worry?
frustration thats stopping you
or is it ur just unsure
and may not want to find out what will happen
sometimes
all you are able to do
is take a chance
and just say what u want to say
no matter how stupid it sounds

Right There
That one person makes u feel amazing
nothing in the world feels more right
they make you laugh
make u feel lighter then air
and u dont even realise it
u think that person is out there
waiting for you
when u have forgot one thing
maby they are already there
you just havent seen them
yet

Working Shit Out
Everything you try to do
just blows up in ur face
and u think to urself
"why does this always happen"
you try and make plans to do one thing
but them someone or something
just shuts the whole idea down
things may start to look up
but outa nowhere something happens
then bam
what u want isnt happening
sometimes u just have to leave
find a place where u can work this shit out
and always keep in mind
somethings may blow up in ur face
but when something truly important comes along
things may just turn out ur way for the better

Fate
Fate is complicating thing
i mean
according to fate we are all destined
to do something or fail at something
but seriously
do u want to go through life thinking that everything u do
was planned from the very start
that u really have no control over ur life
i think everyone chooses what happens to them
there is no given path to anyone
u are laying down the bricks
one bye one
and day by day
u create ur path
so you choose whether or not it will take you
to some place great

Confidence
Confidence goes on of two ways
one is confidence in urself
and another is having confidence
in someone else
people tell you something in confidence
that u wont go telling a bunch of people
so why some people do it
its because they may not be able to contain themselves
or they are just the gossip god
so next time someone tells u something
its in confidence
so be a good person
and keep the secret for them
cause seriously no one else has a right now know

Injustice
Something will always seem unfair sooner or later
u cant go through life expecting nothing bad to happen
you just have to look at
what u can do to help get through it
if u think about how screwed u are
more and more things will go wrong
sometimes u just have to shrug it off
see it as an obsticle to get around
injustices will always be presented to you
it how you react to them
is what will decide the outcome
in the end

Decisions
This can be the easiest
or the most complicated thing in the world
sometimes easy decisions come along and you know how to answer
but what happens what something comes along
and u dont know what to do?
do you listen to your friends?
maby some sort of relitave?
well heres my advice
people (like me for instance)
may be able to point you in the right direction
but they should be the ones making the decisions
you should consider what they say
and instead of just doin it
think about how it will affect you
people can only answer how it will affect them
the only person that can say that for you is
you
so next time you have a tough decision to make
remember what u read here and consider it
cause who knows
it may help lead you to ur answer

Never

No matter what the situation
Never back down
All the odds are stacked against you
Never back down
Everyone is against you
Never back down
You stand alone you and only you
Never back down
There is always a chance
there is always hope
and no one can take that away
as long as you believe in yourself
and
Never back down

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MORE RANDOM THOUGHTS

Lost Touch
How is it you can talk to someone all the time
and the next thing you know u stop talking?
did you even realise u stopped?
and now u have to ask yourself
why did u stop talking to the person?
could it be you just had nothing to talk about
which in turn made you stop talking to them all together?
this is something you should think about while reading this
is there someone you've lost touch with
without even realising it?
and if u have my adivce is to try and recconect with them
i mean why lose a friend when you dont even realise that it happened

LATEST BLOG ENTRY

 
04:06am | Nov 18, '08 | No Comments
For us when a loved one leaves us it seems that their life has ended
but for them it's the beginning of a new journey
becase we must believe they are starting a new life
beyond what they ever could have imagined
i know it's hard to comfort yourself once you lose someone
but just keep telling yourself that everyone will be okay once they are gone
because now they will look over you
and watch out for you
so make them proud and live everyday to the fullest
show them that you won't take anything for granted
and in doing so they will always be looking down on you
with a smile
i hope this helps