**FuSiON** - 19, Male, Hollywood
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Bored as FUCK
A - AVAILABLE: /:
B - BIRTHDAY: August 1st
C - CRUSHING ON: Only one
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: jello shooters!!
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Jordan and Luke
F - FAVORITE SONG:
Recently Actors-All Time Low,
All time Since you've been Gone -Theory of a Deadman
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: worms
H - HOMETOWN: Compton
I - IN LOVE WITH: you /:
J - JUGGLE: nope
K - KILLED SOMEONE: Been close
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 2 days
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Idonno
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 4 or 5 i think?
O - ONE WISH: Its never changed
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Kyle
R - REASON TO SMILE: Booooze
S - SONG YOU LAST SANG: Blood on my hands- the used
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 7:20am
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: gray
V - VEGETABLE(S): Fruits**
W - WORST HABIT: smoking -_-'
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: elbow. ankle. wrist X2
Y - YOYOS ARE: no longer complicated !!
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Leo


Random Questions About You

Spell your name without vowels: lk knnbl
Your favorite number: 42
What color do you wear most?: red?
Least favorite colors?: orange
What are you listening to?: Conversation, tv
Are you happy with your life right now?: peachy...
What is your favorite class in school?: Math
Who is your best friend: uuuuhhh Kyle,Sheldon,Jordan (:
When do you start back at school/college?: Collage Soon
Are you outgoing?: a little to,
Favorite pair of shoes?: Nike high tops... ONLY Nike high tops
Can you dance?: well
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: nope.
Can you whistle?: Yup
Cross your eyes?: Yup
Walk with your toes curled?: LOL never tried

THE DO'S

Do you believe there is life on other planets: Why not
Do you believe in miracles? Trying to
Do you believe in magic?: Could
Love at first sight?: Living proof
Do you believe in Satan?: not sure really
Do you believe in Santa?: nope
Do you know how to swim?: well
Do you like roller coasters?: yesh
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: Naaah
Have you ever been on a plane?: yup
Have you ever asked someone out?: yup
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: yup
Have you ever been to the ocean?: yup
Have you ever painted your nails?: Lolz *shame*

THE WHATS

What is the temperature outside?: Canada man
What radio station do you listen to?: dont
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: probably McDicks...
What was the last thing you bought?: Nos x2
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: Hockey Game
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: Rachel xD
Who did you last webcam with?: No idea
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: and meant it... debatable



CRYING SECTION

Ever really cried your heart out?: Still do
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: twice
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: a few times
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: a few good times
Do you cry when you get an injury?: yup
Do certain songs make you cry?: yup /:



HAPPY SECTION

Are you a happy person?: Try to be, not lately
What is your current hair color?: black,brown,blond,white



CURRENTLY WEARING

What shirt are you wearing?: H&M Vneck(Gold Hoodie)
Pants?: black skinnies with rips (fucking cold!)
Shoes?: slippers
Necklaces?: little gold chain
Underwear?: gray boxers



IN A BOY/GIRL

Favorite eye color: Bright
Short or long hair: Short
Height: Tall


HAVE YOU EVER

Been to jail: everything but federal
Mooned someone: LOLZ
Laughed so hard you cried: so many times <3
Cried in school: yup
Wanted to be a model: was/am
Done something really stupid that you still laugh about: (:
Seen a dead body: no comment
Been on drugs:
Gone skinny dipping:



THIS OR THAT

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
Single or Group Dates: Single
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries
Meat or Veggies: FRUIT***!!!!!!
TV or Movie: Movie
Guitar or Drums: Guitar
Adidas or Nike: ONLY NIKES
Chinese or Mexican: Mexican
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Starve
Name one random thing about myself:
 

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3/02/11
Im in love,
I don't think i ever want that to change
come on,
one more time for old times sake,
let makes this happen babe <3
 

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2/22/11
Fuck my emotions,
Thank GOD for my sense of humor,

i wont be miserable, not with you back in my life
and not with a girl like you...
i wish i could explain it, you just make everything... positive

I have my fingers crossed again
Let hope for the best.

"It ain't the end of the world."
 

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2/21/11
Everytime i look in those eyes,
i skip a beat, your voice still gives me chills

i love you...
i don't know how many times im gonna have to say it...
im a the one still processing this? Or am i just completely an utterly love drunk...

For someone reason i still cant give on you...
i can only hope im either smarter this time around,
or maybe finally ill get a straight answer,
one way or another
here we go again....

 

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2/17/11
So this is probably the angriest i've been in awhile
i cant stand anyone
anywhere,
anything,
any place
im just mad, and boiling and frustrated and #$%@!^$*&$#

i wanna physically hurt someone...
bad
listening to these people talk about fucking drugs like there
'activities' fuck this man FUCK THIS
 

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2/16/11
So... this is when shit gets real
as today its 6 months to my own place...
and not even that many till graduation... l

lifes changing and its changing fast im terrified but i think im almost ready
convincing myself to do a little more homework would be beautiful....

and i guess you never really can say never,
but i hold my doubts, believing is so overrated these days...
 

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2/10/11
Long mother fucking day...
im making a fucking schedule from now on....

Auriel 411: you rock, and I missed you, and i think we need a day soon

Things are starting to look a little bit more 'familiar' again
but i really cant shake this feeling...
I believe in positivity, and so, be positive, i well continue to do.

"You either die a hero, or you live long enough
to watch yourself become the villain"
 

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2/7/11
I dont really have the desire to blog atm
but its been almost 2 days so,

not really thinking about you, not often atleast
have to start doing something with my time...
I can feel myself getting lazy, maybe that might take care of some of this stupid drama...

fuck... really not in the mood...

gonna drink my coffee, smoke my smoke
and watch the hockey game.
 

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2/5/11
I cant make myself sound any less pathetic in this,
so lets just go for it...

Mitchell Westrop, there's know way you'll every read this, but this ones for you

Its been almost 3 years now and i still can't erase you,
Every love song, still makes me think of you,
Every sappy movie, still makes me think of 'us'...
Still to this day, I think what i could have done just to call you mine, once more.

Even after everything
i have to be the one to bite the bullet...

I'm in love, with you, and no one else.

"I keep on duckin,
i keep on duckin,
and nothin works,
i can't stop missing you..."
-Kid Kudi

 

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1/28/11
i hate people...
i've been drunk 5 nights in a row now... and its kind off a blur to me
its actually kinda off nice... but i know that's just the alcoholic in me speaking.
Theirs a difference between indulgence and addiction, right?

Either way, as it stands,
ya I'll have some cake,
and i might just have a bite to.
 

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1/27/11 #3
I don't understand why life is so blurry, you make things so clear to me.
Maybe your an angel, or just a demon wings, but either way, you make me feel safe,
and in time i hope i can make the feeling mutual.
Mad munch sesh, now havin a sesh sesh, with Mr.Tyler Jones, great day, and hopefully my last blog of....


 

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1/27/11 #2
Not the greatist way to wake up in the morning...
but a well, tea+bongchop= leave for school
your amazing kiddo, you really are, you know who you are,
give me the time of day, and i promise you wont be disappointed
really need to go hand out resumes soon....
maybe i can "blog self talk" myself into that one? xD

Fair waters.
Nex (:
 

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1/27/11
Up late, thinking of you, not sure why but i am
it doesn't hurt as much anymore and i know it'll only get better in time,
seeing you made me, like always but just another beautiful thing that wasn't meant to last.
Well.... it seems im very over tired and emo tonight... so im gonna hit crash. this blogging thing is a really good idea... it kinda makes me feel just the slightest bit more sane? in fact i think if i really wanted to, i could sit and do this for hours, but i cant, and i wont.

Sleep easy
 

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11/26/2010
It was only,
Just aDream
 

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11/14/2010
i miss you,
im always gonna miss you,
thats a promise, ill always wish we could have been
but that choice isn't mine.

On a better note, i missed life
happiness is a long shot, and is earned, not found,
so on that, i think i'm gonna stop counting the days

"And if you don't want me,
I guess ill have to go,
Not loving you is,
Harder then you know"


 

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