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I have come to a point in my life where i feel it is time,
It is time for me to make a lifestyle change to make me feel better about myself and better me as a person =]
The ending to the 2009 year has been amazing for me i couldnt have done any better except for the one thing that has been haunting me since The day i found out that people judge you, even if they dont know you.
Aperience, it hauntes me every single day.
So it is time for me to make some changes in order to make me feel better about myself.
Starting tomorrow Monday, December 14th 2009.

05:30pm | Apr 26, '09 | Public

Okay so heres the deal.
im slightlyP.O'd at you
lets call it good friend doesnt care
okay so you'll probley read this and no who you or it is
but anyways im just getting in out there
you never call.
you kinda ditch me for something else and never call or tell me
you put him before me( which is okay like w.e but do you always have to)
if i dont call or text you to talk then you wont call or txt me
and when i needed you most you werent there.
I LOVE YOU to DEATH!!.
but iono if you do anymore =[
were taring apart and clearly I DONT LIKE IT!
=[

That is a message i wrote about you in april and there are more but i decided to just post one.

Okay so heres the deal;This never changed its the same shit ever day, month and turing into years. like wow yes just call us fucking "Best Friends" because Guess what world This is what "Best Friends" Do;

The never call you or txt you
Don't want to hangout with you or do but wait what about my boyfriend (which btw i set you up with. wow that is one regret in life i will never forget)
doesnt give a shit that i am so hurt by this fact
isnt there when i need her the most
say i did half of this that i just said
talks behind my back
ditches me for oh i wonder who the boyfriend

Wow doesn't that sound like the "Best Friend" you've always wanted!
wow sure does to me oh yes where do i sign up?
yah fucking right!
I honestly cant believe what you have become! could i say bitch? mmm thats what comes to mind but i wont say anything i dont think i could say to her in person.

Dear.....-....

Ever since grade 7 when i first seen you in the eye glasses store of all places and played you in volleyball we were so tight talked on the phone for hours at a time met at the bus stop to chat before yu had to leave for the long bus ride home. In grade 8 I tryed and tryed to convince you to come to myres with me because it would just be the shit and i couldnt imagen my "Best Friend" not being there with me for the first day of high school. Grade 9 The night before the first day of school you stayed over at my house because you didnt quite know where you were going, haha little did we know i didnt either but i still tryed to help you out best i could, later in the year i finally convinced you to go out with ...... B, and that day we promised never to put our friendship aside for one minute over any silly boys because after all the fights break ups crys and laugh's it just wasnt worth it for a silly boy, or atleast you had me convinced that it wasnt worth it..later that year when i knew things were about to change, when you and him took that step in your realtionship "_____" oh boy wow when you told me that day in the back stairwell i didnt know what to think at first i was like wtf but i learnd to except it cause there was nothing i could do now right and it became a weekly accurence. Later in the year around new years or some i cant really remeber taylor swift came out with a new single "Fifteen" oh boy did we ever sing that, ever day 24/7 we even made our own parody about it "fifty" and that became are some and i use to sing "I sit in class next to a redhead named .....-.... and soon enough your "Best Firends" and when you and V were fighting i would sing "and.....-.... gave everything she had to a boy who changed his mind, and we both cryed" those were the good day, and when you cut yourself in foods and we went through all those kids crowded in the halls because you were dripping blood everywhere,and sleeping in your trailer and kyle coming and scaring us, your kittens,coming to me dads place with me writing the parady and talking about all the good stuff and talking to cole and nathan on the phone all night because my dad was out. and going to all the hockey games, and new years eve even though it wasnt to eventful it was still pretty good, and thanksgiving at your aunties house playing extrem pingpong and me yelling because i couldn't play and giving up and deciding back row was where i belonged and when your cousins made me play james bond and i COULD NOT play worth my life! i died every two minutes, and the time i sobeys and at your aunties in calgary and her baking =] and eating all the snacks my mom packed us and just having a good time, i could go on forever about all the good times we had and remeber whens but as much as i would love to just have those in my mind i dont. And right now i dont know if this friendship is worth fighting for because this happends all the time and i am sick of feeling hurt and i know i havent been perfect either but i get upset because i care or used to care im not to sure yet. and im not the only person how is sick of this, its just like yur the new kenzie in a way(nothing against kenzie of course just in the past there are similaritys) and look how me, her,jenna, and marlee all ended up jen mar and me grow closer then ever and kenzie well we dont talk to her anymore or very very rairly and we all think that is fine. So i either have to come up with a choice that is going to work for me. im just not to sure what it is going to be.. time will tell i guess.

I am blogging this issue to get it off my mind not to piss anyone off it might piss afew off but w.e this is how i vent so deal with it. if you want to talk to me about it or w,e comment below or get ahold of me some how..

I honestly couldnt tell you what we are getting ourselves into. it brings questions to my mind ive never had to ask or question my self about. But its a new experience and so fare so good.

Todays the day, when both of us have reach a surtain point it our lives that we will talk about, laugh over and maybe in some cases get a little embaressed over but im glad that you are hear experiencing it with me! <3 love your Rebel

cole is definatly a fool! He thinks he has a chance but he doesnt. Melissa thinks she will get lingere and will put it to good use but iono about that, she can have cole anytime for free! Melissa also likes to make her fish make love on my computer and as she does that it breaks! wow she;s into clown porn! Marlee hids her phone from me and jenna because she is txting morgan and when she goes to take a big one we look at her phone and she already deleted it cause she is 2 timeing with Ryker no big. they are just in Love. kidding of course everyone already knows she is in love with jenna and me.oh yes an we are im miami BItch! just saying. me and jenna have a love triangle with cole Eww he just wishes on a daily bases. Taylor Lautner is mine, and Justin beiber is good looking for a 5 year old LOVe. back offf bitch words from jenna. melissa is obsessed with my halloween Candy! and wont leave it the F ALONE! god! so i shove it in her face! good time.Colt 45 Bitch! Marlee is done with me. Melissa delets the lez gay one and spaz goes on she plays inoccent. well gotta go bye.

RIP Kelsea!
you are gonna be truly missed by everyone. <3
I sure am gonna miss you at our volleyball games with robi
you to dressing the same and cheering us on and doing the sillyest things <3
i didnt know you as much as i would have liked to, its sad because i just started to get to know you but you are now in a better place looking down on us with the smiling face i always seen you with.
See you someday Kelsea
keep and eye on your family and friends
and help them get through this tough time <3
P.S. and ill swim the ocean for you, the ocean for you whoa whoa whoa.. Kelsea =]


Prayers going out to the Shmitz family and friends in this unbeliveable tough time.
Stay Strong everyone <3
we can get through this.

So last firday went to peytons with kass and ty and taylor were also there. watched peyton chace after the quade and try and rope it. nice boots peyton . then peyton drove us to get a movie in the old truck omg i hope thats his truck when hes older im so riding with him everwhere blasting country music my grandfather listens to and just singing our hearts out, as heather says i think i droped him on his head when he was a baby haha. There was SO much food omg it was fabulous! wne through his closet and look at his very nice clothing =] and lyed on his very comfy bed! oh yes it is the comfiest thing you will ever lie on =]. then we proceeded to watch new in town with his parents and sister then parents and sister left so we definatly switch the movie after my conplaining and watched grantareno? (sp) and it was good and p.s his grandaughter is a fucking BITCH! omg. then taylor and i got board so we just went and chilled for a while,, while everyone else watched a movie then kassidy comes and joins us, then we go and chill back on the couch and yah then i had to leave =[ because of our tourney the very next morning which we got second in but we should have got fist because you see we lost to LCI GOD DAMNIT! but not next time cause we are better then that.
pure math sucks shit. love my socail class! it makes my smile! i hate art im not so good. com tech bores the hell outta me just txt. yearbook we go to DQ and buy a blizard that was so hard to finish they should make the smalls smaller! geez! cosmo is very fun! =]

so its gonna be i good year because i just LOVE everyone =]

Love tayler

So Vegas was wonderful cant wait to go back! in hopefully november =]
school starts soon yay and nay
OMG I FUCKING GET TO SEE NATASHIA TOMORROW HOLY HELL IM SO EXCITED!!! =] i missed her like Crazy! =]
Cornfest? lets hope its good
boys will be boys
we wrestle a little
melissa please tayler proof you house, so i dont go home with a fckin head injury!
dear god please send me someone to makeout with, what a good movie!
Triangle or square? thats the question
what shall we call it?
Money money oh geez=]
tell me a story; so i was at the airport and all of a sudden i looked over and there was this soccer team omg they were beautiful! =]
its a party in the USA

hmm yah that it

with marlee at 327a.m chillin talking on the phone with you know who, nice songs boy they make my heart skip a beat from the laughter. to late to tell. holy shit i leave tomorrow! woot!. shopping bitch, nah ha marlee is all up in my bed geez. condoms are falling from the celing! ahh. shouts are silly, i dont shout ]=. i need to be skinny that would be nice woot! [=. CORNFEST 09! is gonna be well good! . date march 16 drive me haha woot!. school soon what a disapointment! Volleyball is the shit this year. i just might die for the first time!. Triangle or square? hmm that is the question to start off the school year?.

well it is now 334 and i must be going [=.
stay happy canada

p.s canadians are the shit!

Waking up in VEGAS!! = 2DAYS! =] woot

So havent bloged in awhile! so i might as well cause im bored.
so here i go..
:
today is sexi friends day so these are some of my sexi friends!
*jenna*kaden*kasey*kassidy*marlee*melissa*natashia​*nathan*ryker*sarah*taylor *staffy*travis*ty*peyton
okay cool,

So life is kinda good right now 6Days till i go to Vegas!(oo hot boys) 18days till corn festivites start! its gonna be a fucking riot! im quiet excited, i must tell you!so i baked today and it was good let me tell you, marlee and i werent sure how it would go but i went well! =], have so many misqueto bites from the other night! =[ , litening to some miley cyrus even though she pole daces now haha oh gee, likin the some 1980 and you know im in miami bitch =],Grade fucking 10 holy hell, its been i ride let me tell you!, looking forward to some good volleyball season=]. i currently love peach pie! Yum. piercing? please.

some random stuff above.

so i have decided to have a "back to school resolution."
so here it is;
Ive decided to start eating healthier! =] cause i need to, and also try and be happier and not so judge mental cause im so over that shit! Oh and also get some higher grades then last year =].

well thats it for now! comment if you want to i dont care =]

Love you,
Tayler

HOLY HELL I CANT WAIT TO GO ON MY HOLIDAYS!!

Victoria 6 days!!
whitefish!!
VEGAS!!
percing!
pictures!
CORNFEST!!!

CANT WAIT TILL AUGUST!!!

Okay its party time, lets have fun! =]
Keep the Drama at HOME! please