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Phone Call?
Jessica. says:
alright. well i just got a phoen call
Jessica. says:
and it was this guy... and he said that our number had been left with
him and that they wanted to get some prices.. so i was like alright ill just
write it down because i thought it was about the renos that are going to
be done

Jessica. says:
hahah now was i ever wrong
Jessica. says:
hahahah
Jessica. says:
he started telling me about how he moved to this place closer to orange
so that he doesn't have to travel as much for work.. and then he was just
gong on and on and i was like alright lets just get to these prices.. i have kids to deal with

Jessica. says:
I still had no idea who he was and what he was calling for.. then he
said that he does three kinds of shows

Andrew--- says:
^o)
Jessica. says:
the first one.. costs 100$ and that is where he goes down to his g-string and bowtie
Jessica. says:
the second 150 just down to his bowtie..
Jessica. says:
and the third is the ladies party.. 200$ where he gets completely
naked and then we play a game and try to get a ring around his you
know what

Andrew--- says:
oh no
Jessica. says:
and then he started to describe himself... 25 tall blue eyes tanned... all
over... musculer.. and shaved down there..

Jessica. says:
andrew I couldn't talk I was trying not to laugh
Andrew--- says:
ooohh no
Andrew--- says:
did you tell him he had the wrong number?
Jessica. says:
he just kept on going and going and going.. and if i didn't say that i
have to get the kids out of the bath.. (which they aren't.. they are in bed)
he would never had hung up... He even said that if i just wanted to put the phone down that he would wait

Jessica. says:
FUCK
Jessica. says:
well I don't know if he didn't or not.. because one of the family friends is
getting married so i don't know if rach watned to get a stripper for her or
not.. well that is the first thing that came to mind when i realized that he was astripper

Jessica. says:
Andrew that was the funniest thing that has ever happend to me
Andrew--- says:
did u tell her?
Jessica. says:
it just happend RIGHT this second
Jessica. says:
that's why i wasn't talking
Andrew--- says:
AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
 

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Changes
Well it is March 24, 2007 spring break.. the last spring break of my life! There's only one day
left of this anual break that has been apart of my life since i can remember. During this
week of having no school and no alarm clocks, I've realized something that, I probably realized
before but simply didn't want to believe. We haven't graduated yet, but already all of our
friendships are falling apart with the thought of leaving. We promised each other that things
wouldn't change, but they already have. I've gone from loving someone so much and not being
able to go a day without seeing them to knowing that I won't miss them while being half way
around the world. It breaks my heart to think of the tight friendship we all shared, to what we
have now. Now I'm not saying that I don't care for my friends anymore, because I do, but it
just simply isn't the same.
 

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I remember the times we spent together
All those drives, we had a million questions. All about our lives
And when we got to New York everything felt right
I wish you were here with me,
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together,
were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming.Except we always woke
up. Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up.
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up. And every night I miss
you I can just look up. And know the stars are. Holding
you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me.
About when you were eight. And all those things you said that night. That
just couldn't wait. I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play All the times we
spilled our coffees. And stayed out
way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me.
About your Jesus, and how not to look back. Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad, sometimes
Not having you here

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up.
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up. And every night I miss
you. I can just look up. And know the stars are. Holding you,
holding you, holding you
Tonight

I say
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up. I need your loving hands to come and
pick me up. And every night I miss you. I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight
 

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Close To The Heart

A Formal Introduction


We are the ones you depend
on when you're in rough times. We reply
to your comments and read all the lines that
you throw at us. Please know how
much it all means.
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We build your homes from
the places you've known. And the
sights and the sounds that you've all grown to love.
And I want you to know how much it
all means to me.


'Cause we're throwing a
party and it's in your name. To show we appreciate
all of the things that you do It's all
cause of you.
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The Way I Feel About You
My heart breaks into
a thousand pieces when he simply hugs another girl,
cuz I think
o she is the luckiest girl in the world to have
his arms wrapped around her,
and she doesnt even know it!
 

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I Adore You Shell
Here we are, you and me
That’s something my dreams have only graced me with.
God you’re so beautiful
Do you know that?

You’re eyes, your hair, your hands, and your heart.
You are the one who’s got me captivated.
So lets round up the blankets and stay under the stars till morning.
I wouldn’t want to be anywhere but here with you.

I came to and realize it was a dream, but the best I’ve had.
I knew because I went to hug you and I just felt lost, but in a bad way.
Not like when I look into your peaceful eyes.
I want to tell you secretly to take me away; I want to be with you.

You’re eyes, your hair, your hands, and your heart.
You are the one who’s got me captivated.
So lets round up the blankets and stay under the stars till morning.
I wouldn’t want to be anywhere but here with you.

They say a heart that a broken can be fixed in time,
But I think im going to be one who proves that wrong.
I just want you to love me, so I can finally live and be happy.
You do that for me, you bring me back.

You’re eyes, your hair, your hands, and your heart.
You are the one who’s got me captivated.
So lets round up the blankets and stay under the stars till morning.
I wouldn’t want to be anywhere but here with you.

But that will never happen.
Anther amazing poem by Shell
 

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The Poem/Song That Made Me Cry
So I.
So I’ll detached myself from your lips,
And forget every time you’ve touched me.
I’ll waste away in your eyes that pull me in each time I gaze at them.
My ears will become earless, so they wont hark your words no more.

Cause you’re the only one who makes me feel like im in the stars.
You’re the only one who sends my heart into sweet ecstasy.
And you’re the only one who can make my dreams, reality for a moment.

But there is no fairness to my mind.
Oh pretty you, oh lovely radiant you,
Please don’t look at me for I’ll die once again.
My hearts trance will become the worst of me.

Cause you’re the only one who makes me feel like im in the stars.
You’re the only one who sends my heart into sweet ecstasy.
And you’re the only one who can make my dreams, reality.

I want to tell you everything.
I want to scream so loudly.
Cause you’re the only one who’s everything to me.
But then I remember why I can’t, im nothing to you.

So ill detach myself from you.
Ill do it again like I do every day.
I walk away.
With only this to say:

You’re the only one who makes me feel like im in the stars.
You’re the only one who sends my heart into sweet ecstasy.
And you’re the only one who can make my dreams, reality
~Written By: Shell.
 

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Dear Jessica
Jessica Pretty
So this really pretty girl who i love very much just send me a sweet comment!!
Im listening to a song that is some what ours and the girls as well.
I miss this girl already and we only parted about 15 minutes ago.
I think i love her with more than my heart and soul.
I tell her that as much as i can because i really do.
She is sooo amazing, and has the biggest, sweetest heart on this earth, and i want her to know im always going to be there to rub her back...
And she will never have to ask me, ill just do it.
I want her to know that my arms, and a time to spoon is always open for her, no matter what..and if you want a fart in your lap ill call kylie, cause im not sure i can do that as best as that lady can.
You are my sweetest downfall i loved you first, i loved you first.
Thank you for helping my heart feel what its like to be happy again, cause with one glimps of you does the job well.
I love you pretty jessica and ill never leave you, and i promise everything will be ok again

Bulldykes forever!!

*kisses on each cheek*
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