It's the worst feeling in the world to love & hate someone all at the same time.
And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the
same. It's funny but stupid how you want everything & nothing at the same time.
It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, & when you want to
move on but you're stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go &
you can't decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you
don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you
can do is push them farther & farther away. It's so hard to think back to how
things used to be & look at it now and realize that things are different & they
may never be the same. You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't
matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.