Heyy, My name is Teaghan and i am 16 years old. Hmm theres not to much to say about me.** I am homeschooled and only have two more grade 12 courses till im DONE!!...its great because i am going to get to graduate a year early. Then I get to leave this town. It just contains too many memories and broken dreams. Its like I hate this town but can't imagine myself anywhere else right now. I am not a slut or a whore....I always try to be myself. If you hate me fine as long as you just leave me alone I could care less. My sister means EVERYTHING to me....shes my little miracle and I love her so much, even though she only six she will always be my best friend. I don't fit in, in this town...it seems like everyone is drop dead gorgeous and skinny....I don't really fit into the catagory. I don't beat myself down because of that anymore though because in the end it doesn't really matter where we grew up, what we have done in our pasts or what we look like...there is always bigger issues to deal with. I have had a rough past, like everyone, with lots of bad memories and broken hearts but I learnt to just keep living and loving and everything else will fall into place.I am head over heels in love with the most amazing guy.....he is so caring and sincere and he completes me...I can't think of being without him. Shelton you have changed me I love you now and forever. We can make it through anything baby, through it all...remember that!

PEACE

&& I am soooo In LOVE with you




I feel

I hate watching you lay there so scared and confused.
I just wish there was something that I could do.
I know you feel sick and I know you feel scared
but hang in there baby, i am here.

Your doing great doing what the doctors say.
Just keep fighting Carson it will all be over one day.
I feel what your feeling and it doesn't feel good.
We have to keep praying the bible says we should.
I have feelings that I shouldn't say
and when your old enough you can read them someday.

I'm scared and my stomach hurts.
I have a sharp pain shooting through my heart.
Its hard to breath watching you cry.
My tears pore like rain falling from the sky.
Late at night I watch you sleep
and I thank the lord your still here with me.
I always ask and wonder why.. why him god why why why?
I wish I could take the cancer away
and go back to living our lives day by day.
I'm sorry you lost most of your hair.
It will grow back though I promise I swear.
I feel it all with you baby so your not alone
So watch out cancer its Teaghan and Carson an we're bad to the bone.




Carson--->my HERO


For all those who are suffering



And all those who have survived



Carson your my inspiration....such a hard fighter


R.I.P Carson John Henry Banman

Shelton, Your the one person who actually took the time to get to know me for me, you didn't judge or get frusterated. You loved me and have shown me more love and affection then I could ever imagine. I honestly want to be with you through everything, be it bad or good because even the bad moments are moments when I am with you. And I cherish every moment I can get with you. You have changed me and inspired me to do great things with my life. Your my world, my whole life and I couldn't do this without you. I love you so much now and 4 ever!










I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW---- IM IN LOVE WITH YOU SHELTON