i can't beleive how everything can change in a blink of an eye, how there are 3 sides to every story, how everything can be cannected... leading to one thing... you.... was i suppose to see that accsedent last night ??.... all signs point to yes but why?? why is it that some how when theres somthing crazy happaning... i get to see it... is it bacause i care?? because i want to hear all 3 sides of the story?? i want to hear the truth so i can relive the moment of crises... so i know exactly what happend and exactly how... but the thing is, is that it was so close to being my family memeber ... but insted it was my friends... like its all cennected like somthing that was suppose to happen, somthing that was suppose to be... but its horrable cause all signs point to me..
Life is so beautiful... i just wish it could stay beautiful for more then 2 seconds...you can have at most perfect day but it always has to end in the most desterbing way... why??? why is it that as soon as you see the best in life it has to be torn down??? dose it happen to everyone or is it just me???
Fuck off a bit let me fucking live you try to control my fucking life i fucking hate it, i fucking hate you. your fucking seanile go play in fucking traffic i want you out of my life i don't want ever hear your fucking voice telling me what to fucking do i will make my own choices and i will suffer for my own mistakes.. fuck off.
