**blackwaite** - 18, Male, Barbados
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Everyone
If you get any messages from my other account
Its not me
Dont listen to whoever it is
They changed my password so I cant get on anymore
If you find out who it is
Tell me as soon as you can
 

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new
Add My New Account!!!!!

~Sami.Boi~
 

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plus
daaaaaammmmm my plus ran out
someone wanna buy me another months worth?
 

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sad story
phone:
ring..
ring..
ring..
boy:: hello?
girl:: hey!
boy:: what r u up 2?
girl:: just thinking about the greatest guy in the world..u?
boy:: oh nuthing..
girl:: r u ok?..u sound upset.
boy:: im fine..just..
girl:: just what?
boy:: idk, iv’e just been thinking..
girl:: thinking what?..
boy:: ....[silence]
girl:: please tell me, i love you.
boy:: i think we should take a break.
girl:: ...what? [voice shaky]boy:: look i cant take all ur drama anymore.
girl:: i thought u said u loved helping me.. loved being there for me.
boy:: i just cant take it anymore.
girl:: ...please don’t do this.
boy:: its just a break, we can go out at the beginning of summer...i promise. every girl i date till then will be a lie. i only love you.
girl:: ...why...how...u said u would never turn into one of them.. a heart breaker.. what about Paris?
boy:: look...i love you i swear i do, just we cant date.
girl:: there’s more then my emotions right? theres another reason..boy:: ...no.. just we need to take a break.
girl:: i cant promise i will be waiting here for you when summer comes.
boy:: aight....
girl:: i cant believe you, u said u loved me, u said im the one, u said u would never leave me... I’ve gave u so many chances... yeah w/e. leave me then.
boy:: i love you.. i’m sorry.
girl:: don’t say that... i better go.
boy:: no i wanna talk.
girl:: well i don’t, go call someone else.
boy:: no i want u.
girl:: you had me...u broke me.
boy:: I’m sorry [starts crying]
girl:: yeah, that’s what they all say... Ill see u at school. goodbye number 3.
boy:: babe..don’t.
girl:: dont call me babe! im not ur babe..bye.
boy:: i love you..
girl:: i lov...[hangs up]

the girl throws her phone at her wall and screams into her pillow..
she cant take the pain.
she reaches for her knife..
puts it on her wrist.. and watches as she slashes herself away.
tears run down her face. she stops.
she looks down.. she had cut her vein.
she couldn’t breathe...blood was pouring out of her.
she lay there on her carpet as she died.
she whispered to herself.. "maybe now he will care"
those were her last words.
the boy had called back to tell her not to cut.. but it was to late.
she lay there, cold.. her blood stained carpet and her ringing phone across her room where she had threw it.

the next day her parents found her dead; they informed the school.
they notified her friends and family.. they couldn’t believe it.
he loved her...she loved him.
what happend?

the school made an announcement..."students may i have ur attention please...we have terrible news. one of our students has commited suicide last night, we are so sorry...we will need to see her closest friends and boyfriend."

the boys heart stopped...he knew it was her.. tears started to form in his eyes.
he walked down to the councelors office and saw her closest friends crying their eyes out.
they looked at him.
girls bff:: do you know why she did this?
boy:: ...yes..
girls bff:: what? it was you wasn’t it? u killed her!
boy:: no we broke up...we had to.
girls bff:: no, u chose to.. u ass!!
boy:: look u don’t understand, i tried to stop her.. i really did.
girls bff:: yeah right, ur just like every other guy she dated, worthless...a liar. why did u break up with her, WHY?
boy:: u wouldn’t believe me.
girls bff:: dont give me that. tell me.
boy:: i had a dream...
girls bff:: and?...
boy:: God told me i should break up with her.
girls bff:: what?
boy:: see u dont understand..
girls bff: no, no i don’t.
boy:: never mind.. i better get to class.
girls bff: yeah u do that.

the boy has diabetes... he becomes too depressed to take care of it.. he goes into a coma and doesn’t come out...he dies.
he left a note in his journal..
"i love her, i shall be with her now."

repost this or u will have bad luck with love for the next 17 years..
no joke.
u have 3 mins..
repost as "sad story"
 

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If you really like or love someone right now
and miss them and can't get them out of your head
then re-post this within one minute
and whoever you are missing will
surprise you tomorrow.
Repost this as a blog
 

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Dont Read If You're Under 12
Why Do We Sleep In Church,
But When The Ceremony Is Over We Suddenly Wake UP?
Why Is It So Hard To Talk About God,
But So Easy To Talk About Sex?
Why Are We So Bored When We Look At A Christian Magazine,
But Find It Easy To Read Playboy?
Why Is It Easy To Ignore A Godly Myspace Message,
Yet We Repost The Nasty Ones?
Why Are Churches Getting Smaller,
But Bars And Clubs Are Growing?
Think About It, Are You Going To Repost This?
Or Are You Going To Ignore It, Cause You Think Youll Get Laughed At?
Just Remember God Is Always Watching You.
Repost This As "Dont Read If You're Under 12."
80% Of You Wont Repost This.
Jesus Said:
"If You Deny Me In Front Of Your Friends,
I Will Deny You In Front Of My Father."
 

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BOLD the answer.
How good do I look from 1-10 (1-ugly / 10-Dam SEXY)
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Would you rather...
Do me or Date me

Do I have nice eyes?
Yes or No

Would you be sad if i moved?
Yes or No

Would you visit me?
Yes or No

Am i...
Okay - Hott - Sexy - Cute - Ugly - Beautiful - Gorgeous - Other

Would you rather...
Makeout - Cuddle - Go out - Have Sex - Hold hands

Would you give me your number?
Yes or No (if so leave it (___-___-___)

Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU?
Yes or No
 

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DO IT
1* Who are you?:
2* Are we friends?:
3* When and how did we meet?:
4* How have I affected you?:
5* What do you think of me?:
6* What's the fondest memory you have of me?:
7* How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?:
8* Do you love me?:
9* Have I ever hurt you?:
10* Would you hug me?:
11* Would you kiss me?:
12* Would you have sex with me?:
13* Are we close?:
14* Emotionally, what stands out?:
15* Do you wish I was cooler?:
16* On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?:
17* Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
18* Am I loveable?:
19* How long have you known me?:
20* Describe me in one word.
21* What was your first impression?:
22* Do you still think that way about me now?:
23* What do you think my weakness is?:
24* Do you think that I am wierd?:
25* What about me makes you happy?:
26* What about me makes you sad?:
27* What reminds you of me?:
28* What's something you would change about me?:
29* How well do you know me?:
30* Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
31* Do you think I would kill someone?:
33* Who else reminds you of me?:
32* If you I told you I had 3 weeks to live what would we do?:
34* If I died would you cry?:
35* When was the last time we fought?:
36* Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?:
37* What song reminds you of me ?:
38* If we where going on a date where would you take me?:
39* What is in your opinion, my best asset?:
40* Do you think I will get married? :
 

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[x] Gotten detention.
[ ]Gotten your phone taken away
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[x] Chewed gum during class.
Total:2

[x] Gotten late to a class more than 6 times.
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times.
[x] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[ ] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[x] Laughed so hard you got kicked out of class.
Total so far: 6

[x]Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school
[x] Cell phone started to ring during class
[x]Passed notes.
[x]Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher
Total so far:11

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[ ] Went on myspace, facebook, msn, etc. on the computer at school.
[x]Took pictures during school hours.
[ ] Called someone during school hours.
[x] Listened to an iPod/CD player/mp3 during class.
Total so far: 13

[x] Threw something at the teacher.
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] Broke the dress code.
[x] Failed a class.
[x] Ate food during class.
Total so far:25

[ ] Gotten a call home
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school
[x] Gotten a detention and didn’t go
[x] Stuck your middle finger at a teacher
[x] Cursed during class loud enough that the teacher could hear
Total so far: 29

[x] Slept in class.
[x] Cursed at a teacher.
[x] Copied homework.
[ ] Felt hungry during class and left to eat
[x] kissed/made out with someone during school.
33
33X3=99% lol oops
 

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omg
OMG GUESS WHAT!?!?!!
 

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fuck you?
Fuck you number ONE.
There is NO SUCH THING as a Nexopia Tracker.
It does NOT exist. So quit posting stupid bulletins like
"OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!"
No, it doesnt.


Fuck You number TWO.
To the people who have like 1,000 friends;
Are you fucking serious?
You're stupid.
Go play in traffic.


Fuck you number THREE.
Don't ever post pictures and say:
"OMG, I'm so ugly"
because if you were, you wouldn't post them.
If you do you're a fucking moron.


Fuck you number FOUR.
NOBODY cares about threats over the internet,
so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard.
Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics;
Even if you win, you're still retarded.


Fuck you number FIVE.
Quit crying because you're not on someones page
Who cares?!?
ITS NEXOPIA!!!
If you really cared that much, you would
pick up the damn phone!


Fuck you number SIX.
Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend?
MOVE ON!!!
Don't send me another request or message asking
"What's up with you not adding me?"
I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up,
Asshole....


Fuck you number SEVEN.
6th graders who have Nexopia and look like sluts,
and act like whores;
Go somewhere else because nobody wants you here.
And Parents -
Quit blaming Nexopia for your kid being a hooker,
she was a whore before Nexopia
and she'd be a whore without it!
What does that say about your parenting skills?
Think about it!
Nexopia should really be for adults....


Fuck you number EIGHT.
If you have decided to read this, you are a true nexopia Friend.
Real friends read their blogs
except for the ones about those fucking ringtones....


Fuck you number NINE.
I say you go and pass this on and maybe it will finally get through people's brains


Fuck you number TEN.
If you read a blog and it says something like repost this in 100 seconds or a
ghost will rape you tonight, or some dead bitch is going to rape your mom - quit being dumb!


Fuck you number ELEVEN.
Nexopia was created to keep up with friends.
Quit trying to check up on your ex!!
Come on, now, people, its called stalking...you might as well be sitting in front of their house with binoculars.



This is a test to see how many people in your friends list
actually pay attention to you.


If this made you laugh, or you agree with it, then repost this
 

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ALL NIGHTER AGAIN 3RD TIME IN A ROW
 

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ALL NIGHTER AGAIN
NOT TIRED AT ALL
 

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6am
OMG ITS 6 IN THE MORNING IN 2 MINS IM SOOOOOOO BORED WHY ISNT MADI ON WHERE SHE IS ITS LIKE 10 ITS SOO BORING WITHOUT ANYONE HERE AND THANK GOD IM NOT GETTING IN TROUBLE MY PARENTS ARENT HOME
 

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My New Fav Song Thx To Jessie
The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who‘s the best dressed and who‘s having sex,
Who‘s got the money, who gets the honeys,
Who‘s kinda cute and who‘s just a mess
And I still don’t have the right look
And I still have the same three friends
And I’m pretty much the same as I was back then
High school never ends
 

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