i dont know what to do anymore. i dont know what i want. my brain is running around wildly. part of me says do it. the other part dosent. i cant handle it. everythings fucking up. i dont know what to choose. so many things are pondering my mind. what to do. i dont want to hurt anyone, but its hard. fuck fuck fuck fuck.
i just wanna run away, i dont wanna have to do this.
i just wanna run away, i dont wanna have to do this.