god must have it out for me he wont let me have anything good in my life and when i do get something he takes it away. i fall in love he takes it away and then i find a new and thing to love he takes that wtf. how am i ever going to be happy i think i am going to die alone and have nothing its so much easyer then this feeling right now the feeling of not being wanted the feeling like i am not as important as anything eles the feeling that i am not pretty enoff for you i am not good for your life what the hel i give up .....