sometimes when u dont text me it makes me think of when u left me once before i need u and want u in my life its hard to live when u are not in my life. my heart was broken once by u and i still have my wall up and i know thats not good but i just need to know if u really love me as much as u claim. because i know that i love u more then i love myself and i know its not good but its how i feel. i wish i could get into your head and see what u really feel and think.
i hope u and i last for a long time but if u are using me or u dont love me the way u say then i am done i will hurt but i will live.