I am not a woman of surface beauty.
My waist is not a size zero. my nailpolish on my finernails is chipping off i burp like a boy,
im a dork i luv to say stupid shit like reet ( retard) and woooooooot! haha
i like video games i have a very outgoing personailty and i do not judge.i think tattoos and piercings
are fucking sexxy .i have a mental disorder called schizophrenia,its not as bad as you might think,
yes it interfears with my day to day life but i have learned to if you may say use a mask to cover it
up most people i meet say they wouldnt have even known i had it if i didnt tell them.i do not do any
drugs except obviously ones im prescribed for my illness. i occasionlay drink i luv my rum and vodka mmmm
nummy and im adicted to energy drinks im currently unemployed do to my illness but i plan on
finishing some prgram and start working in the next year. thats all im going to say about my self
right now if you would like to know more just message me and ask away. pce<3

You can't judge a book by looking at the cover, you can't love someone by messin with
another, no u can't win a war by fighting with your brother, you wanna have peace u gotta
love one another.
I won't judge you if you dont judge me i really dont give a fuck about looks
i' rather sit down and read the book


The girl who seemed unbreakable
broke
The girl who seemed so strong
crumbled
The girl who always laughed
cried
The girl who was on top of the world
fell
The girl who always held on
let go .
The girl who would never stop trying
gave up
The girl who had it all together
fell apart

sometimes i cry

sometimes when im alone
i cry because im on my own
the tears i cry are bitter and warm
they flow with life but take no form
i cry cuz my heart is torn
and i find it difficult 2 carry on
if i had an ear 2 confide in
i would cry among my treasured friends
but who do you know that stops that long
to help a another carry on
the world moves fast and it would rather pass you by
than 2 stop and c what makes you cry
its painful and sad and sometimes i cry
and no one cares about why.


Find The One Who Pushes Your Buttons
& Pisses You Off On A Daily Bases.
Love Isn't Suppose To Be Easy..
It's Supposed To Be Worth It.
Most Girls Say That They Want A Fairy Tale
But You Taught Me It's Not What I Really Want
I Want Someone Who Will Make Fun Of Me
And Laugh At My Jokes, Even If They Aren`t Funny
Someone That Play Fights With Me
And Doesn`t Let Me Win Just Because I`m A Girl
A Boy Who Tickles Me Endlessly
Knowing Even When I Beg Him To Stop, I Secretly Love It
Yeah Riding Off Into The Sunset On A White Horse Would Be Nice
But Being With You Is Much Better




If Vodka was water and I was a duck,
I'd swim to the bottom and nevr come up,
but vodkas not water and im not a duck,
So pass me the bottle and shut the FUCK up


So what if Im a bitch
You're a whore and personally
Iïd rather be known for what I do
not who i do










NO slut can fuck up my flow cuz i trust NO bitch and fear NO hoe


Everyone you meet in life is going to hurt you
in one way or another, sometimes you just need to decide
who's actually worth the pain.
It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it,
but it is also true that we don't know what we've been missing
until it arrives.
Saying you'll never love again,
is like saying you'll never smile again.
As much as you don't want to do it
eventually someone will come along

and make you something.
There is someone who dreams of your smile.
who in your presence finds that life is worth while





backstabbing people !




music
Nirvana,ICP,Evanescence,Metallica,Marilyn Manson,AFI,MCR,Incubus,LinkinPark,Led Zepplin,
Pink Floyd,Ozzy,Guns N Roses,Distillers,Seether,Dope,Googoo Dols Dolls,Rammestein,Red Hot Chili Peppers,
Oasis,Pearl Jam,Billy Talent,Savage Garden,3 Doors down,Creed,Anthrax,Nine Inch Nails,Radio Head,
Foofighters,Tool,Tom petty,Pearl Jam,Bob Marley,savage garden,basshunter,shiny toy guns,nightwish,
twizted,amon amarth,gojjira,megadeath,slayer,alinis morsette,lonrly island,3 oh!3,SCOOTER,eminem,
2 pac, rise against, dj tiesto,ALL TECHNO TRANCE AND HOUSE MUSIC !!

You know your gone when,
your only refuge is loud music
to drown out your own feelings
to numb yourself to the world
just to stop the voices in your head from driving you insane
day after day i put my music up so loud
that i cant hear a thing
just to stop my feelings from getting in my way
sadness
anger
frustration
depression
feeling lost
all things i go through on a daily basis

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