*;;Hypnotized: - 18, Female, Leduc
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my friend my buddy my cousin
you where there when i fell off the trampoline you where there when i was bord you where there when i was a brat and got yelled at
you where there when the drug came around and my world fell down now its back up cuz i realize theres nothing i can do but be here for you
i stopped the drinking everyday i stopped the drugs and cocaine pain
i stopped the fighting to get my anger out no more suspentions no more detentions it drove me far down and now im working back on top
im here for you now more than ever when you need someone i will fight to get you back on your feet i will not let this world say i got him beat your stronger and way better than this you my cousin joey the boy i miss no one can replace you in my life i think of you everyday buds cuz you are my cuz i cared more than anyone else did i screamed i cried i puked i bled i shook i sweated just to try and see you now everythings done i have to say can i see him and thats it joey im here im fucking here buddy more than anything i will do what ever it takes to see you cuz as i write this i cry my eyes out and i pour my heart out moms tapping my back saying hes getting better and dads saying you'll see him sooner or later its been two years this november since i seen you and joey i love you too!
 

COMMENTS
{J}inkster
12:22am | Oct 03, '09
{J}inkster
Awe, i'm sorry hun...
It will all turn around sometime bbgirl..
dont forget everything works itself out in the end..
*;;Hypnotized: - 18, Female, Leduc
12:46am | Oct 03, '09
i know it will but it just fucking hurts more than anything he was so close for so long and i didn't even know no one told me and hes always been there and i wanna be there for him but my aunt hates me and says i'll fuck his life up again
{J}inkster
04:40am | Oct 03, '09
{J}inkster
Awe, i'm sorry babe.. i know what thats like.. believe me i do..
*;;Hypnotized: - 18, Female, Leduc
06:55pm | Oct 04, '09
ya you probably do but what ever hes acting all like i don't fucking need you that son of a bitch when i was there backing him up while ppl where calling him just another native fuck that hes more than that
but you know he is spoiled rotten and i hope to fucking god he reads this cuz im gonna hang with who i hang with cuz i've changed my friends just so i can have a better live so im not a bad influence and maybe if that fucker kept his mouth shut about me running for ppl my auntie wouldn't hate me and maybe he'd see how well im doing and how hard im trying in school my lifes changed and the teachers love me im just a fucking high class bitch and i have my faults and at least i can admit that unlike his mom fuck him fuck joey gopher he don't know where i come from or what i've done for myself and how much and how hard i cried everynight scared for him and he says stop talking to me fuck him god damit i blew my top i've had it i disown him

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