hey guys court tomorrow been think about it since the day i sat in the back and tyler was laughing this time i couldn't actually laugh like i usually do i messed up big and i think it was scary coming home everyday wait till my sentence im scared and frightened i know im not gonna sleep momz gave me a relaxent and im glad im doing my school work and doing my sports and being a goof. now that i realize i don't have to take so much responsibility at home im being a kid again instead of a 25 year old you know im 14 and i gotta realize that four years ago i was 10 and playing with dolls and four isn't a big number and ya this year is gonna hard cuz i gotta work harder than anyone to get a far break. but i just gotta keep thinking there will be and end either death or i live threw either way there always will be an end and i guess thats the relief i've lost alot cuz i thought i was unbeatable and for a while no one could touch me i was the toughest thing around still am but mind wize. and im sorry to everyone more sorry than you'll ever know
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