rest in peace gran.
i cant belive yer gone...idk wat to say or do but cry
what hurts the most is i didnt get to say good bye
i never visited you after i moved n i missed out on so much
ur going to be so missed, but like i say to everyone that loses sumone
ur in a better place.

good bye vancouver....
hello powell river

be there tmrw at 11....

SUMMERS OVER QUIZ

looking back on this summer .

1. Drank alcohol?haha nope ima angel
2. Cried? didnt want to but yeah i did
3. Kissed anyone? ahuh. yum
4. Been on a vacation to a different state/province? nuh-huh
5. Been on a vacation to a different country? noperz
6. Been to the beach? yeah alot.
7. Been to the boardwalk? huh
8. Done drugs? may-be
9. Smoked? thought i was strong but yeah
10. Snuck out? nope
11. Had a sleepover? haha yeah all the time
12. Stayed up all night? with our boyz
13. Slept in your mom/dads bed? yeah with sharon
14. Went in a pool? yeah
15. Without a bathing suit? no,lol
16. Been on the computer a lot> not really. out too much
17. Played video games? yeah in the arcarde
18. Listened to an ipod/mp3 player? i love music, wud die without it
19. Been on over 30 car rides? yepper
20. Been grounded? nope
21. Been to a party? haha too many to count
22. Regret something? try to not live with em
23. Been dumped? no but i dumped sumone
24. Lied? ya......
25. Done anything against the law? im not leagal for shit!
26. Been camping? does passing out in a park count?
27. Got in a fight? yeah..... but im not rowdy
29. Stayed at a hotel? nuh-huh
30. Talked on the phone all night? yeah...
31. Went shopping? yeah!
34. Asked someone out? wanted to but he lives really far away...:(
35. Got in a car with a stranger? no but with weridoz
36. Lost someone close? miss you uncle
37. Had someone sleep in your bed? yea man. haha alot of ppl. washie.rox.sharon. and i slept in over pplz beds
38. Been to a movie? yeahh all the time
39. Been to a club? tired haha
40. Slept in? haha yeah
41. Got tanned? alot! i look native now
42. Watched TV for more than 5 hours? ahuh
44. Tried something new? yepperz
45. Did homework? did wat?
46. Learned something new? all the time.
47. Driven? tired. sharon sed no!
48. Eaten out? haha ew. no jk yeah
49. Went surfing? nope
50. Went dancing? we always dance!
51. Been to a concert? made our own
52. Quoted a movie? yeah all the time.
53. Played with fire? yeah i had a bubble
54. Gained weight? idk. or do i care
55. Made new friends? alot. imma miss my boyz!!!

wa`shie was here ♥
biitches better shut the fuck up be4 they get smacked the fuck up

1. do you fill in your eye brows?: no.
2. do you use proactiv?: nope
3. do you wear make-up daily?: most of the time.
4. are you tan?: haha no
5. do you own chanel perfume?: no i use aidas
6. do you go to the tanning beds?: nope
8. do you use MAC make-up?: nope
9. do you use other make-up products?: i use revelon
10. do you shower daily?: yeah. i feel gross if i dont
11: whats your favourite lip gloss?: mhm anything thats not sticky n smellz good
12: do you straighten your hair?: no
13: do you read teen mag often?: haha no

Category: Friends
21. Is a best friend a promise or a label?: promise
22. do you have more than one best friend?: yeah
24. do you have too many friends to name?: no. they aint friends if u cant member them
26. do you hang out with w/ friends everyday?: most of the time
27. do you have pictures of your friends on your walls?: yeahh
28. do you call more than 3 of your friends regularly?: yeah roxie, sharon, n tasha
29. is your best friend a girl?: yezzir

Category: Fashion/ Style
31. do you have style and originality?: um i wear what i wear
33. do you own a designer handbag?: haha no!
34. do you own any brands? yezzire
35. do you wear leggings?: hehe no
36. is the only color you will never wear yellow?: nope pink too
37. do you get fashion tips from magazines?: not a chance
39. do you shop till you drop? if i got the money n the time then hell yes!
40. do you wear sweats a lot?: hehe yeah

Category: TV/ Movie
41. are you a movie freak?: iam pretty picky
42. have you seen over 30 movies in the past 2 months?: no.
43. do you have a show that you MUST watch?: nope
45. have you ever seen an episode of grey's anatomy?: huh?
46. is your favorite movie finding nemo?: no but i still love it
47. do you like classic movies?: yess
48. do you watch 30+ hours of TV a week?: nope
49. do you own over 100 DVD's? nuh huh
50. is law and order awesome?: idk?

Category: Sports
51. no sports, no life?:haha no
52. do you play sports year-round?: not ne more
53. do you like to watch boys sports?: yeah if they are cute hehe
56. do you love the minnesota twins?: wat?
57. is soccer cool?: yezzire
58. do you swim?: yeah
87. are you wearing jeans at the moment?: nope sweatz

When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ]
When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hits you [ Grab her and dont let go ]
When she starts cussing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ]
When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ]
When she pulls away [ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ]
When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared [ Protect her ]
When she lays her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesnt answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she likes you [ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grab's at your hands [ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]
When she bumps into you [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret [ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes [ dont look away until she does ]
When she misses you [ she's hurting inside ]
When you break her heart [ the pain never really goes away ]
When she says its over [ she still wants you to be hers ]
When she repost this bulletin [ she wants you to read it ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok dont believe it. talk to her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

NAMES
Can you name 30 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 30 people. *this is a lot funnier if you actually list the names first!! No cheating!!!*

1. Sharon
2. Roxie
3. Rennie
4. Tashina
5. Hayley
6. Cami
7. Reg
8. Washie
9. Blaine
10. Webber
11. Moon
12. Smith
13. Hughie
14. Kelli
15. Mel
16. Billy
17. Patrick
18. Peter
19. Tj
20. Spider man!!
21. mica
22. dev
23. chicklets
24. david.g
25. jordan.h
26. frankie
27. chels.g
28. sonya
29. robin
30. cassidy

THE QUESTIONS:
• How did you meet 10?
i met him thur his cuz Cam. at the pne of 2006...after that most prob a drunk night.

• What would you do if you had never met 6?
id go nuts. i love her every much

• What would you do if 20 and 15 dated?
haha Charless and Mel? idk id be scared n confused

• Who would you marry 6 or 14?
id be a whore and marry them both...its a hard choice between my muffin n my spink lepard

• Did you ever like 9?
haha not like that. he dated my sister.


• Have You Ever Seen Number 4 Cry?
yeah it was a hard time for us all

• Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?
no....tina is good with rennie and yeah haha no no no

• Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple?
oh yes that sexi!! haha sharon n roxie haha jk

• Describe 8:
haha washie. my best friend. love her. couldnt live with out her. funny. pretty. nice and has a good heart

• Do you like 12?
as a friend

• Tell me something about 17:
he likes my blinkty button

• What's 7's favorite color?
most prob blue or black

• What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you?
haha id be werided out

• When was the last time you talked to number 15?:
last night. went to her house n sed hi

• How do you think 19 feels about you?
she loves me! haha shed better. she knows that ill always be here for her

• What language does 13 speak?:
english?

• Who is 2 going out with?:
me!! haha jk but she is all mine

• What grade is 16 in?
supposed to have graded?

• What is 5's favorite music?:
likes alot of good shit

•Would you ever date 3?:
nope. look at him like a brother

• Is 11 single?:
nope.............

• What is 10s last name?
haha webber! [hi webber webber!!!!]

• Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 7?:
no

• Where does 18 live?:
far away JERK!!

• What do you think about 20?:
haha i love her shes my spider man!! she always makes me smile n shes awesome

• What is the best thing about 21?:
everything

• What would you like to tell 14 right now?:
that i cant wait until your baby is born

• How did you meet 9?
he dated my sister....so im guessing at her house?

• What is the best and worst thing about 2?
best ; shes mi sister!! her laugh. her smile! shit the whole damn packge
worst ; for you? that she aint yers!!!

• Are you going to know 3 forever?
id better!

• How long have you known 26?
since before i can member

• Who is 24?
David. my cuz- no sharing!!!

• Are you or did you ever date 28?
ohhh yes we go way back. lol jk no

• Do you have a crush on 27?
nope

• Would you kiss 25?
haha no!! that my cuz ewww

haveyou hugged/kissed number 22?
ive hugged her n smacked her ass...never kissed

• Would you hug/kiss 21?.
just hug.

I AM: a dork!
EYES: are brown
I MISS: the way everythin use to be
I HEAR: everyones eles opion so i cant hear my own
I SMELL: YOU!!! haha
I WANT: a godamn map....
I CRAVE: pizza pops
I WORRY: that it was all for nothing
PIRECINGS: are sexi but too many are gross
I REGRET: nothing cuz it just holds me back
I L0VE: my family and my friends.
I ALWAYS: need to be a werido
I DANCE: like a chicken!!! haha Billy..
I SING:to myself n to piss ppl off
I L0ST: my mind!! haha
I LIKE: blue chesse!! haha jk
I LISTEN: when i want to
I KN0W THAT: EVERYTHING!!! cuz im always right!! haha patrick
I CRY: when i cant take it anymore or when in hurt
I FEEL: ppl touching my blinkty buttons...haha rox n patrick
I WILL: always be there for you
I WONT: change to please you
I THINK: when i need to.
I SHOULD: go to bed
I COULD: be a under cover spy secertly spying on u! haha
I DIDNT: do it!
I LOOK: at chu!
I HATE: idk..
I FEAR: gross things n being alone
I DONT: like you!! haha jk
I CARE: about alot of ppl ..?
I HIDE: in the garbage can. CUZ IMMA A SUPPA SPY!!!
I WRITE: shit i only type
I LEARN: that walls hurt
I SAY: that im the master of disguise
I DONT THINK: all the time!! haha
I ALWAYS: say stupid shit
I LAUGH: at everything!
I FELL: you poking me!! haha
I BELIEVE: in santa calus!! haha n the easter bunny
I LIVE:in one fucked up world
I WILL ALWAYS: be me and love it!

The Extremely Hard Truth Quiz

Friends
1. Do you have a true best friend? yeah rox..trust her with my life
2. Do you have a friend you secretly hate? no wtf thats dum
3. What's your weirdest insider with a friend? shitt got too many of those...
4. Would you die for any of your friends? yeah id take a bullet for most of em
5. Have you ever had a crush on one of your closest friends? sadly

Family
1. Which parent would you rather live with on your own? ive always lived with mom
2. Do you have any huge family secrets? no....got nothing to hide
3. Is your family messed up? not like messed up....like take me away for my own good...just yer normal werid messed up
4. Do you ever wish you had a different family? GAHAHA NOOO!!! id rather die
5. Do you have abuse in your house? not phyical

Yourself
1. Are you happy with your size? not really....but i dont care
2. Is your self esteem overly low or overly high? i have my ups n downs
3. What's one thing you wish you could change about yourself? u change one thing it all goes down hill
4. What's your favorite thing about yourself? my abnormally

Love
1. Ever fallen in love with someone totally wrong for you? they werent total wrong just came at the wrong time
2. Do you believe in love? sadly yeah just draw me a map
3. Are you the first to say "i love you"? yeah but there wasnt a second i love you back so does that count?
4. Ever lied about loving someone? no....
5. Have you ever been in love with someone of the same gender? not like i wanna fuk u and spend the rest of my life with you love...or i wanna date you love

Lust
1. How far have you gone? no one elses bussiness
2. Ever had a one night stand? had too many of those...
3. Fling with lots of action or relationship with a little bit? A relationship.
4. Ever used someone for action? no
5. Would you ever have two flings in one night? haha no! dont swing that way

Random
1. What's your favourite board game? um haha snakes n ladders
2. Do you use lotion daily? yeah
3. What's your favourite type of bird? eagle
4. Tell me how am I suppose to breath with no air? dont know?? haha i think yud die??

Can you answer 51 questions about just 1 person?
Don't change the friend half way through.

What's their name?
Roxie

Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Im not too sure kinda confussed

Do you get along with this person all the time?
DUH!!!

How old is the person?
17

Has he/she ever cooked for you?
Yee

Is this person older than you?
Yep.

Have you ever kissed this person?
No.

Are you related to this person?
im not too sure were native so most probly

Are you really close to him/her?
yeppers

How many times do you talk to this person during a week?
were together everyday!!! if not we txt like every 5 mins

Do you think they will repost this?
if i ask her too

Could you live with this person?
i pretty much do

Why is this person your number 1?
Cuz i love her!! shes my sister and i would kill any one that fucks with her!!

How long have you known this person?
about a year and a half

Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
yepperz

Have you ever had a sleepover with this person?
haha i live with her

If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
i would die!!!! i wouldnt do it!! aw now im sad thinking of it

Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?
haha that how the parents met me

Do you know everything about this person?
pretty much

Would you date this person's siblings?
haha two of them are under the age of 6 so no and her older brother...not a chance

Have you ever made something with this person?
haha yeah like 3 cakes and a shit loads of stupid memories

Have you gone skinny dipping with this person?
nope

Is your #1 on drugs?
no....haha acts like it alot but no

Have you ever worn this person's clothes?
yessir

Does this person wear your clothes?
yepp

If it was freaky friday would you switch bodies with this person?
hah that would be weird but awesome!!

Have you ever heard this person sing?
yeah

Do you and this person have a saying?
haha "shit son" "rawr imma a lion" lol

Have you and this person gone clubbing?
not yet when were old enough!!

Do you know how to make this person feel happy?
haha yeah

Do you and this person talk a lot?
all the time i trust her with everything!!

Do you like this person?
haha i love her!! shes my sister

Has this person yelled at you?
haha yeah if i wont pass her sumthing

Have you and this person got into a fist fight?
a play fight but other then that no

Do you want to be friends with them forever?
I think it's pretty much on it's way there.

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