Nearly settled into the new apartment, but oh boy is it ever stressful. Working constantly, barely any time to myself,.... and just when I thought I was all prepared to grow up. Wow, what a shocker. I certainly miss my parents, however I do not miss all the bull shit that I had to put up with in that house...... If only my dad knew. I'm terribly terribly in love to say the least, not too many people can say the same. I do miss the way things used to be, I mean, way back when. When we were young and careless, not giving a fuck, doing whatever we wanted and then having to suffer the consequences. The days where you had that rush because you were doing something you weren't allowed to, and know, you can do whatever the hell you want. I almost wish I could just relive my teenage days. I'd be unemployed, laying in the grass everyday during the summer, with Iron & Wine humming in my ear. Oh boy did I miss out. If I could give advice to anyone, it'd be to "Live life to the fullest." I know, I know, you hear every adult in the human world repeat this, but it's is true. You may truly regret it. And no Forest, I am not saying I regret anything with you, what we have is truly a blessing, and I couldn't ask for anyone more supporting and loving; what I am saying is that I wish it would have lasted longer and that I hadn't been in such a rush to get it over with. Stay young, party, have fun, smoke a fucking joint if it makes you feel good (and no, I am not encouraging substance abuse), just to say the least; enjoy being a kid. Enough with my blabbering, goodnight to all! (: