I'm sorry i'm not perfect. I'm sorry i'm not everything you want. I'm sorry that things always go like this. I'm sorry for alot. But there's nothing i can do now because i've said all i can.

Well the past is fucked for suree. When you look back you could have never thought things could go terribly awful. Well i was wrong. I had almost everything then one day you left and now it's barely anything. I guess that's life and i'll just have to put up with it. Right?

I know this is all my fault. I just wish i could turn back time and do things differently cause then ALL THIS WOULD BE DIFFERENT. I must have an amazing talent for fucking up great things cause this was just another one gone....thanks to me. I just don't know what to do or say anymore cause i know nothing will work.

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, we're leaving

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you

I don't know wnhat will makes things okay now cause i've fucked up alot of things and i know i'll never get them back. Some times i ask myself if i was ever meant to get those chances because i always fuck them up or turn them back.

In the future i really have to make smarter choices and pick my words and actions more carefully.

Fuck off. This is fucking stupid. If you're all out to mess up my life then just fucking say so instead of spreading FUCKING LIES TO EVERYONE.

Whore. Dishonest. Bitch. All these describe you. I know what happened and you weren't brave enough to tell me. Well you did. After 3 months or so? Maybe 4? That's fucking pathetic. Just like everything you said. I'm actually glad now. I feel bad for you sometimes. You can only blame me for so much,this being one thing you can't.

If I could, fly away
I wouldn't come back no more
I, I'd turn around,
Just to see you for the last time,
See, now I know
Hey, that it won't be easy

Why does everything happen for a reason? Like it's fucking stupid. It's starting to piss me off.

ALL of you can get fucked. I won't care

K I have had enough of this shit. If you don't like me, don't talk to me cause i have seriously had enough of this. Either except me for who i am or get the hell out of my life. From now on any messages or comment from you will be ignored. Every body has a right to do what they want so just get out of my life. Who've changed so many things that is just.............stupid. Just leave me alone already cause i don't want to put up with this anymore so just stop it.