My life is great, I love my family in an indescribable way. My brothers are my life and without them I have no fucking clue how I'd get through my day. I have a best friend and her name is Emma, I love her so much.. she's my other half ♥ I'm such a passionate and caring girl, and if you give me a good enough reason to, I will respect you deeply and love you to pieces.. but lose my trust, just like so many have done in the past, i will tear you from my life in a heartbeat. I'm not gonna give you some bullshit sob-story because I hate those just as much as you do but I will tell you that I've been to hell and back in my life and I appreciate every single glimpse of beauty I get to witness in this crazy world. I believe that every life needs to be touched by somebody and mine has been touched already and if I die tomorrow I will die knowing I've lived a great life and left behind some amazing memories. I adore the people in my life.. I'm a lover not a fighter but I will fight for what I love.
It's morning, you wake, a sun ray hits your face. Smeared make up as we lay in the wake of destruction. hush baby, speak softly, tell me that you're awfully sorry that you pushed me into the coffee table last night so I can push you off me. Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me, Run out the room and I'll follow you like a lost puppy. Baby without you I'm nothing, I'm so lost, hug me, Then tell me how ugly I am but that you'll always love me, Then after that shove me, in the aftermath of the destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's backs that we'll always have each other's backs 'cause we're that lucky! Together we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of mole hills, you hit me twice, yeah but who's counting? I may have hit you three times, I'm starting to lose count but together we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain. Our love is crazy we're nuts but I refuse counselling, this house is too huge, if you out I'll burn all two-thousand square feet of it to the ground, ain't shit you can do about it 'cause with you I'm in my fuckin' mind, without you I'm out it.
---But you don't think about it do you?
fuck sakes..
nexopia is soooo fucking stupid to me now.
happy mufuckin halloweeennnn.
"You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened... or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on"
--- it hurts me that you think I cause you all these problems when all i did was fall for you. take your fucking time that you so badly want but when you find whatever it is you're looking for and decide to come running back like you did last time... im not gonna be here.
I'm leaving the pieces on the floor and moving the fuck on.
To: *{waiting4you}*
From: chaseclasson
Date: Mon Oct 18, 2010 1:41 am
Subject: No Subject
Hey I live in victoria and I was curious how many girls i message have hooked up with their siblings where you live. Tonsss of girls in victoria practice and experiment with their siblings when their young. Have you ever tried anything with your brother or sis like just once or twice?
^^--- that person is FUCKED THE FUCK UP.
I miss when things were simple..
Everything has become so difficult for me now.
let's have a toast for the douche bags,
let's have a toast for the assholes,
let's have a toast for the scum bags,
every one of them that i know.
let's have a toast for the jerk offs,
that'd never take work off,
baby i got a plan,
runaway fast as you can.
I am sick and tired of life being such a battle field.
why can't we just take a break.
struggling is all that i can do now.
its taking over my life.
im not supposed to feel this way but i hate myself so much.
its like as soon as i get up and brush myself up, its time to stand through another storm.
its hard, its always been hard for me.
fuckin rips me apart most of the time...
fuck i wish things were different for me.
alright, its time for you to just let go.