*{waiting4you}* - 17, Female, Vancouver Island
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more old shit.
My life is great, I love my family in an indescribable way. My brothers are my life and without them I have no fucking clue how I'd get through my day. I have a best friend and her name is Emma, I love her so much.. she's my other half ♥ I'm such a passionate and caring girl, and if you give me a good enough reason to, I will respect you deeply and love you to pieces.. but lose my trust, just like so many have done in the past, i will tear you from my life in a heartbeat. I'm not gonna give you some bullshit sob-story because I hate those just as much as you do but I will tell you that I've been to hell and back in my life and I appreciate every single glimpse of beauty I get to witness in this crazy world. I believe that every life needs to be touched by somebody and mine has been touched already and if I die tomorrow I will die knowing I've lived a great life and left behind some amazing memories. I adore the people in my life.. I'm a lover not a fighter but I will fight for what I love.
 

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Old shit.
Why hello there creepers,
I'm CarlyMathers ..

I should probably start out by warning you, i am slightly crazy sometimes. (: i can get sexual, but not in a slutty way. i like to have a good time, i like my alcohol, and i definitely can appriciate a good toke, or bong rip. Pot, however, is the only drug i plan on using. I do not smoke cigarettes but i wont judge if you do, dont matter to me. I love my music, if you fuck with my music its like you're fucking around with my life. And my life is not to be fucked around with. TV is a great invention eh? i am very much into One Tree Hill, i own every season released, some might say thats crazy, i say its passion (: Hmm, i have the greatest friends, ever. Gabriela Ordonez, you are a babe& i love you.. i'm only naming you because you're one of the only ones that i know will read this haha. i've got many more friends too, but it would be a waste of time for you to read that list. My family means the world to me, its a give&take family, but there is quite a bit more give then there is take. I like taking pictures of myself, and for all you pervs out there reading this, NO NOT NAKED PICTURES.. so dont ask for any ! Boys Boys Boys, i love boys haha. and not just for the benefits, i love them for the way they act, when you chill with the guys, everyone accepts you for who you are, no cattyness. and no drama. Now this may be getting too long, so i'll finish it soon, just bare with me. I do not plan on getting married, i personally think it does more harm than good. I would, however, spend the rest of my life with someone i love very much. Love is a word that i find is used too often now and too casually. it seems as though all romance is dead. I am blonde, but have dyed my hair so many times it's hard to tell. I never leave the house without makeup on. I like to look good, it gives me confidence. I've had bad relationships in my life, and i don't plan on reliving them. Treat me like shit, i'll treat you the same way back. Hmm, okay well thats basicly all you need to know, if there is anything else you would like to know, just msg me... disagree with anything i've said?... msg me. Oh and one other thing, i have a pet dinosaur named billy-boy.. if you fuck with me i'll send him after you. ;D

 

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BYDTAIDY?
It's morning, you wake, a sun ray hits your face. Smeared make up as we lay in the wake of destruction. hush baby, speak softly, tell me that you're awfully sorry that you pushed me into the coffee table last night so I can push you off me. Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me, Run out the room and I'll follow you like a lost puppy. Baby without you I'm nothing, I'm so lost, hug me, Then tell me how ugly I am but that you'll always love me, Then after that shove me, in the aftermath of the destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's backs that we'll always have each other's backs 'cause we're that lucky! Together we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of mole hills, you hit me twice, yeah but who's counting? I may have hit you three times, I'm starting to lose count but together we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain. Our love is crazy we're nuts but I refuse counselling, this house is too huge, if you out I'll burn all two-thousand square feet of it to the ground, ain't shit you can do about it 'cause with you I'm in my fuckin' mind, without you I'm out it.


---But you don't think about it do you?
 

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fdjksfla;
fuck sakes..
nexopia is soooo fucking stupid to me now.
 

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Baby,
You're a firework

C'mon,
Show 'em what you're worth


 

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happy mufuckin halloweeennnn.
 

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1 to 5 i'm half alive.
"You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened... or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on"


--- it hurts me that you think I cause you all these problems when all i did was fall for you. take your fucking time that you so badly want but when you find whatever it is you're looking for and decide to come running back like you did last time... im not gonna be here.

I'm leaving the pieces on the floor and moving the fuck on.
 

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holy fuck ur disgusting
To: *{waiting4you}*
From: chaseclasson
Date: Mon Oct 18, 2010 1:41 am
Subject: No Subject
Hey I live in victoria and I was curious how many girls i message have hooked up with their siblings where you live. Tonsss of girls in victoria practice and experiment with their siblings when their young. Have you ever tried anything with your brother or sis like just once or twice?



^^--- that person is FUCKED THE FUCK UP.
 

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I miss when things were simple..
Everything has become so difficult for me now.
 

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runawayy..
let's have a toast for the douche bags,
let's have a toast for the assholes,
let's have a toast for the scum bags,
every one of them that i know.
let's have a toast for the jerk offs,
that'd never take work off,
baby i got a plan,
runaway fast as you can.
 

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I am sick and tired of life being such a battle field.
why can't we just take a break.
 

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:)
FINALLY HIT 3000 HITS
 

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&when you broke her heart..
the pain never really went away.
 

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struggling is all that i can do now.
its taking over my life.
im not supposed to feel this way but i hate myself so much.
its like as soon as i get up and brush myself up, its time to stand through another storm.
its hard, its always been hard for me.
fuckin rips me apart most of the time...
fuck i wish things were different for me.
 

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fuck em girl. fuck em.
alright, its time for you to just let go.
 

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