Thou we lost touch the last few years, you made the summer of 06' unforgettable.
I've never been yelled at, grounded, or mad at so much in so few months. But i wouldn't have had it any other way. Because i got the priveledge of knowing you. The day i got my licence you and Lisa were the first people I came to tell, I was so excited!
You always used to make fun of my pink hair, even though i liked it. Matt mentioned getting drunk at work, I couldnt help but smile, because that is one memory I will always remember. Trying to act sobor infront of my dad, Or the time I called you to come pick up my drunk ass, I was patiently waiting on the corner of main street at two in the morning, constantly calling. When I saw you on new years, my stomach had butterflies, I didn't know what to say or do. So I did what any nervous person would do and came up to say hi, and how awkward it was that i saw you. Oh and to tell you how hammered I was. and you called me a jerk cause I didn't have your number. But i guess those last words are better than nothing, you brought out my rebellious side. You brought my low tolerance, low self esteem, and zero confidence up, and helped to make me who I am today. Eldon James you are amazing, and I will meet you again one day in the future. Until then...
"All because of you,
I haven't slept in so long.
When I do I dream
of drowning in the ocean;
longing for the shore
where I can lay my head down.
I'll follow your voice;
all you have to do is
shout it out!"-Rise Against
RIP Eldon James Melling
Theres so much i want to say to you
but i cant find the right words to say it
its planned in my head
but when im face to face with you
im a mess
everything comes out gibberish
ever heard the saying
don't change whats not broken!
geeeshus ths is so confusing.
ugh.
your at it again
sure you dont say anything to my face but when u talk to other people about me
and dont expect me to hear it your wrong.
i didn't break you guys up so get that out of your head
your a joke.
you cant face the facts that you did this yourself so you have to blame everyone else
im sorry i didnt tell you what me and her talked about
but thats cause it was between us. not you
so stop trying to ruin my life
telling her that im not a good friend
and you have proof
what kind of proof do you have there tips
the kind where im sticking up for her cause your such a jerk.
she told you stuff out of trust and u threw it back in her face
so why dont u get a reality check and grow up because seriously
you need to
ive gotten told that so many times in my past..that finally it hit me
but im 18 and your 24 BIG DIFFERENCE
im just beginning my life and your in the middle of yours
and what do u have to show..pumping some gas. doing some dishes..
big accomplishments!
so please just stop this
what are you trying to do make us all feel how shitty u felt
for stuff that we didnt do!
one day i hope you see this
maybe it will be when your head is screwed on properly!
wow i feel like such a fool for believing you.
