yay for car accidents.
.......not
wow, i havent been this down in a long long time...i usually just hide it when im slowly falling into a depression. but here we go...the rollercoaster of emotions are heading my way... i dont wanna do anything but lay in bed and stare into space...ive screwd up. i always do...i dont see why i think that would change...im screwing up the best thing ive evr had...fuck...y do i do this..
Well, it happend i moved out...and even tho my family hates me, im actually kinda starting to feel happy again...
i mean,
-i have a job interview today at 5pm. if i get it thats effin awesome.
-Josh is staarting his courses, thats awesome
-im in a house where i feel welcomed by everyone and i can be myself, thats awesome.
-things will come together and i know it, thats awesome.
-one day my family will realize that im happy. that will be awesome.
im done. im out. that was it. thanks for that...
BRB!
Going to Ottawa!
see ya in a couple weeks!
Today: Tishas after school for project.
Wednesday: hopefully hanging out with a certain someone
Thursday: School, then catching the 3pm ferry to Vancouver to see billy!
Friday-Monday: JEUX FRANCO
BRB
going Campin for the weekend!
See ya sunday!
So
i just had the best day of my entire life.
im so inlove. <3