blek, i don't know what to do with you.. serisously..
as much as i hate to admit it i don't think your as mature
as i would like you to be... your parents still RUN your life
and EVERY aspect of it.. only a few hours on computer,
only 2 hours on ps3, can't be out late on a FRIDAY OR SATURDAY..
have to read a book before bed,
can't text because your not responsible enough to have
a texting plan.. can only hang out when theyy say its okay
like fuck... it's like i'm dating a 10 year old. I'm so used to
dating people who either don't have parents around, or
have parents that are like mine... seriously, you may not
realize it but i can see them being our breakin point.
and i can see your immaturity being a problem.
i mean you still don't have a job and you just get money off mommy and daddy,
your to lazy to go get a license even though your already a year behind,
you procastinate on everything until the point where your crunching to
get assignments done for the next day.. then you get mad, cus they
aren't done, then take your anger out on me on MSN.
all you talk about it MW2 to me and your "KD ratio", you think talking
about sex is weird and anything even remotely related is discusting..
hell i can't even tell you my past
without you thinking it's a "weird" subject..
you really just don't get it.. By this time i should be able
to talk ot you about anything, and i should be able to trust
you to support me, or give me feed back.. but i can't..
i don't know if i feel this way cus ive been dating older guys,
who are matured and don't have parents who refuse to cut
the umbilical cord, or what.. but all of this shit is really bothering
me.. the fact that i can't even get ahold of you, becasue you can't
text and you flat out find your PS3 more important is fucked up.
i want a boyfriend that i can talk to..
i want a boyfriend that will listen to me when i need him to...
i want a boyfriend that doesn't make me feel like i'm in a 3 way relationship with his parents.
i just want you to be... someone your obviously not and won't even be.
i don't know. i really don't know how much longer i can paddle this 2 person boat on my own.