You take a snapshot of your life the last time you leave someplace, and, I don't know, it's dumb, but you think it's never gonna change. I've been running around for the last year trying to find some clarity and all of a sudden I am so clear, and it's ridiculous, I want to be with you.

You never heard of me? That sounds absurd to me. People call me sydd, but my ninetys call me bigbitch, ney, a quick "bb" works if we're on the field though. I believe in being happy. Thinking for yourself. Facing the truth. Cheating on your boyfriend once or twice. (Not mine though..) Making fatal mistakes that absolutely ruin something amazing. Why? So you can figure out how the fuck to make things right again. Be confident – the greatest risk in life is not taking one. Dance until your legs burn. Take pictures. No one takes a picture of something they want to forget. Shine through the bullshit. Let no one pull you so low as to make you hate them. Hope. Have faith. Even the best fall down sometimes. Love those who love you back, and smile at those who don't. When people become jealous of you that's when you know you're doing something right. Don’t worry your life away, the things you run from are most likely not running after you. Be despised for your character than liked for your lack of it. Always show up and don’t ever let go of what you fought for. You can have anything in life if your sacrifice everything else for it. Nothing comes without a price. So before you go into battle you better decide how much you’re willing to lose. Speak your mind even if your voice shakes. Stand up for what you believe in even if that means you stand alone. Cliché. Everyone goes through life like bulls in a china shop. A chip here and a chip there. Everyone is damaged, but its beautiful. Let go of old habits, old memories. What’s important is that we never stop believing we can have a new beginning. But it’s also important to remember that amidst all the shit, there are those few things that are worth holding on to. Smile. Never, never, never give up. We don’t have to hate eachother for getting older, we have to forgive ourselves for growing up. When all is said and done, you are who you are, and that should be good enough for everybody else. If its not, bend over and put your ass in their face.
Life is beautiful. If you're alive, you're okay.

if we're not following our dreams

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where the hell are we going

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