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questions
LIFE, LOVE, LESSONS + LAUGHTER.

1.Whats the most important thing you learned from your last relationship?
Don't let your mind control your heart

2. What hurt the most about your last relationship?
The end

3. Were you in love in your last relationship?
The way I know love, yes.

4. Who is the friend that makes you laugh the most?
Jody

5. Who is your hottest friend?
Tanner

6. Whats a lesson you have learned from a friend's actions?
I don't know

7. What is the most important factor in a relationship?
trust, honesty, and chemistry

8. Who was the last person that made you cry?
Jody

9. What did they do?
Tell a sad story

10. Which boyfriend taught you the most about yourself?
Josh

11. Who is your best friend?
JELM

12. What is the best thing about them?
I trust them and I have so much fun with them.

13. What is your best memory with them?
FIrst days of summer

14. Have you ever kissed them?
on the cheek.

15. Whats an inside joke that only you and them would understand?
There are individual ones for each

16. Are you in a relationship now?
nope.

17. Are you in love?
nope.

18. If you could be with anybody, who would it be?
na

19. Why?
na

20. Whats a moment in your life that you will always take with you?
I'm pretty sure I will take every moment in my life.... ?

21. Whats the hardest thing you have ever endured?
I've had it easy.

22. How do you know when you are falling in love?
I lose my phone phobia, I'm comfortable around them, they seem perfect in my eyes, they make me feel perfect, I can see the bright side in everything because they make me THAT happy, and simply just the way I feel inside.

23. What do you think is a good life motto?
Live life to the fullest, laugh till you cry, Love unconditionally

24. Do you beleive that there should be no regrets, just lessons learned?
Should be but it isn't

25. When your having a bad day, who do you call?
no one

26. If you fell down the stairs infront of people, would you be embarassed?
Depends on who it is

27. Whats the worst thing thats ever happened to you?
Nothing too bad, just little bad things.

28. Is there anything in your life that can always make you cry?
Yep

29. Why did you like your first boyfriend?
He was so adventerous and he liked me even though I was SO different from him. We were opposites. He was a bad boy and I was a goody good but for some reason we totally attracted.

30. What didnt you like about him?
I was always worried he would suddenly stop wanting to be with me.

31. Overall, is he a better catch then your last boyfriend?
No

32. How many boyfriends have you had this year?
Not really any, I've just dated.

33. Did you love any of them?
nope.

34. Do you tell every boyfriend that you love them?
no.

35. Have you ever broken up with somebody by a text message?
no.

36. Who was the last person you kissed?
Kyle

37. How long ago did that happen?
3 months ago

38. Do you love this person?
no

39. When is the next time you will kiss them?
Probably never

40. Whats the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for you?
Mowed me a heart in the lawn. Well that at least is something that had stuck to me.

41. Whats the most romantic thing you have ever done for somebody?
I don't really do anything... probably just my words. I've really opened up to someone and spoke deeply towards how I feel for them.

42. What is your favorite chickflick?
The Notebook, A Walk to Remember, The Wedding Date, 27 Dresses, Maid of Honor.. man I love chick flicks

43. Of all your ex boyfriends, who still matters the most to you?
Josh

44. Why?
Probably because he was the only one who I actually had a real good relationship with.

45. Whats a song that reminds you of this person?
LOTS but one that comes to mind, You Could Be Happy - Snow Patrol.

46. Whats your best memory with this person?
There are lots, probably just how much I laughed. I remember laughly uncontrollably all the time.

47. Have you ever broken a persons heart?
I don't know

48. Who has broken yours?
na

49. Whats a moment in your life that you will never forget?
I won't forget anything. THere are many moments I cherish. Mexico, leaving elementary, friend get togethers, family get togethers...so many.

50. Whats a moment in your life you wish you could forget?
I want to remember everything.
 

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profile june 08
madison
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that thing, that feeling.
where you kiss someone and everything around you becomes hazy.
and the only thing in focus is you and this person.
and you realize that this person is the only person your supposed to kiss for the rest of your life.
and for one moment you get this amazing gift.
and you wanna laugh, and you wanna cry,
cause your so happy that you found it,
but so scared that it will go away all at the same time.
 

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chances
chances are to be taken carefully.
you give a chance you have to take one.
you take one, you have to give one.
use your chances wisely. you may only get one.
when taking that one chance given to you,
let that chance know how you feel, what you want
and most importantly what that chance means to you.
you waste your chance and you sit there wondering
why you wasted it, or why you even took it.
stop wasting her chances, kid.

- this was written by Tess, I had to save it cause I really like it.
 

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prfile april 14/08
Madison
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"Every song has a coda, a final movement.
Whether it fades out or crashes away. Every song ends.
But is that any reason not to enjoy the music?
The truth is, there is nothing to be afraid of. It’s just life."












Half the night I waste in sighs half in dreams I sorrow for the hand - the lips - the eyes for the waiting of tomorrow[/center]
 

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i need you
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
 

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madison
I hope you’re doing fine out there without me ‘cause I’m not doing so good without you. The things I thought you’d never know about me were the things I guess you always understood. And everything I have in this world and all that I’ll ever be, it could all fall down around me. Just as long as I have you, right here by me. I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you and to be back in your arms where I belong. Sorry I can’t always find the words to say but everything I’ve ever known gets swept away. As the days grow long I see that time is standing still for me when you’re not here. Summer came and left without a warning. All at once I looked and you were gone and now I'm looking back at you, searching for a way that we can be like we were before. I'm back to what I knew before you. Somehow things don't look the same. I want one more night of having you here to hold me. What about us? What about everything we've been through? What about trust, you know i never wanted to hurt you and what about me, what am i supposed to do?
 

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madison
10 WHATS

1. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?
I need to brush my teeth

2. What did you do last night?
Talked to Cody on msn

3. What is the most important part of your life?
friends and family and education

4. What would you rather be doing right now?
sitting in the sunshine

5. What did you last cry over?
boy

6. What always makes you feel better when you're upset?
Crying, dancing, chocolate, JELM

8. What's the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
Kindness

9. What are you worried about?
getting everything done that needs to be done before school starts and money

10. What are you looking forward to most in this week?
nothing

NINE HAVE-YOU-EVER'S

1. Have you ever liked someone with a girlfriend/boyfriend?
duh
2. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeah, I think
4. Have you ever been out of the country?
yes
5. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
I don't know, probably only when I was under 10 years old.
6. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
yes
7. Have you ever had the cops called on you?
nope
8. Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
kinda
9. Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
yeah, a few times

EIGHT WHO'S

1. Who was the last person you saw?
Mitchell, behind me
2. Who was the last person you kissed?
Josh
3. Who was the last person you texted?
Josh
4. Who was the last person to call you?
Jody
5. Who was your first crush?
probably Tanner
7.Who is the last person you freaked out on?
no clue
8. Who did you last hug?
My mum

SEVEN WHEN'S

1.When was your last shower?
30 min ago
2. When did you last see your mom?
she's standing right beside me
3. When was your last time u saw your dad?
10 min ago
4. When did you last dress up?
3 nights ago I think
5. When was the last time you cried?
thursday I think
7. When did you last listen to music?
15 min ago

SIX WHERE'S
1. Where does your best friend(S) live?
in my town
2. Where did you last go?
My mums work
3. Where did you last hang out?
hang out?
4. Where do you go to school?
mss
5. Where is your favorite place to be?
Mexico, or around my pool with my friends in the sunshine
6. Where did you sleep last night?
my bed

FIVE DO'S/DOES

1. Do you like someone right now?
no
2. Do they like you too?
...
3. Do you ever wish you were someone else?
all the time
4. Do you know the muffin man?
no
5. Does the future scare you?
yes

FOUR WHY'S
1. Why are you best friends with your best friend?
Because I have so much fun and they're all so amazing and we're all very compatable
2. Why did you get a myspace?
I don't have it
3. Why did your parents give you the name you have?
Well, my name used to be Alexandra but they changed that to Madison because they decided Alexandra was too common and they wanted something more unique.
4. Why are you doing this survey?
because I'm bored

THREE IF'S
1. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?
Read minds
2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
No, I can't think of anything and I think that if I change one tiny thing it could change my whole life. Theres one thing I wish I could change and see what happened but I wouldn't want it to mess up my whole life.
3. If you were stranded on a desert island and could bring one thing what would it be?
A boat

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER'S
1. Would you ever get back together with any of your ex's if they asked you?
If I wanted to
2. Would you ever shave your head to save the person you love?
of course


ONE LAST QUESTION
1. Are you happy with your life right now?
yes
 

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profile july 23
Madison

M of JELM : Pisces : Swimm : '92: Exclusive jk
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hold you tight to me

you think i'd leave your side baby
you know me better than that
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madison
1.Do you still talk to the first person you kissed? yes
2. Have you ever seen your best friend(s) naked?: yep, well kinda
3. What did you do when you weren't in school in the 2nd grade?: sports & hung with Jody I think
4. What is the best thing about your job?: I have none
5. Pro choice or pro life?: huhhh?
6. How many people have you kissed?: uhhh at least 10
7. Did you vote for Harper?: I can't vote
8. Where are you going on your next vacation?: Roberts Creek possibly
10. Are most of your friends guys or girls?: girls
11. Do you own any furniture from IKEA?: yeah
12. Last book you read?: Looking For Alaska
13. If you could have one super power what would it be?: To fly or read minds.
14. Where have you lived most of your life?: -
15. What was the last conversation you had about?: babysitting
16. Where do you see yourself in four years?: in University
17. What's your favorite smell?: cologne, vanilla, baking ?
18. What is your favorite sound?: Laughs and waves
19. Are you moody?: I suppose
20. Favorite movie of all time?: Save The Last Dance
21. Have you ever done anything vindictive to your classmate?: nope
22. Have you ever played Spin the bottle?: never actually
23. Have you ever liked someone and not told them?: I don't think so
24. Have you ever gone camping?: yep
25. Have you ever had a crush on your brothers friend?: yes
26. Have you ever gone to a nude beach?: nope
27. Have you ever gone streaking?: nope
28. Have you ever gone skinny dipping?: yess
29. Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?: obv
30. Have you ever gone to a party where you were the only sober person?: lol, yes
31. Have you ever been in love?: yes
32. Have you ever felt betrayed by your best friend?: yes
33. Have you ever lied to your parents?: well when I was like 6
34. Have you ever been out of Canada?: Yes
35. Have you ever thrown up from working out?: nope
36. Have you ever gotten a haircut so bad that you wore a hat? yes, in grade 5
37. Have you ever eaten 3 meals from 3 different fast food places?: yeah, when I'm on holiday, like at disneyland
38. Last song you listened to?: Fuck you right back
39. Have you ever spied on someone?: of course
40. What would you do with 1,000 plastic spoons?: Eat and play spooooons
41. Who was the last person who you called?: Taylor
42. When was the last time you slept for more than 12 hours?: no clue, probably years.
43. Have you ever been arrested?: Nope
44. Most embarassing CD you own?: I'm not really embarrassed by any... J-lo?
45. Have you ever stolen anything?: I stole a barrette thing from a friend once.
46. Have you ever had egg nog?: uh huh

Today Did You:
1. talk to a boy/girl you like today?: no actually not yet
2. realize anything new?: nope
3. talk to an ex?: nope
4. miss someone?: yes

Last Person Who :
6. you went to the movies with?: my swim team, sat with Taylor
7. went to the mall with you?: I can't even remember, haven't been for a while, probably my mum or Jody.

Last Person :
8. you said "I love you" to and meant it? My mother i think
9. to break your heart?: I don't think my heart has ever been broken
10. who said they loved you and meant it?: My mum?
11. Do you have a crush on someone?: well, you could call it that?

Just Plain Questions :
12. what book are you reading now? 24 Girls in 7 Days
13. Best feeling in the world?: Being with people you love, laughing, excitement, sunshine
14. favorite location?: I don't know a clue... mexico? i haven't been to very many places
15. piercing/tattoos?: ears
16. what are you most scared of right now?: Having to take exams
17. where do you want to get married?: On a beach, around lots of flowers, in a palace, somewhere warm
18. have you ever cried?: obviously!
19. are you lonely right now?: no
20. song stuck in your head right now?: Who's to Say by Vanessa Carlton
21. been on radio/TV?: nope
22. ever liked someone, but you think they never noticed you?: no
23. ever liked someone who treated you like crap?: umm, I don't think so
24. how many beds did you lay in yesterday?: two
25. what color shirt are you wearing?: green
26. name three things that you do every day?: Check my emails, eat, talk
27. how much cash do you have on you right now?: with me? none
28. when was the last time you saw your dad?: 2 min ago
29. who got you to join facebook?: I can't remember
30. what did you have for dinner last night?: chicken with fetta cheese
31. what web site do you visit the most?: nexopia
32. do you have plants in your room?: nope
33. does any part of your body hurt right now?: nope
34. what's your favorite Starbucks drink?: I haven't really experimented with many different ones.. only had like 2 drinks from there and my fav our of those is Hot Chocolate
35. would you have a problem if your friend went after your ex?: not right now 'cause I have the guy I want and I could careless who everyone else has.. I mean, I care if their happy with who they're with but not if it's my ex.
 

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school
School nearly over! What have you done this past school year?

Answer the following questions with yes or no, have you ..
Skipped class? No
Liked a Boy/Girl? Yes
Kissed someone at school? Yes
Hugged someone at school? Yes
Gotten a detention? No
Cried in school? Yes
Made new friends? Yes
Gone to a dance? Yes
Been to a pep rally? No
Watched a football game? Yes
Watched a soccer game? Nope
Watched a baseball game? No
Watched a volleyball game? No
Watched a tennis match? No
Watched a basketball game? Yes
Watched a track meet? No
Watched a wrestling match? Nope
Watched a lacrosse game? Yes
Fought with a teacher? Yes
Got a 100% on a test? Yes
Walked to school? Yes
Drove to school? No
Got dropped off at school? Yes
Heard a rumor about yourself? Yes
Missed school when you weren't sick? Yes
Failed a test? No
Made up some lame excuse for homework not being done? No
The teacher believed your lame excuse? No
Crushed on a teacher? No
Hit on a teacher? No
Hate a teacher? No
On student council? No
In a club? No
Got an award? No
Fallen asleep in school? No but close
Gotten in trouble for falling asleep in class? No
Had your phone go off in class? I don't have a phone
Had your phone taken away? dido
Lied to a teacher? No
Laughed so hard you cried in class? Yes
Eaten lunch in the bathroom? No
Like your yearbook picture? I haven't seen it
Missed more than a week at once of school? No
Enjoy school? Yeah
Excited for summer? OH YES
Taking summer school? No
Have a summer job? uhh I'm supposed to, don't want to. I'm taking lifeguarding courses.

1.THE PERSON WHO SITS TO YOUR RIGHT IN SCIENCE
What is their name? Brittany P
Are you friends with this person? Yes
Do you talk in this class? Yeah
Have you ever been to their house? No
Is this person your worst enemy? Nope

2. THE PERSON WHO SITS TO THE RIGHT OF YOU IN MATH
What is their name? I sit on the end
Are they smart? n/a
Have you ever had a crush on them? n/a

3. THE PERSON WHO YOU TALK TO MOST IN ENGLISH
What is his/her name? Skye
Are they funny? Yeah
Is this person your best friend? Nope
Do you play the same sport? Nope
If so, what sport? n/a

4.THE PERSON WHO SITS BESIDE YOU IN SOCIAL STUDIES?
What's their name? Lisa on the left and Jason on the right.
Are you friends? yeahha

5. ONE PERSON WHO SITS BY YOU AT LUNCH
What is their name? Josh
Can you talk to them about just anything? Yes
They your best friend? Well were really close, he's my boyfriend

2006-2007
IN THE BEGINNING
In a relationship?: Nope
Who were your best friends?: Jody Elisa Lauren
Play any sports?: Swimming, Waterpolo, and Basketball
One thing you wanted most?: To be good at a sport
Your hair color?: Brown
Favorite class?: Socials
Favorite teacher?: uhh I loved lots. Mr Gabriele, Mrs Cariou, Mr Schell, and Mr Cuddeford.

AND NOW
In a relationship?: Yes
How many relationships have you had since school started?: one
Who are your best friends?: Jody Elisa Lauren
Lose any friends?: No
Experience any tragedy?: Nope
Play any sports?: Swimming atm
One thing you want most?: To be good at a sport
Have your priorities changed?: Nope
How many times have you dyed ur hair since school began? None
Favorite class?: Science
Favorite Teacher?: Mr Cuddeford, Mr Schell and Mr Gabriele
Any serious regrets?: Not that I can think of.
Major accomplishments?: There could be
 

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oldies

woooahh that's so long ago.
Jody's 13th Birthday
So fun.
Brad.Robyn.Jenna.Dawnya.Lauren.Phillip.Alyshia.Jod​y.Elisa.Kaitlyn.
Maycko.Clint.Wylie.Jasper.Kevin.Chris.Jeremy.Rebec​ca.Madison.Paul


me =)

grade 7

grade 7 hoodies
 

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june 9
madison

15 // M of JELM // swimming // pisces // exclusive jk


Can't you see I'm a mess without you
I need your lips on my lips
and I need your skin upon mine
This love isn't just the attraction between us
it's the way our hearts are almost bound as one
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profile may 21
madison
fifteen
pisces
swimming
m of JELM
exclusive I like j.k.





When I sleep, I dream of you.
When I wake, I long to be held in your arms.
If anything, time apart from you just makes me more certain
That I want to spend my nights by your side.
And I want to spend my days with your heart.
I want you and nothing else.
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profile april 16
maddy

fifteen / pisces / swimming / m of JELM / exclusive j.k.

"Remember tonight, for it is the beginning of always. A promise.
Like a reward for persisting through life so long alone.
A belief in each other and the possibility of love.
A decision to ignore, simply rise above the pain of the past.
A covenant, which at once binds two souls and yet severs prior ties.
A celebration of the chance taken and the challenge that lies ahead.
For two will always be stronger than one,
like a team braced against the tempest civil world.
And love will always be the guiding force in our lives.
For tonight is mere formality.
Only an announcement to the world of feelings long held.
Promises made long ago.
In the sacred spaces of our hearts."
 

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1. love

The most spectacular,indescribable , deep euphoric feeling for someone.

Love is an incredibly powerful word. When you're in love, you always want to be together, and when you're not, you're thinking about being together because you need that person and without them your life is incomplete.

This love is unconditional affection with no limits or conditions: completely loving someone. It's when you trust the other with your life and when you would do anything for each other. When you love someone you want nothing more than for them to be truly happy no matter what it takes because that's how much you care about them and because their needs come before your own. You hide nothing of yourself and can tell the other anything because you know they accept you just the way you are and vice versa.

It's when they're the last thing you think about before you go to sleep and when they're the first thing you think of when you wake up, the feeling that warms your heart and leaves you overcome by a feeling of serenity. Love involves wanting to show your affection and/or devotion to each other. It's the smile on your face you get when you're thinking about them and miss them.

Love can make you do anything and sacrifice for what will be better in the end. Love is intense,and passionate. Everything seems brighter, happier and more wonderful when you're in love. If you find it, don't let it go.

One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life:

That word is love.

-Sophocles
 

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