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WHEN A GUY...

is taller than you
wears braces
has green eyes
has blue eyes
has brown eyes
has unusual eyes
drinks alcohol
smokes pot
wears glasses
plays sports
smiles a lot
calls you just to say hi
lets you know he was thinking about you
compliments you
shaves his legs
wears shorts
has facial hair
has brown hair
has black hair
has blonde hair
has red hair
makeup
can make you laugh at any given moment
is loyal
is laid back
plays guitar
plays drums
sings
has a nice body
he can draw
smokes cigs
tattoos
does drugs
piercings
works
pays for you
has long hair
smiles when you walk into the room
works out
gives you random hugs

My life is officially over. The news is tragic.....

theyve picked THIS guy (yes, the disgusting Robert Pattinson) to play Edward Cullen. Its disgraceful!!!!!!



it makes me die inside!!!!!

they describe the vampires as inhumanly beautiful, ergo, a human CANT PLAY THEM!!!! god, i hate hollywood!!!!!

How much have YOU changed in 3 years?

Where did you go to school?
Then: belvedere parkway!
Now: Branton

Where did you live?
Then: scenic acres
Now: other side of scenic acres!

Who was your best friend?
Then: emily
Now: theyre all beautiful and tied

What was your hair style:
Then: guy short. oh yes.
Now: longish with grown out bangs. oh yah, its redish.


Who was your crush?
Then: alex peters
Now: someone at montgomery

Did you wear glasses?
Then: no
Now: im supposed to, anyway

How many tattoos did you have?
Then: 0
Now: 0

How many piercings did you have?
Then: earsx2
Now: earsx3, nose

What car did you drive?
Then: none
Now: nothing (yet..)

What was your worst fear?
Then: mice
Now: my dog dying.

Had you smoked a cigarette?
Then: no
Now: no

Had your heart broken?
Then: no
Now: yes

so tessa and jade and shannon and i went to chinook (yay!) to go christmas shopping (yay!).
shannon and i took the train up there and shannon got so excited it was quite funny.
we went back and forth so many times it was tragic.
my legs were gonna fall off and shannon was the tiredest (is that a word?) but she wasnt carrying anything!!!!!
then tessa left and we were hungry.
we didnt want any food court stuff so we went to shoppers to get cheap food.
we decided on iced tea and vegetable thins to settle our craving.
then we took the train home again, and we were eating all our food on the train, and this guy came up
and i swear he was wearing a whole bottle of tag, it was so gross.
and jade was like "is that smell a person?!?" and yah.
so then we got off and it was cold. shannon was scared of the suicide
bridge (silly shannon). but then jade was promised that id she ever commited suicide she'd do it there, and shes gonna call us. were planning on making it a group activity. insanely fun, i know.
then we went to my house to pick up all this stuff, and jade and shannon had to walk home in the cold. muahahhaha.
it was a fun day.

Pick an empty number, 1-300 and write a secret in that line. Don't tell anyone your number it's a secret. Just repost when done, everyone has a secret.

1. I definitely have an eating disorder. sometimes it's bulimia, sometimes I don't eat for a few days at a time.
2. I have ruined every relationship I have ever had after my first due to sex. And i feel i may never get back or find an equal love to the one i hurt the most. I am in love with those from my past, but not the person i am with! #133, rot in hell!
3. I am 19 and ready to get married
4. I have never loved a person as much as I love my Fiance. My life is truely complete!!!!!!!
5. sex makes me feel powerful
6. I used to believe John Smith from Disney's Pocahontas was hot.
7. deep down inside, I know when they call me a slut, they're right.
8. I sometimes think I will be single forever...and it makes me depressed.
9. I lie to make myself feel better, so far its not working. & i still love him, i give into any peer presure no matter what it is, I wish i could say its not a problem.
10.I feel like I'm just going through the motions with you...and I've already found and lost the one for me. Also, #133 needs some serious counceling.
11. I hate my brother for being "better" than me no matter what.
12.I've tried to kill myself a bunch of times
13. The biggest mistake of my life has been coming here to go to college, and not going farther away, even though I can't handle being away. And I deleted someone else's secret to put this one up. oops.
14. Sometimes i wonder what i would say if one day you asked for me back, and then i realized how stupid i am for knowing that i would say yes. I love you, yet i hold a huge resentment against you for promising me the world and then throwing it all away. I don't understand why you would do such a thing, why you would wrongfully start a relationship with me, and make me fall in love with you, only to realize that you never stopped loving your ex.
15. I always used to think that the Disney character Aladdin was hot.
16. Im afiad of falling to hard to fast because it might hurt when we arent together. And i dance around in my underwear to bringing sexy back.=] shhh.
17. By the time I was 12 I had had sex with more men than there are senators.
18. I wish guys would look at me as more then just a friend
19. i'm the biggest flirt you'll ever meet.
20.i worry i may never feel as in love with my boyfriend as i did with the guy who broke my heart, and its really not fair because he is perfect. But i cant help but compare and wish he did things my ex did. But its not fair, i do love him and i want it to be forever
21. I had a 3 some with one of my guy friends sister and a random guy we met at the bar.
22. first of #133, i hope you burn in hell; i'm in love with 2 people
23. I'm addicted to heroin
23. sometimes I think I'll always be single, by choice.
24. I have a crush on someone other than my boyfriend
25. i would love to get back together with my ex
26. i want to shitkick that mother fucking bitch
27.I though i would never love again the way i loved before... But now i love even more then what i used to... and i didn't think that was possible.... And i don't like to be tickled but my bf does it all the time and i cant tell him not to do it anymore cause i don't want to offend him or make him feel bad
28.Im in love with my best friend
29. Sometimes I worry that I'm not good for you and it freaks me out because I'm scared that you could be just as happy without me
30. I love him so much and im terrified that hell leave me one of these days for something i wish i could do but am afraid to
31. I love her with my everything
32. I am jealous of everyone and everything around me.
33. i like someone but im not sure if he likes me back.. and he lives far away..im tired of being alone... i want a bf that will treat me right and like me for me!
34. when I'm with my boyfriend and he touches, kisses, or holds me I pretend its you so I can get by
35. I know someone whos getting a.... SEX CHANGE! jk
36. You haven't lost your smile at all, it's right under your nose. You just forgot it was there
37.ive tried to commit suicide because my life is shit
38. my parents abused me
39.I Smoke To Releive Stress , I Do Drugs all The Time. I Never Eat Anymore Because I Think Im Too Fat. I Wish I Was Popular. My Brother Beats Me And My Parents Don't Care.
40.I'm kind of a whore. I like guys who treat me like a princess, but be rough with me, when my frends arent there.
41. I'm jealous that you have someone treating you so well, and I have nobody.
42. one of my good friends is a back stabbing bitch.
43. Im the happiest i have ever been in my life.
44. I think I'm in love with my best friend...we're both girls.
45. sometimes I wish my girlfriend's best friend would disappear
46.I act tough but when it comes to fighting I always loose
47. I lie all the time. it's so bad, it's like no one knows the real me. NO ONE
48.I love my ex boyfriends but he probaly hates me we're still friends though.
49.i wish i could have him.
50. this is his football number. I'll never forget your smile, that night. it was the most perfect thing i've ever seen. I want to see it again, I want to be yours; you don't know it yet.
51. i lost my virginity this summer.
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53.They all think I 'LIKE' him.. But I think I love him.
54. I smile all the time to make people stop worrying about me
55. I'm scared no one will ever want me more then someone else.
56. I lost the most important people in my life for the one I think I might love.
57. I dont know why I even like my boyfriend.
59. he's lied to me more than once and it hurts.
60. Sometimes, i was so desperate to hear your voice that i would call you in the middle of the night just to hear you say,'Hello?'. As silly and immature as it was, it was the only way that you would talk to me. Sometimes you'd start conversations with me on the phone, not even knowing that the whole time you were talking to me....and for those few seconds i was happy.
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64. I don't like peanuts
65. I don't either.
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67. I'm leading all three of them on and I won't even date any of them.
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69. I am sick of ALWAYS having to be the strong one!!! NO ONE knows how desperately I hurt on the inside, but to tell anyone the truth would make me feel like a failure!!!
70. I'm bisexual.
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73.My house is a mess, not just a little, I mean like I am scared if some one came over they would call cps, but I can't ever seem to find the will to clean it
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75. I've tried and like ecstacy, I've smoked weed more thans than countable, I've kissed atleast 10 guys, 4, of them over 18. I'ved lied about my age to get places. My friends, think I'm a goody-goody, when I've done all these things they don't know about, because I'm trying to start my life over.
76. I have cancer and havent told anybody yet.
77. I wish i would have died in that car accident because then it would have saved me from the heartache you cause me and you would have to live with the guilt and regret everyday of the rest of your life knowing that i called you to bring me to the hospital and you refused because you were too busy working and you thought i was trying to get attention. Instead you left me bleeding on the side of the road. You are the last person i want to see happy on this earth unless its with me. i love you so much its killing me.. literally...
78. I'm not his first.
79. I really screwed you over, and I'm sorry. but now that you're talking shit about me behind my back, the only thing I want to do is ruin your life.
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81.sometimes i think i am sleeping with guys to make myself feel better, no that is why i do that. i lost the one i truely loved maybe two years ago, and now he is getting married. makes me sad to see him so happy, and i know he still loves me. it kills me to know that. i also slept with an ex not too long ago, to make myself feel love again. then he got back together his is girlfriend he had broken up with the night before we had sex... im never good enough.
82. I wish I never gave him a second chance.
83. I lost my virginity to my exes best friend
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86. Im in love with my best friend but can tell her!!!!
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88. I'm 15 and I've never even held hands with a guy.
89. My husband thinks ive only had sex with 2 people including him. the truth is, its more than 15.
90. If I really wanted to be with you right now, I would be.
91.im cheating on you with your best friend
92. sometimes I'd rather be single
93. yeah, sometimes I'd rather be too.
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96. I'm a virgin at 25... will sex ever happen?
97. I'm so tired of guys sweet talking me into stuff.
98.people say im pretty and stuff,but i always disagree, because i dont wanna be one of those self-loving bitchez in the future.
99. I'm afraid I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life and never find anyone that is truly a good person.
100.I'm still in love with you and i hate it. You broke my heart when you had no right.
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102. Sometimes his disconnection makes me feel unwanted.
103. I'm just with him to make you jealous....its not working so well is it?
104. I would marry you today, if you asked.
105. I could marry you. I think you're my perfect match.
106. I still think of him and love him, wondering if he still thinks of me and loves me. Even though we always fought, the real conflicts have only just begun within. I feel like I lost a part of myself.
107. i call him ... but he never says anything .. and it pisses me off ... like so bad, i try and i try ... but hes too hard to talk .. and i really like him.
108. I tell my friends i hate him just to have a excuse to say his name
109. I want to get over him I love him to much. Im afraid that if I try dating someone else Ill end up cheating on them, and i dont want to do something like that. Im just so tired of getting my hopes up and thinking this is it this time, then having my heart shoved back in my face...then being stupid and letting it happen again.....will this ever end?
110. I think i love him, but want to wait to see if there is someone better...
111. I have major trust issues, I have been hurt so many times on people that just want to have sex. It hurts it really does. I don't know what to do anymore. I want to find true love.
112. I would move there for you. all you'd have to do is ask.
113. I love you. But I want out.
114. My mom hits me.
115.i like you.
116. I'd kill her if I had the chance. just for taking you away from me. bitch.
117. sometimes i think of any excuse to call him...even if i crashed my car into a ditch and was dieing..i would call him just to tell him i love him i always have...
118. I would have gone further last night.
119. I've filled in like 3 of these already.
120. I want him to stick around because I'm afraid to be alone.
121. I'm afraid you're way too committed. I don't want to grow up...everything goes so fast with you! and he doesn't understand me at all...do i even love you? i cry when i'm alone.
122. i feel like I killed my husband!!!!!!!!!! but i no i didnt
123. i know your shes my best friend, but i love her boyfriend. he likes me back.
124. I think I might be bisexual.
125.i hate my step dad and i wish he died.hes like Stalin #2.
126. I'm scared that we're moving too fast for our age.
127. You weren't good in bed.
128. I don't think youre very good at kissing.
129. I wish my boyfriend knew that I would rather have a realtionship before everything , it makes things seem more special and I wanna stay with him forever , I loveYou Waffle .
130. I can't wait to have sex.
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132.I want to kill myself! ( you down there I am praying for you and you really need to talk to someone before you hurt an innocent child!! )
133. I deleted 133 because that just isn't right. May God have mercy on your soul.
134. People like you #133 should suffer the longest most horrible death ever!!!!
135.I want this girl to like me so bad, i try everything, and when i am sure that she likes me she ends up going out with a complete faggot. It hurts
136. I cheated on you.
137. Everytime im with him, i fall more in love with each kiss, smile, stare, wink, grab, touch, laugh, anything. He's perfect. I never want to be with another. Everyone says nothing is perfect, so, he's my closest thing to perfect. I've never felt this way before. I want to commit to him for the rest of my life. He makes me smile so much. I love him with all of my heart, for the rest of my life. That's a promise.
138. I'm so afraid what he thinks about the age difference.. I want him so bad
139. I let my aanatomy teacher blow me for an "A" -he's cute, but 11 years older than me
140. I'm in the same boat as #141
141. I get stoned all the time so I can forget how I really feel about the world
142. I think about him all the time and I shouldn't!!!
143. I'm a smoker, and the reason why I started smoking was cause I wanted to die. I hate when people tell me, "oh you should stop smoking, cause if you don't you're gonna die" well guess what. that was my reason for starting, but now I'm finally happy in my life and I don't want to die anymore, but I think I've been smoking for too long to just quit. and my boyfriend thinks smoking is discusting and so does my bestfriend. so I lie to both of them telling them I quit smoking when really. I haven't and I don't think I ever will.
144. I drink because it helps me forget.
145. please stop talking to me. just move on with your life. I can't take this push pull bullshit and wondering if things will ever happen.
146. After everything, i forgive you. Truth is, i feel sorry for you becasue what i wanted from you is what you want from her and you still refuse to give it to me.
47. I haven't moved on from losing the woman that i loved and it's been years
148. People fall in love with me way too fast...you barely know the true me...
148. Whenever I see him sign on line, my heart still skips a beat.
149. I shaved my balls
151. I really want to see you again.
152. I am not as strong as you think I am.
153. I wish I could tell you how much I like you...everytime I hear your voice my heart skips a beat. I would love to see us dating one day, but I don't want to risk our friendship. Everytime I hear you talk about your a gf you have, I wish I was her so that I could fall asleep in your arms at night.
154. I cant get over the fact that you lied to me, and I hold it against you.
155. I think women are better off without men. All they are needed for is their sperm, other then that they're good for nothing.
156. I think I am beautfiful and I can stare at my myspace pictures for hours.
157.Alot of times im disapointed cause i dont think true love will ever happen to me cuase my relationships are crap.
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159. I really want to smoke but I can't. I'd lose friends and respect.
160. My family thinks I am a lesbian. I'm not. I think?
161.I masturbate ALL the time... then feel guilty about it.
162.blah blah blah I'm a dirty whore!!!!!!
163. I dont eat for a few days at a time cause I think im fat.
164.I hate being married!!!!
165.I still suck my thumb and i'm well past the age of 21 and
166.My bulimia makes me feel in control about something in my life
167.i can't stop thinking of you, you're a player tho i heard but i still want you. damn you sweet talking boys!
168. I hate my family, and I don't trust my best friend.
169. I wish I had never lost my virginity to you
170. I like you...i want to date you...why won't you make a move?
171. I hate my mom more than anyone on this earth. She took my sisters away from me and my dad, now they hate me. I dont think I would cry if she died, and I feel horrible because of it.
172. I secretly hate one of my best friends. I refuse to hang out with her with other guys because she always ignores me and she KNOWS shes prettier than me. sometimes, I wish I could make her ugly.
173. I hate myself and want to die.
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175. I think I might be gay. It scares me, but also it excites me and makes me happy. It makes sense too. but I'm still not sure. I wish I had someone to tell
176. He hits me.
177.i absolutely pretty much hate his fucken guts but hes the only one that i can live with right now and if i could i would move the fuck out.
178. I hate how all your pictures are with her when you promised them to be with me
179.wtf did 133 say?
180. Secretly, I don't think I will ever get over you and it makes me cry sometimes. I love how happy you seem with him, but I still wish it was me.
181.i'm thinking of becoming bulimic.
182. I totally give into peer pressure... drinking.. smoking.. whatever... I guess it's really no big deal, but what can i say?
183.i wanna do drugs.
184. I'm only 13 years old and I have been smoking for 3 years
185. I want to marry him one day
186. I wish he really knew that I might be in love with him.
187. I started drinking and smoking when my parents got divorced.
188. I don't think I truly love him:( But am scared to leave because I know nothing but him.
189. I wish things could be how they used to be. When she still chose me.
190. Cigarettes make me feel beautiful.
191. I wish I could meet someone that wouldn't lie and that wasn't in a relationship already.
192. I like girls that have curves
193. I've kissed two girls....and I'm a girl.
194. I'm afraid that, if I'm not with him...he'll be happier than when he was with me.
195.i am slowly drinking myself to death on purpose on a daily basis
196. I love you!!
197. sometimes I just dont give a fuck and I want to get wasted and high and bang you, but then I'm worried about guilt
198. Alec Holmes just became my hero.
199.I LOVE HUGE TITS MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD-ALEC HOLMES
200.i may love him more then i think, and #133 your a sick fuck!!!!!!!! get some help before you hurt a child
201. I wonder if you are really my best friend or if yu just use me, i mean 5 years we have been friends and now your hanging out with the other best friend who treats everyne like shit. i hope you get fucken hurt really badly by the dumb cunt. i know its harsh being best friends in all but i dont care anymore.
202.i flirt with other boys but i have a bf
203.I have two secrets. 1) I think I'm hopelessly in like with my best guy friend. 2) I'm considering bulimia as a way to lose weight. I'm sick of hearing I'm "skinny". I wanna see it, not HEAR it.
204.I love guys that treat me like a princess. But can be rough with me.
205.i love broadd shoulders, especially yours.
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210.I SMOKE and DRINK and DRUGS and i love it. but then everyone thinks im some stupid whore/poser. Even my best friends. that makes me sad
211. ive never had a boyfriend or kissed a guy before, i think ill be alone forever and it upsets me.
212. i have stupid ex's that put me through crap and now i feel like im putting him through crap.
213. I lied about the whole Ex thing. SORRY.
214.i cheated on my bf. i like that guy sooo much! fuck sakes. but my bf would never do anything to hurt me and what do i do, i go and hurt him. the bad thing is, i wanna kiss him again and again.
215. I didnt go out and get candy on halloween because i hate my body and didnt want to be tempted to get fatter and hate myself more...
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223.when we broke up i hated him i love him again!! : (
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230. I feel like i maybe should have stayed single because i feel like im with him just to feel what love is like again. I want to love him but i just dont know if i do. i feel so beautiful when im with him but i always question him because im soo scared of him cheating.. cause i think im not good enough.
231. why did the person delete #133? and what did they say?
232. Im Falling For U But We Are 2 Tottaly Different People Some Days Ur Funny Others, I Want To Kill U
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239. I'm fifteen and I've had sex with 4 guys already. I had two one night stands with close friends.. and I was the other woman in one of my relationships. Now I'm intimate with my boyfriend.. and I feel like its ruining our relationship. I feel like such a slut for being with so many people..
240. I feel like my friends dont actually like me. but i have nothing for them to use me for im poor and not all that pretty.
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244.just get a fucking divorce already
245. honestly, i think i love him. but the sad thing is that hes so head over heels for his ex girlfriend, that i dont think i have the slightest chance
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254.I feel like my best friend treats me like shitt. but im still friends with her because she has been good to me and i have hope that she will stop putting me down and putting my family down.
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260.Im secretly in love with one of my Friends and i feel like im on top of the world when im with her..i can tell her ANYTHING and she can tell me anything..we take the bus home together and every time im with her im happier than a kid in a candy store with a million dollars(not just any kid either(one who likes candy alot) and what i want most in life is to spend it with her and just the tought of me being with her makes me smile......BH
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276. I really want this guy... Yea theres an age difference and he's kinda shy but he makes my day. =] He makes me smile, and laugh. And when I talk to him, its like Im the only one that matters at that moment in life. His deep blue eyes simply take my breath away. I wish all those moments would last forever, but, all good things come to an end. So thats when I think of something random to say to make him smile. Thats the best part. Everyday I look forward to that one class I have with him... The weekends really disappoint me because I dont get to see him...¢¾
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282. i don't think i can ever love a boy as much as they always seem to love me, i cryed myself to sleep last night.
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286. I don't know who I am or what my purpose is. And I do love the guy I'm with I'm just afraid of rushing things. I'm also afriad of getting to close and then heart broken again .... He makes me happy ... and he also reminds me alot of myself in a way .... But deep down inside I wanna kill myself for being weak and pathetic but I can't cause I can't leave him or my best friends .... god i'm hopeless ................ and also I really wanna know what #133 did
287. The truth is that may be the most amazing boy i have ever met. I wish it would all last but it won't and tthats really sad because i lve you alot.
288.when is he going to ask me out?!?
289.Wow your a fucking fag u douche bag
290.i hate it when guys ask if it felt good.
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292.Sometimes I really wish I could kill myself..because my life is completly fucked...I havent had a girlfriend in 10 years...im overweight..im always made fun of and teased...I have a father,step-mother, and siblings that hate me..im failing classes in school, and I have a mother and Uncle telling me how good i should be and should try to be more like my brothers. My "so-called friends" are not really my friends, except a couple of bum kids who do nothing but talk shit to me and use me for the nice stuff i got, then get jealous and either try to break it or steal it. I tired of this shit...i want out! I wanna move somewhere far away where im not known by anyone..and start all over again. I'd kill for a relationship with a girl..but they all care about outside apperances..and never whats on the inside..no matter how much they deny it..its true...idk what i did to this world..but it seems the world has just took a shit in a bag and lit it...and I was the idiot chosen to stomp it out...Signed. Cody Shugart
293. I wear a happy face all the time. I'm not emo. but its hard to be sad...even when sad things happen...i'm always the one bringing people up...i cry a lot when i'm alone...
294. I'm a smoker and alcoholic, but deny having ever smoked or drank.
295.i wish everything sweet that you say to me that you actually mean and that you're not just trying to get me in your pants.
296.Juniors Likes The Penis!!!
297.i act like im fine but im not im lonely and im needy and i hate it
298.i know the lyrics to your music.
299.i hate love.
300.your a fucken fag

when im bored i blog.
today were blogging about a wonderful person whos name rhymes with bathbean.
except there is no such thing as a bathbean
and if there was, it would taste bad.
shes wonderful and pretty and feminin and she tries to balance me out
but she fails miserably
although shes slowly improving.
XOX to my fave kitkat

if i had a ticket to heaven,
and you didn’t have one too,
i'd tear my ticket to pieces
& go through hell with you

very upsetting u make me a little bit less every day

it wasnt about who u think it was about i already told her who it was about and its not who u all think stop asking!!!!

Yourself - I would like to change my name. I'm loud. I'm obnoxious. I'm sarcastic. I'm cocky. I have a bad temper. For the most part,I don't like most people. I'm easy to get along with. I like to fight. i have more enemies than friends. I'm a smoker. I drink coffee. I clean my room daily. My room always looks like a tornado hit it.

Appearance - I'm shorter than 5'4. I wear makeup. I wear a piece of jewlery at all times. I wear contacts. I wear glasses. I've had braces. I have braces. I change my hair color often. I either straighten or curl my hair often. I have a piercing thats not in my ears. My ears are pierced. I have more then two piercings all together.

Relationships - I've been in love. I'm in a relationship now. I'm always scared of being hurt. I've been hurt. An ex has physically abused me at least once. I've been cheated on in a relationship. I've cheated and haven't told the person I cheated on. I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. I've been in love more than three times. I believe in love at first sight. I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships - I have a best friend. I've gotten a phone call in the last 24 hours from a friend. I've beaten up a friend. I've been in a serious fight with a friend. I can trust at least five people with my life. I'd give my life to save my best friend.

Clothes - I own a white hoodie. I own at least five pairs of jeans. I own at least ten pairs of shoes. I own a blue jacket. I own a pink jacket. I have at least five belts. I own at least three blue shirts. I own at least one pair of flip flops. I own at least two pairs of sweatpants. I've gone out in public in pajamas. I own at least three hoodies. I sleep in pajamas every night.

Experiences - I've been on a plane. I've been on a train. I've left the country. I've left the state/province. Someone close to me has died. I've taken a taxi. I've taken a city bus. I've taken a school bus. I've gone bungee jumping. I've made a speech. I've been in some sort of club. I've won an award. I've spent 24 hours on the computer straight. I've been so angry I've punched a hole in the wall. I've been in a physical fight.

Music - I listen to country music. I listen to pop music. I listen to rap. I listen to techno. I listen to R&B. I listen to punk. I'm one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it. I hate the radio. I download music. I buy CD's.

Television - I spend at least six hours a day watching television. I watch soap operas daily. I'm in love with Days Of Our Lives. I've seen and loved The OC. I've seen and like One Tree Hill. I've seen Popular. I've seen and like Everwood. I've seen and like House. I've seen and like Gilmore Girls. I've seen and liked CSI.

Family Life - I get along with both of my parents. My parents are still together. I have at least one brother. I have at least one sister. I have at least one step brother/sister. I have at least one half brother/sister. I've been kicked out of the house. I've ran away from my home. I've sworn at my parents. I've made my parents cry. I've lied to my parents. I've walked out when I've been grounded.


Hair - I've cut my hair in the past year. I've dyed/streaked my hair in the past year. I've been blonde. I've been black. I've been red. I've been light brown. I've been orange. I've been dark brown. I've had streaks. I've been purple/pink. I've been blue/green. I've gotten my hair thinned. I use conditioner. I've used silk therapy. I've used hot oil treatments. I've completely killed my hair. I've curled my hair. I straightened my hair. I've ironed my hair. I've braided my hair. I've had dreadlocks.

School - I've thrown something at a teacher. I've yelled at a teacher. I've been suspended. I've been sent to the principal's office. I've walked out of class. I've skipped an entire day of school. I've skipped a whole month of one certain class. I've failed a test. I've cheated on a test. I've helped someone else cheat on a test. I've failed Art. I've failed P.E. I've failed Math. I've failed Socials. I've failed Science. I've failed another class. A Teacher has called my parents. I've been caught skipping. I've been on the honor roll. I've been on effort honor roll

REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF:
NOW
this is like stalker worthy....

Is your hair up?: noo
Is your phone right beside you?: yes
Do you have a bf/ gf?: yes
Do you wish you were somewhere else?: yes
Do you have plans for tonight?: yes
Are you wearing makeup?: NO
Are you wearing chapstick?: no
Are you cold?: no
Are you tired?: no
Are you excited?: yes TORI'S PARTY IS TONIGHT!!!
Are you watching t.v.?: no
Are you wearing pajamas?: no
Who's the last person you IMed?: jacob

PAST
Anything you regret? yah
Ever lied?: no...of course not.... wut r u talking about.... ok yes
Ever stuck gum under a desk?: hehehe yes
Ever spit at someone? ANDREW STARTED IT!!!!!
Ever kick something living?: yes. people.
Ever had your nails done?: ewwww no
Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?: nooo

LAST WEEK
Had any plans last week?: yes. work. movies. parties. homework.
Who did you see most last week?: jade?
Was last week interesting? meh.... kinda normal.


TODAY
Have you cussed?: uhm...yes?
Have you yelled at someone? YES!!! MEGAN STOLE MY BANK CARD!!!
Have you gotten mad at someone? yes. read above.
Have you cried? no
Have you called more than 3 people?: yes
Have you IMed more than 3 people?: yes
Have you eaten anything gross? no.... i had PANCAKES!!!

SPILL YOUR GUTS
Q. First thing you did this morning?: accidently kicked rachel. and jade. and kathleen.
Q. Last thing you ate?: piece of dairymilk
Q. What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks? 6 more weeds fridays!!!!!
Q. What's annoying you right now? brother. making fun of my culinary skills.
Q.. What's the last movie you saw? An American Tale. it was soooo sad and everyone else was laughing and i was like U HAVE NO HEART!!!!
Q. Do you believe in long distance relationships?: sure
Q Where is the last place you went?: kathleeeens.
Q: Who is the last person you called?: jade
Q: Been cheated on?: not that im aware of
Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? probably not.
Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity): creativity
Q: Do you wish on stars?: yes!
Q: Does it work?: YES!!!!
Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them of: wut? no?
Q: When did you last cry? august
Q: Do you like your handwriting? no its phat
Q: Are you a friendly person? no. not at all.
Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world? yes
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in two nights ago? i fell asleep at my desk
Q: What color shirt are you wearing? black
Q: Do you have any pets? yes- 4 dogs, toad, 2 frogs, gecko, bearded dragon
Q: What is the color of your bedsheets? red (the wine red, u know?)
Q: What were you doing at 9 last night? standing outside macs with kathleen, megan, shannon, shannon, jade, sophie, tessa, (did i forget anyone?) waiting for the annoying kid to leave
Q: last person you talked to : jade
Q: When is the last time you saw your dad? 3 hours ago?
Q: Look to your left: mcr calendar....
Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep? no. i only cry when the world is ending. and if the world was ending, then i wouldnt be trying to sleep.
Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder? no
Q: Song that makes you cry? why would u cry during a song?!?!
Q: Are you a normally happy person? negative and happy
Q: Is your self-esteem low? i like my nose. cuz its pierced. thats about it.
Q: What color are your eyes? green
Q: Long or Short Hair : long hair
Q: Current Music? guardian angel- red jumpsuit app.

SO FAR IN 2007:

1. Have you had more than 5 different serious relationships? noo 4
2. Have you had your birthday? yah
3. Been to church? nooooo
4. Cried yet? once
5. Been drunk? a couple times
6. Pulled an all nighter? haha obviously
7. Drank Starbucks? yesyes
8. Went shopping? yesyes
9. Been camping? yes
10. Been to the beach? yes
11. Bought something for over $200? yeah. weeds fridays lol.

12. Met someone? ahm yes
13. Been out of the province? yes
14. Gone Snowboarding? not yet

HAVE YOU...
1. Hugged someone? YES!!! if u havnt hugged someone since last DECEMBER, ur not human
2. Slept in someone elses bed? yeah
3. Snuck out of your own house? yeah
4. Gotten drunk? yeah
5. Gotten a ticket? nope
6. Gotten a car? no pffft my brother did UNFAIRNESS
7. Gone over your cell phone bill? i avoid looking at it
8. Been called a whale? jades party we were picking animals and i called the whale. hah. thats better than a lobster.
9. Drove somewhere? yeah
10. Done something you regret? yeeees

LASTS...
1. Last Thing you bought? lol lol lol lol lol at kathleens party we went to macs and on a dare we bought HAHAHAHAHAHAH u get it.
2. Last Person you hugged? rachel
3. Last Person to call you? shannon
4. Last time you felt stupid? last night
5. Last person you saw? spencer brennan
6. What did you do today? woke up at kathleens, screamed at megan for stealing my bank card and taking it home, walked home with jade and rachel, met megan at macs, walked rest of way with jade, trampoline, tori's party tonight, jade coming over for studying social. which we hate.

hatehate
brantondances.homework.tests.projects.day.math.pin​k.life.monday-thursday.
loves.
edgemontdances.parties.movies.macsruns.night.black​&green.friday-sunday.

NEW RULE.
IF U BREAK IT I WILL KILL U.
WHEN RILEY AND DILLON COME TO BRANTON
DO NOT TALK TO RILEY.
HE IS BAD AND EVIL AND WORTHY OR GRRRRS.
and he talks to people so beware.