Woke up and found my home
somewhere I belong
though I'm still not sure
that I fit in here
awake and alone I walked away
from everything in my past
I had to let go

Faked this smile
found no reason to walk a while
though I'm here still standing up
my knee's hurt from all the weight
I walk under the stars
and something felt right

though I'm not sure
that this is real
I pretend that you'll never leave and believe
that maybe I have something to hold me up
help me out
broken down, he built me up
gave me strenght to keep going
think and smile, my only thoughts on him

these trees if they could talk
they'd say all these memories
that we walked by it's almost liek a movie
in my mind they never seem to go away
it's like something that will hold me down
but I'm alright trying to fight
stay here tonight

I stare at the moon,
hope that maybe somewhere, wherever you are
your starign back, thinking of somethign that we were
and hold me dear
it's been a while my friend
and for somereason I can't get you out of my mind
so many nights
you held me tight, I look back at the things we've done
relize I was never as innocent as you made me out to be

do you see???
what you meant to me
held all my secrets I learnd my lessons
found my friends
lost a few in between
hurt for freedom
fought for what I believed in
fought to keep you around
but I lost the battle
but I;ll win the war
it's only with me and it's just beginning