please i dont want to leave for 90 days.
im sorry.
i was really home at 8 pm
im okay just need to stop crying.
i wish u guys would listen to me and belive me for once.
please...
24 hour lock down....90days.
i wont be able to stand it.
im sorry.

-find a guy who wont hurt me or cheat on me. someone that treats me good.
-get my mom to realize bitching at me all the time wont help us fighting all the time.
-do better in school.
-spend money better.
-do better at work.
-help my parent as much as i can
-make sure my siblings dont become the worst.
-get my step-mom to realize she cant talk shit about me and treat everyone that shes not blood with like shit!
-make sure that no one will hurt you.
-be in control when i drink sometimes
-Stop being such a horriable friend!!!!

To person # 1
k so just doing that shows ur stupid and have to life
like really it has nothing to do with you so back off.
i hate you for what u ahve become

To person # 2
get over ur self
like really u need to grow up
just the way u act and everything
all u do is act liek a 5 year old

To person # 3
so i want o han gout with you
ur the funniest person ever
well one of them
i can trust u no matter what.
¢¾

To person # 4
your my best friend
i really dont know what to say about you
yes we have fought
but we always make up
theres too much to say about you
ur always there for me
and u know how to make a award moment funny
and make a lovely dovey moment....ruined...lol
but i still love you¢¾

i miss you already
i dont want you to leave but you did
i will miss you
i miss you too
some things i see reminds me of you
it bothers me to much
i dont know what to do
things just happen for the better
i guess

k well ur wayyy nicer to me in every way
everytime u say some advice to me i take it and it works
i dunno whats going on
but i guess i'll find out sooner or later.

all i never hear from u is fuck that .....fuck this
all u do is talk shit about my friends and boyfriend.
im sick of it and sooner or later i will be gone
fuck you
really stop
im sick of all the bullshit you put on my
all the problems.
everything that come with you is something bad.

Got a new cell phone yesterday!
ask for my number or check facebook.

so im not sober at all
i havent had any boose in forever so i got tipsey REALLY quick.
with like nothing.
and then i had some of a jonit.
so ya felt like writing a blog.
dont really know what else to say.

it makes me wanna cry.
thinking how long you have been their for us.
how long you cared for us.
hearing this now when things aren't going good.
hurts.
all i hope for how is a cure.
a cure for it to just go away.
or even just for u to get better.
to get it taken out.
for theroy to work.
anything right now.
all we can do now is hope that something good will happen.
something that can change this.
i just don't want her to be alone.
she loves you.
we all love you.
please dont go.

HAPPY AS SHIT!

ya jacking my purse and running away with it.
taking my 2 jonits and saying you "lost" them
fucking bull shit
then while me and hilliary trying to gte them back.
hitting and kicking us and bitting me
ya thats fucking smart.
dumb ass

wtf u fuckign bitch!
happy as shit!
wow that was a shocker
k ya u say that then changed ur mind like that.
grow the fuck up and look at me im telling u the truth.
all u heard was the lies that people wanted you to know.
i fucking hate you for what ur doing to me.
i cried too many times over this!

blah blah blah thats all i hear out of you
wtf ur gay
fuck ya this will be one funn weekend
grounded for a fucking week when i go to my moms
mother fucking mom
k ur like fucking stupid i cant belive you
like u have to think for yourself for once
awe hun it will be okay.. love you..friend wise.