even if you're not around
i won't g i v e i n
i can't g i v e u p
on this love
♥
see, sometimes love comes around
and it knocks you down
just get back up when it knocks ya
knocks ya down
♥
2008 is almost over, bold the things you've done.
lost a friend
stayed single almost the whole year
kissed someone new.
made-out in a car
made-out on a couch
kissed in the snow
kissed in the rain
fell in love
had your heart broken.
fell up stairs
walked in to a glass door
broke someone elses heart - dunno really
had a stalker
questioned your sexual orientation
came out of the closet
got pregnant
got somebody else pregnant
kissed someone of the same sex
dated someone you'll never forget you really loved
lost faith in love for a while - all the time, mann
done something you've regretted - holy fuck, yesss!
lost someone - RIP Janson ( L )
kissed under mistletoe
got a promotion
got a pay raise
changed jobs
lost your job
quit your job
applied for a job
dated a co-worker
dated your boss
dated your boss' daughter/son
got fired from your job
got straight A's
met one teacher you really like
met one teacher you really hate
found one thing you love doing
failed a class
cut class
taken/snorted/smoked drugs
got into a fight with a class mate
got into a fist fight with a class mate
did something you were proud of
discovered a new talent
gave the teachers a reason to teach
proved to yourself that you're an idiot
embarrassed yourself infront of the class
fell in love with a teacher
was in a school play
tried out for and made a sports team
were involved in something you'll never forget
got sent to the office
painted a picture
wrote a poem
ran a mile
listened to music you cant stand
double dipped
skinny-dipped
went to a sleep over
went camping
threw a surprise party
had a party thrown for you
laughed til you cried
laughed till you peed in your pants
slept the whole day
visited a different country
cooked a gross meal
lost something important to you - countless times
got a gift you adore
realized something new about yourself
went on a diet
tried to gain weight
tripped over a coffee table
dyed your hair
came close to losing your life
lost someone close to you
went to a party
drank alcohol - tooooo muchh
drank alcohol underage
got drunk - again, tooo muchh
smoked a cigarette
read a great book
saw a great movie
pretended to like someone
saw a movie that made you cry
saw one of your favourite bands/artists live
saw someone famous in person
got sick
passed out on a floor
met new people
played video games
enjoyed this year overall - i'd havta sayyy sooo
weeellll, it finally happened
after going through this whole year thinking i was 18
i'm now officiallyy there. officially an "adult." officially responsible and mature.
ppppfffttt, yeaahh rightt. i've got so much MORE to explore
so, so, sooooo many more mistakes to make, so many more pieces of my heart to break
so many more orgasms to fake. and so many more fears to shake.
lookin' forward to a whole 'nother year, movin' up and movin' onn
for me this is like a rebirth, time to get TAKE OUT ALL THE TRASH
from my past. all those guys. all those bitches. all the negativity.
and even my own way too crazy ways. time to mature.
but still have a fuckkkinn' blast doin' it, hell ya.
life after Grad is no walk in the parkk
sooonnn, i'll get a car and my license. next step??
i'm ooutttaa herreee. here being home
move on, move up, and move OUT; yo
this is all in my future. within the next year
how frackin' exciting is thaaaaaatt
one more thing. time to SETTLE
not necessarily today. or tomorrow. or next week. or next month even.
but in the future, more near than far
i wanna be off the market
single is fucking awesome
but it gets ooooooooolllddd
anywhore, cheers to change
time to rearrange
hehe ♥
wellll, it's overr
finally, moving on isn't so hard
i'm glad things can be this way
it's easier in the long run
but, life is just oh so random tho, ehh
haha blast from the pastt, i just knew you and i still had one more in us
just one more night. after it all... HA , yeahhhh right
thats just us, like you said
haha looooooveee it
and love you ... friends forever kidd
so now i stand still, and i look around
i see a good life, a happy life
its so nice to be happy
sometimes, ya gotta stand still
to appreciate all that's aroundd you
liveit&loveit ♥
all this nonsense is starting again
and it sucks 'cause i thought that we had put this in our past
i thought you could maybe be different
just like you said you would
you say some things and i just love you for it
sometimes you're so cute, i see this guy that no one else does
i like this guy, i even love this guy
but obviously, yet again, i made a huge mistake
in believing you, believing in us... even for a second
i hate you for making me love you
for driving me insane the way you do
i really, really, wanna give up
how much longer can we drag this out
isn't a year just a little too long?
we had our chance oncee, and i screwed it up
now i know you'll never let me live that down
i'm sorry i just can't be perfect, i'm sorry i just can't fix it
i'm sorry i let you get to me the way you do
and i'm sorry most for ever m.e.e.t.i.n.g you
peacethefuckout, ♥
ahhh, it's roughly ten to 11 pm on Sunday, Sept. 1st
pretty much, the summer has come and gone once again
this summer, however, just seemed to be insanely crazy
so many new and wonderful... and not so wonderful things happened
its almost too surreal, like it didn't even happen at all
some great things that happened would be, i would have to say
meeting Chrissy Hollingsworth, she is so amazing as a friend
its unbelievable. love you lots babbieee, forever and ever
we've been through unbelievable shit this summer
we weathered the good and the bad, the stormy days and the sunny days
through thick and thin, and to hell and back
i love *YOU* more than words could ever fully describe
another great thing that happened, was meeting and befriending
a bunch of the Imacc boys. you guys are unreal
and so far im pretty sure i love you all
haha, good times this summer, with Chriss & the crew
(aka.. Petie, Peron, Quinner, Staj, Dochertyy, Dyll, Tabor, Baum, so forth)
unforgettable shit. fucking great. we soaked it in
we stroked it hard. we went nuts and didn't give a damn
woooooo : )
Ohhh, and simply can't forget our other crew
"the boy's house," many a great night and funny memory occured there
much love to Dan, Kyle, Ross, and Connor. your hospitality and
crazy partyin' ways helped make this summer unique and unreal : D
anywhore, there were of course some downsides
but i don't feel like mentioning them. just the usual drama
can't really live without it, unfortunately
and some heartbreak, some pent-up emotionss
and i'm left, once again, questioning something that i shouldn't
but summer just DOESSSS that to yaaaa
but, so long, grad summer of '08
had a blast with ya
the tans will fade, but these memories?
they're gonna last forever
<33
some things in life just can't be explained
here comes another curve ball
and i'm so not ready for it
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so this blogging thing...
kinda weird, don't reallly know what to say
except i just had the best week of my summer thus far
i love you best friend, you mean the world to me
friends since we were born! our daddys hung out way back when
we watched eachother grow up, and now
soon we'll be older, and go our separate ways
you say this could be your last summer here
i sure hope not, i'll make sure that's not true
i miss you already
love you, Lennybear ♥
