So, I've been having some thought lately, and .. I dont know what to expect for this summer. I mean, everythings different, it all changed. and. I'm not so sure its a good thing.

I think, that i will be incredibly bored.. all summer - never be able to drink because I have to always drive everywhere. I swear.. I hate having a fucking license. Everyone takes advantage and expects me to be sober all the time. ?? wtf is that. ?? and then if i'm at someones house, then I STILL have to drive home, i can't just walk.. too effing far for drunk people to walk.. like .. shit. I dont know.. last summer was seriously fucking amazing. and I wish it could be that amazing again. i REMEMBER ALL THE PARTIES AT KYLES HOUSE. and despite how fucked up they were... they were ALL. awesome.

I mean.. this summer I have a boyfriend to spend it with... but.. I just want to party like last summer. Hopefully we will be able to do that again. and.. go on road trips and make memories. Lifes too short to be worried about al