As I sit here thinking of what i lost.. a chance, a love, my life
Nobody knows no one will because theres no me anymore
because theres no him, its now become a "them"
You can put that blame on me, i broke urs and its true
I was blinded and I still am to this day, what have i done?
Whu have i become. Definatly not his i guess its true
you dont know what you had until youve lost it im sorry
but its too late, iv waiting to long in the sun its now became
rain and dusk as the light never awakens im trapped.
And hes trapped in my heart not being able to strugle out
no matter how hard i try.. where both stuck now.
I wish i could express what ifeel but theres no words that exsist
tears poor on the inside and out. slowly breaking down
but on the ouside no one knows i wish i kept him close and
never let go, its unbleivable how fast something you care abut so
much can slip so fastly, so when u open your eyes theres nothing left but
the memories. I had the chance but i didnt take it and now there will
never be one again, i hope they last but to know ill never have that again
burns my heart to dusk and sinks to the bottom of my soul and sits tehre
awaitiong for you and only you,that is when ill be let out of this dark whole
so i want to let everyone know to keep the ones you love close, and no
matter how much the tug and pull never ever let go.
