invisible is what it seems i am to you.
k, soo basically you out right lied to me.
you told me that you hated them and that you
knew she snitched on you, and then i go on
facebook, and there are some recently added
pictures of you and them, thanks though.
thanks for thinking i am stupid, and thinking
i wouldn't find out, but whatever.. i have other
friends and other prioritiesss. have a sweet
life with them. hope you have fun and become
another her. Peace out life, eh?
I don't even think you realize how fucking much you mean to me,
and when you say stuff like that about our friendship, it hurts.
it hurts more then ever before, you will never have a clue in the world
what it does to me. It brings me down, destroys my day, i just
absolutely hate what it turns out to be. All it is, it's a huge fight.
Our old friendship, was the most amazing friendship ever.
We were litterally, like sister and brother. I want that feeling back,
but if you keep saying stuff like that, that will just bring me down,
then obviously i get the hint, that you don't want to be friends.
That you don't want to be my bestfriend, and that you don't want
to be involved with me. It just hurts like a bitch, every day i sit there
and wonder what will happen between us that night, if we are
going to fight, or if we were going to talk, and keep a conversation
like we can, but right now, we really can't. It's just one word answers.
Normally, when we were closer then anything, we used to vent to
eachother every single day, and tell eachother everything. We used
to phone eachother, close to every night. Just to see what was up.
But, now.. I think it's changed. And, i don't like it, it's terrible.
It's tearing me apart, i hate this feeling, i hate this part right here.
I just want to be like we were before, cause everyone can tell
there is something wrong with me. It's because we aren't like
we should be. Let's try, just atleast try to work this out, cause..
I love you like a bestfriend / a little brother, and the one who
knows every little detail about me and my life itself. =(
