Part 1: How I Came To Be
Were you a planned baby?: i hope soo!
Were you the first?: Sure was
Were your parents Married? Yes
When is your Birthday? Aug. 16th

Part 2: My Family
How would you describe your family?: WELLLL my extented family... are crazy! But my family family... diffinately a mess! a disaster actually!
Are your parents married, divorced or separated?: Divorced, why do you think i moved to this shit hole?
If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: Oldest
What are your siblings names?: Alannah
Which parent do you get along with best?: Dad (Real Dad-- In Edmonton)
Do you have step parents?: yes...

Part 3: The Friends
Do you have more than one best friend?: yea
What do you like to do when you are together: Hangout, talk, eat, sleep, tim hortons, starbucks, drive...
Do you share the same interests?:yes basically
Which friend can you tell anything to?: Amanda
Whos the shyest friend you have?: i dont really know, we're all loud...
Whos the funniest friend you have?: all of them... everyone has their moments.
Who can always make you laugh?: Amanda


Part 4: Your Personality
How high/low is your self esteem?: both, high when im in a good mood, low when im in a bad mood.
Do you get depressed about things easily?: yaa
Are you happy?: yes, almost all the time
Do you live life to the fullest?: yaa most of the time
Do you regret anything?: noo
Are you funny?: i think so?
Are you shy?: not really
Are you loud?:Yaaa, when you hear me talk you know its me.

Part 5: Appearance
Are you comfortable with the way you look?: Yes
Do you have any piercings besides your ears?: nope
How do you dress? i dress... ummm comfy, jean, sweater, t-shirt, sometimes sporty, sometimes dressy,
Are you tall or short?: Thats a hard one... TALL
What colour is your hair?: dark blonde
What colour are your eyes?: blue/green
Do you wear makeup?: yes, most of the time

Part 6: The Past
Were you a strange child?: yaa
Do you have the same friends?: no, moved too far away.
Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing?: Parents Divorse..

Part 7: The Future
What is your ambition?: go into Criminal Justice
Do you want to get married?: yes, some day
Do you want to have kids?: yes
What would you like to name them?: i dont know yet.

Part 8: Food
Are you a vegetarian?: No NO NOO
What is your favorite food?: pasta, steak, chicken
What food makes you want to gage? i dont know ..none i dont think.
What is your favorite dessert?: Ice Cream CAKE.
What is your favorite restaurant?: Moxies i think!
Are you a fussy eater: nooo, i like everything

We weren't in love, oh no, far from it
We weren't searchin' for some pie in the sky summit
We were just young and restless and bored
Livin' by the sword
And we'd steal away every chance we could
To the backroom, to the alley or the trusty woods
I used her, she used me
But neither one cared
We were gettin' our share
Workin' on our night moves
Tryin' to lose the awkward teenage blues
Workin' on our night moves
And it was summertime

You never exactly know what you have until it is gone. However, i lucked out. I realized how mean someone can be, and how if you push and push for something you lose more then what you wanted in the first place. Standing in the middle of it all, and only the thing that mattered felt so small, I dont wanna go through that again, cuz i sware i'll lose myself if i fall back in.... again. You just gotta hold on and the better part if it all will come.

There are five stages of studying for final exams:

#1 Denial:
Yeah, I know what I'm doing, this should be a breeze!

#2 Anger:
What the fuck have I been doing all term? What the fuck has my prof been smoking?

#3 Bargaining:
If I carefully manage my time, surely I can learn all of this bullshit.

#4 Depression:
I'm so fucked.

#5 Acceptance:
Fuck this, I'm going out.

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Summer '06
Grad '07

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you make me
breathe just a little bit harder;;
make love a little bit sweeter;;
heart beat a little bit faster;;
i'm lovin' this...

its true when they say old habits are
hard to break, but you'll always remain
nothing more than my most temptingmistake


I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day



But in spite their differences, they had one important thing in common, they were crazy about each other



He only loved me for a season, But my heart wont ever be the same..

Spruce Grove = home town.
miss it.
wish i were there.
Michele i miss you like there is no tomarrow!
i wish i were there with you! or you were here with me! grill cheese sandwhiches and everything to do with it! i miss everything with you! soo many firsts. Especially in science class. oo many good times with anything you cna think of. I love you so much! and thank you for even though we are 3000 kms away! for being with me and helping me through everything! you really are my best freind!