Reality just hit me.
I don't want this school year to end.

pick an empty number,
1 - 100 and write a secret in that line.
Don't tell anyone your number it's a secret.
Just repost in your blog when done.
Everyone has a secret.


1.i fucked my sisters best freind
2. I love my bestfriend
3. im in love with my ex boyfriend
4.
5. sex makes me feel powerful
6.
7. deep down inside, I know when they call me a slut, they're right.
8. I'm sick of it all.
9.
10.
11.
12. I had sex with your boyfriend when you guys were going out
13. i love my boy friend alot but i dont know wat to do
14. ive tried commiting suicide over 4 years now
15.
16. lost my virginity last year and ive gotten away with saying im a virgin
17.
18.
19. I like my friends sister
20.
21. I had a 3 some with one of my guy friends sister and a random guy we met at the bar.
22.
23. no matter how hard i try, i keep failing and i take it out on you, my only sister, im so sorry and allthough i kno its gunna be had to stop the habit. i promiss ill do it. so i dont turn out like mom baby girl i love you
23.
24. I check girls out all the time. I'm a girl, but I'm straight.
25.
26.
27. I like my girlfriends sister
28.
29.
30. I love you so much , but i absolutely can't stand how different you act around her. And the fact that she used to like you and is really pretty scares me . Do you maybe have a little something for her ? It's like you don't want to be close to me when she's around .
31.
32.
33.
34. when I'm with my boyfriend and he touches, kisses, or holds me and I pretend its you
35.
36.
37.ive tried to commit suicide
38. my parents abused me
39.
40.I'm kind of a whore.
41.
42. Six years.
43. I think I'm scared to get in a relationship because I'm scared he will expect more from me than what I am ready to give.
44. I think I'm in love with my best friend...we're both girls.
45. sometimes I wish my girlfriend's best friend would disappear
46.
47. I lie all the time. it's so bad, it's like no one knows the real me. NO ONE
48.
49.
50. I love having sex with fat chicks
51.
52.
53.i think im in love with you, but is it worth it?
54.
55.i want to fuck all the girls i like
56.
57. I dont know why I even like my boyfriend.
59.
60. I am i a playa
61
62.
63.
64. my names jesse hahahaha
65.
66.
67.
68.
69.
70. I'm bisexual.
71.
72.
73.
74.I threesomed with my girlfriend
75.
76. I have cancer and havent told anybody yet.
77.
78. I am not a virgin and im only 15
79. Iam not a virgin and im 14
80. I'm not straight.
81.
82.i hate life and i deny about hating it =[ (real emo xD) and i like sherry.c
83. I lost my virginity to my exes best friend
84.
85.I shaved my balls
86.
87.
88. I'm 15 and I've never even held hands with a girl
89.
90.
91.
92. I am dating a boy younger then me. He's never kissed anyone before,
And i don't like him too much
93.
94.I'm Bisexual
95.
96. I'm a virgin at 25... will sex ever happen?
97.
98.I lovve my bestfriend
99.
100.I masturbate ALL the time... then feel guilty about it.

Take two of party drama.

I took a chance, I took a shot
And you might think i'm bulletproof, but i'm not
You took a swing, I took it hard
And down here from the ground I see who you are

It's one thing to say it.
It's another to do it.

PS: If this is your plan for growing up, well frankly, you won't be going anywhere in life.

Who said Friday the 13th was unlucky?
AHAHA yeah right.
Got my lisence, got into Scores North, and got into Roady.
Fuck what a good day!

I am seriously sick of all this.
You are all changing. Even if it is just little things here and there.
My tolerance level for you people are getting lower and lower and I'm about to explode on each and every single one of you.
Over the exam week break I was so fed up with you that I just didn't even know what to do.
It's easy to tell when one of you is pissed off now, and if you try to hide it, well than frankly, you fucking suck at it.
Grow up and face your probelms head on. Confront your issues.
I'm sick of people making up lies to not hang out, I'm sick of people bailing, and I'm sick of people forgetting.
So I'm done with making plans.

HOW MUCH HAVE YOU CHANGED IN 6 YEARS??

-------------6 years ago----------
1.) How old were you? 10.
2.) Where did you go to school? Galbraith
3.) Where did you work? no where
4.) Where did you live? lethbridge.
5.) Where did you hang out? home.
6.) Did you wear glasses? yea
7) Who was your best friend? Desirae
8.) How many tattoos did you have? none.
9.) How many piercings did you have? 2
10.) What car did you drive? i didn't
11.) Had you been to a real party? no
12.) Had You had your heart broken? no
13.)Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? single

-------------3 years ago----------

1.) How old were you?: 13
2.) Where did you go to school? WCHS
3.) Where did you work? spring rolls
4.) Where did you live?: lethbridge
5.) Where did you hang out? mall
6.) Did you wear glasses? yea
7.) Who was your best friend? Brettney, Jocelyn, Anise, and Carly
9.) How many tattoos did you have? none
10.) How many piercings did you have? 2.
11) What car did you drive? didn't drive
12) Had your heart broken? no
13. Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? single.

--------------------Today--------------------

1.) How old are you?: 16.
2.) Where do you go to school? AWHS
3.) Where do you work? spring rolls
4.) Where do you live? lethbridge
5.) Where do you hang out? all over
7.) Who was your childhood best bud and still is your buddy? no one
9.) How many tattoos do you have? none.
10.) How many piercings do you have? 2
11) What car do you drive? don't drive yet
12) Had your heart broken? no
13. Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? single


WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
1 MINUTE AGO: typing.
1 HOUR AGO: sitting.
1 DAY AGO: school
1 YEAR AGO: school
First piercing: ears.
First credit card: dont have one.
Last big car ride: vancouver
Last movie seen in theaters: twilight
Last food consumed: eggs and toast
Last person you texted: ty bear
Last drink drank: orange julius

SHORT ANSWER.
I AM: Kathy
I HAVE: lots
I LIKE: no one
I WISH: things were the same

FAVORITES..
NUMBER: 8
COLOUR: blue and red.
DAY(S): Friday
MONTH(S): October.
SEASON: fall
DRINK: malibue and sprite

IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? no.
HELPED SOMEONE? yea
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: no.
SAID 'I love you'? yea.
TALKED TO AN EX?: no.
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: no.
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yes.

_______ Best ________
1. Male Friend: ...
2. Female Friend: Brettney
3. Best Age: 16
4. Best Memory: too many

_______ Worst ________
1. Time Of Day: early morning.
2. Day Of The Week: monday.
3. Food: ..
4. Memory: lots

_______ Last ________
1. Person you saw: my brother
2. Phone call: auntie

_______ First ________
1. Serious b/f or g/f: John
2. Job: Ricki's All Day Grill

_______ Today ________
1. What are you doing now: watching a movie.
2. Tonight: cane's game
3. Wearing: PJ's
4. What did you eat for lunch: nothing.

_______ Tomorrow ________
1. Is: Sunday
2. Got any plans: nope.
3. Goal: live life one day at a time
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: the day after is school.
5. Likes about tomorrow: sleep in

And another!

1. Are you currently mad at someone? no
2. Which family member has the worst temper? we're all even
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone's face? don't know
4. Does your face turn red when you're angry? no
5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell? yell.

EXCITEMENT
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? no
3. Which of your friends is most excitable? huh
4. If you could have anything right now, what would it be? sleep

YOU
1. Name: Kathy Hong
2. Where were you born? lethbridge.
3. What's your main goal in life? do what i want
4. Do you want to have children? i go back and forth
5. How do you want to die? in my sleep

LOVE
1. Do you have a crush? no.
2. Who is the best hugger that you know? chad
3. Do you believe in love at first sight? not sure

LAST
1. Person you saw not in your family? kyle
2. Person you hugged? matt
3. Shared a bed with someone? dunno.
4. Movie/TV Show watched? coach carter
5. Person to see you cry? dunno
6. Song you listened to? get low

IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU
1. Bought something? yes.
2. Gotten sick? no
3. Been hugged? yes.
4. Felt stupid? yes.
5. Missed someone? yea.
6. Failed a test? no
7. Danced? meh

HAVE YOU EVER
1. Said "I Love you"? yes.
2. Given money to a homeless person? yea.
3. Smoked? yes.
4. Waited all night for a phone call? no
5. Snuck out? yes.
6. Sat and looked at the stars? yes.
7. Slept in a bed with the opposite sex? yeah.
8. Hooked up in the woods? no
9. Spent more than $200 in one day on shopping? yep
10. Hooked up in the shower? no
11. Been dumped? no
12. Stolen money from a friend? no.
13. Slept naked? no
16. Seen someone die? no
17. Been on an airplane? no
18. Slept all day? no
19. Missed someone so much it hurt? no.
20. Fallen asleep during school? yep.
21. Been lonely? no
22. Cheated in a game? yea.
23. Been to the ER? no
24. Been in a car accident? no.

So I was going through some of my old blogs right, and I come across this one that's about me accomplsihing one of my goals.
I read the comments and I got one from a Mr. Tyler DeHeer.
It said..."It's cause I know you that well."
And than it struck me.
Yea, you used to know me better than anyone else, I the same to you.
But now what? I don't think I know who you are anymore.
To be honest, I don't think you know who you are anymore.
This "gangster" Tyler, that's not the real you.
I don't know where you are going with your new look and attitude, but I don't like it.
I miss the days when we could hang out and you weren't a complete jackass. Clearly, that can't be done any more.
We were supposed to be the best of friends; what happened?

Mental Note For Myself.

Aaron Witzke - $15.00
Sam Serniak - $15.00
Sarah DeLuca - $10.00
Steihl Ingrim - $10.00
Cortney May - $20.00
Brettney Cameron - $12.25
Shareen Kritzer - $14.75
____ _____ - $100.00
Kevin Sanders - $70.00

2008 is so last year.

(TIME TO START FROM SCRATCH)

lost a friend
stayed single almost the whole year
got my first kiss
kissed someone new
made-out for the first time
made-out in a car
kissed in the snow
kissed in the rain
fell in love
had your heart broken
broke someone else's heart
had a stalker
questioned your sexual orientation
came out of the closet
got pregnant
got someone else pregnant
had an abortion
got married
had a divorce
had a gay marriage
kissed someone of the same sex
dated someone you'll never forget
done something you've regretted
lost your true love
lost faith in love (not forever)
kissed under mistletoe
shoplifted
caught a shoplifter
been caught shoplifting
got a promotion
got a pay raise
changed jobs
lost your job
quit your job
applied for a job
dated a co-worker
dated your boss
dated your boss' daughter/son
got fired from your job
got straight A's
met one teacher you really like
met one teacher you really hate
found the one thing you love doing
failed a class
cut class
skipped school
got into a fight with a classmate
got into a fist fight with a classmate
did something you were proud of
discovered a new talent
gave the teachers a reason to teach
proved yourself that your an idiot
embarrassed yourself in front of the class
fell in love with a teacher
was in a school play
tried out for and made a sports team
were involved in something you'll never forget
got sent to the office
painted a picture
wrote a poem
ran a mile
listened to music you couldn't stand
double-dipped
skinny-dipped
went to a sleepover
went camping
threw surprise party
had a party thrown for you
laughed till you cried
laughed till you peed in your pants
slept the whole day
flirted with a boy/girl
visited a different country
cooked a disasterous meal
lost something important to you
got a gift you adore
realized something new about yourself
went on a diet
tried to gain weight
tripped over a coffee table
dyed your hair
came close to losing your life
someone close to you died
went to a party
got drunk
got arrested
read a great book
saw a great movie
pretended to like someone
a movie so scary that it made you cry
one of your favorite band/artist live
saw someone famous in person
did something you want to tell everyone
enjoyed this year overall overall.

WITH 2008 COMING TO AN END. . .

1. Have you had any relationships this year? no
2. Have you had your birthday yet? yeah
3. Kissed two people in the same night? i dont think so
4. Been on a diet? nah
5. Pulled an all nighter? yeh
6. Drank Starbucks? yepp
8. Bought something(s)? yeahh
9. Met someone special who changed your life? no
10. Been out of the province? no
11. What are you thinking about? how i'm gettin so sick of lethbridge
12. Hugged someone? mhm
13. Slept in someone else's bed? yepp
14. Got a job? kept my old one
15. Loaned out money? yea
16. Gotten in a car accident ? no
17. Gone over your mobile phone bill? yepp
18. Been called a bitch? yepp
19. Done something you regret? no regrets

LAST:
Last person you hugged? my cousin!
Last person to call you? mommy
When was the last time you felt stupid? dunno
What was the last thing you yelled? ahh

TEN FACTS:
1.hometown? lethbridge
2. Natural Hair Colour? black
3. Initials? kh
4. Hair style? long
5. Eye colour? dark brown
6. Height? 5'3 1/2
7. Pets? none
8. Mood? sore
9. Where would you rather be? sleeping
10. What was the last thing you drank? water
11. Currently living ? lethy

THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:
1. Have you ever been in love? no
2. Do you believe in love? yeah
3. Why did your LAST relationship fail? he was way aawkward
4. Have you ever been heartbroken? no
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart? i dunno
6. Have you ever fallen for your best friend(opposite sex)? no
7. Have you ever loved someone but never told them? no
8. Are you afraid of commitment? not sure
9. Have you had more than 5 different serious relationships in your life? nopee

EMOTIONS:
1. Are you missing someone right now? no
2. Are you happy? meh
3. Are you eating anything? nopee
4. Do you like someone right now? not sure

JANUARY 2008
1. Who kissed you on new years? no one, we had a girlies night.
2. Did you have a new year's resolution this year? to be organized
3. Does it snow where you live? yupp
4. Do you like hot chocolate? mmm
5. Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop? no
6. Do you ski or snowboard? no

FEBRUARY 2008
1. Who was your Valentine?no one.
2. When you were little did you buy Valentine's for the whole class? awe yea!
3. Do you care if the groundhog sees its shadow or not? no
4. What did you get for valentines? chocolates

MARCH 2008
1. Are you Irish? no
2. Do you wear green every year on St. Patrick's Day? i try
3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2008? go to school
4. Are you happy when winter is pretty much over? mhm

APRIL 2008
1. Do you like the rain? usually
2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? don't think so
3. Do you get tons of candy on Easter? no
4. Do you celebrate 4/20? nah
5. Do you "love" the month of April? not particularly

MAY 2008
1. What is your favorite flower? currently, roses
2. Finish the phrase "April showers": who cares
3. Do you celebrate May 24th? no
4. Is May anything special to you? negative

JUNE 2008
1. What did you do for Fathers Day? work
2. Did you do anything fun during this month? yeaa
3. Have a favorite baseball team? no

JULY 2008
1. What did you do on the 1st of July? wandered around Henderson
2. Did you go to the fireworks? there was none
3. Do you tan in the day? yeah

AUGUST 2008
1. Did you do anything special at the end of your summer? meh
2. What was your favorite summer memory of summer '08? Becky and Shareen and Mike and Brittany's birthday party at Mike's
3 .Did you have a sunburn? no
4. Did you go to the pool a lot? no

SEPTEMBER 2008
1. did you attend college/school? school
2. Do you like fall better than summer? sometimes
3. Anything special about September to you? nope

OCTOBER 2008
1. What was your last Halloween costume? referee
2. What is your favorite candy? don't really have one
3. What is your favorite thing about this month? my birthday, and everyone elses birthday, and halloween

NOVEMBER 2008
1. Whose house do you go to for Thanksgiving? my restaurant
2. What is your favorite thing about November? thanksgiving

DECEMBER 2008
1. Do you celebrate Christmas? of course
2. What are you thankful for? everything i have
3. Have you ever been kissed under the mistletoe? no
4. Get anything special this year? don't know yet
5. What do you want next year? depends on what happens in a year's time

100 Girl Confessions :

1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
mhm

2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
grad - poofy, anything else - party

3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?
depends on who it's from

4. Group dates or single dates?
single

5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
absolutely

6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?
no

7. Is your hair up or down today?
down

8. Do you straighten your hair?
somethimes

9. Favorite mascara?
covergirl

10. Do you get your nails done?
sometimes

11. Small or large purses?
both

12. In your purse, what are your must haves?
money, lip gloss, wallet, keys, iPod, celly

13. Jeans or sweats?
both

14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable?
sometimes

15. Do you text message a lot?
yupp

16. What would you do if you got pregnant?
no idea

17. What’s your favorite color?
blue

18. Heels or flats?
heels.

19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
mhm

20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?
sometimes

21. Walmart or Target?
walmart.

22. Do you wear collared shirts?
no

23. Do you like preppy boys?
depends

24. Do you think lip gloss is the best!?
sometimes

nope

26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
15 -20 mins

27. Do you like to wear band-aids?
no

28. Do you like skater boys?
meh

29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?
all the time.

30. Gold or silver?
white gold

31. Do you like to receive flowers?
yea

32. Do you like surfer boys?
depends

33. Do you dress up for the holidays?
meh

34. Do you like to wear dresses?
yea

35.on a scale of 1-10, how much do guys confuse you?
8

36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?
yea

37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?
probably not

38. Do you like to hold hands?
yea

39. What is the youngest you would date?
a year, only if i really like them

40. What is the oldest you would date?
at this time, 3-4 years

41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
hair, smile

42. Is it hott when guys sweat?
sometimes

43. What is the best feature in a guy?
smile, eyes

44. Do you like making eye contact?
mhm

46. Would you kill for chocolate?
no

47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
no, wtf, who does that

48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?
9

49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
no

50. Do you yell a lot?
yea.

51. Would you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?
pajamas no, sweats to school yes

52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
no

53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
no

54. What makeup could you not live without?
coverup

55. Do you fall in love easily?
no

56. Do you have cramps?
not now

57. Do you think you have the best friends ever?
of course

58. What's your idea of the perfect date?
something really sweet and thought out

59. When was the last time a guy had his arm around you for more than a minute
thursday

60. Are glasses a turn off?
meh

61. Do you wear brand clothes?
not really

62. Summer love?
been there, done that

63. What would you like to happen this summer?
no drama

64. Do you sing in the shower?
no.

65. Did your friends approve of the last guy you liked?
they didn't know him

66. Is there a boy that you miss right now?
no

67. How should a guy apologize after hurting you?
not on the computer or through texting

68. Has any boy ever made your knees go weak?
no

69. There is no 69!
huh

70. Do you have any celebrity crushes?
Channing Tatum

71. If you ever got to meet your celebrity crush, what would happen?
i'd take a million pictures

72. The song that describes your love life right now?
I Don't Need A Man - Pussycat Dolls

73. How much makeup do you wear daily?
not a lot

74. Favorite flowers?
don't really knoe

75. How was valentines day this year?
i don't remember it

76. What are you listening to at the moment?
I Don't Need A Man

77. Lyrics from the song?
I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get off doing my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete
So let me break it down
I can get off when you ain't around

78. Do those lyrics mean anything to you?
meh

79. If the guy who last really hurt you, were to come over to your house unexpectedly to explain things, would you let him in?
nope

80. Do you skip meals?
sometimes

81. Do you believe that there's one in this world for everyone?
i don't know

82. Do you have any admirers right now?
not that I know of

83. Does the first initial of the guy you like begin with one of the letters from A - L?
no

84. M - T?
no

85. U - Z?
no

86. Does he like you too?
i don't like anyone

87. When you spot a guy friend of yours, how do you want him to greet you?
with a hug

88. What do you think of a guy who tells all his friends about you?
define all

89. What if he brings you everywhere?
meh

90. What if he's a flirt?
i dont know

91. Any movies you're excited to see?
not really

92. Reading anything besides Gossip Girl / A-List novels, at the moment?
yea

93. What are you listening to NOW?
I Feel Like Dying - Lil Wayne

94. Lyrics?
Only once the drugs are done, I feel like dying... I feel like dying
Only once the drugs are done, I feel like dying... I feel like dying

95. Do THESE lyrics mean anything to you?
nope

96. Who was your first love?
no one

97. How long has it been since you've been really happy?
a few hours

98. Do you tease your hair?
huh

99. One quote :
Life is short; so break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truely, laugh uncontrollably,
and never regret anything that made you smile.

100. Do you honestly have feelings for anyone right now?
nope

Carrie Underwood was of course AMAZNG!
Row 13, 4 seats from the stage.
Ended up going right up against the railings; got some wicked awesome pictures!
Me and Kevin touched her too haha, that sounds creepy but you know what I mean.
Just plain amazing and now my neck and throat are killing me.