So it has ended..
I found love and lost it. He pushed me away over and over and I
took him back everytime. Its over...im angry with myself now...im hurt and broken inside. Its hard for me to get back into trusting
guys. Maybe the right one will come in time and change my mind
about men...but right now im content with my friends, family and
myself...
Fuck! Im sick of this pain inside!
I miss...
parties without drinking.
a complete family.
friends in distant places.
life without gossip.
not worrying bout what i look like.
playgrounds.
life without wearing a bra.
my grandpas'.
my dad always being there.
my perfect vision.
being drug free.
easy school days.
life without bitches.
life without money.
auntie Suzanne & uncle Chris.
concerts with Manda.
days before puberty.
life without swearing.
the house i grew up in.
my 2 cats; Oliver & Toby
primary school.
I miss... life when i was young,
but i cant wait for the future. [/i][/color]
