1.Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Fave Movie:
5. Fave Song:
6. Fave Band:
7. Most Embarassing Moment:
8. Are you a virgin?
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me? with tongue?
4: would u have sex with me?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
9. If I gave you my phone number, would you call me?
10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
11. Do you talk about me?
12. Do you think I'm a good person?
13. Would you let me sleep with you?
14. Do you think I'm hot?
15. If you could change anything about me -would you?
16. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

So I was learning today, you know, expanding my brain by reading something? Yeah, so anyway, it kinda made me giggle. I was looking at a post in someones blog because I'm a total creep and it was one of those "i hate abortion, abortion is wrong! yada yada yada" things. Well now, it claimed that at one month the baby had ALL of it's organs and was an astounding 8 inches long. Now think about that. If THAT were true the cells must have been dividing at the speed of sound. That's two inches a week. Yeah, didn't think so. Being the curious human being that I am I decided that I needed to know what was ACTUALLY happening at one month.

Fetal development - month 1
First trimester

At the end of four weeks:

Baby is 1/4 inch long.
Heart, digestive system, backbone and spinal cord begin to form.
Placenta (sometimes called "afterbirth") begins to develop.
The single fertilized egg is now 10,000 times larger than it was at conception.

Yeah so that's about 1/2 the size of your thumb nail, with no respiratory system to speak of. Maybe before you start to argue, no not even, Copy and Paste; with what you THINK is a knowledgeable piece of bandwagon garbage you should educate yourselves on the actual process of fetal development.

Now, before you get on me about being Pro CHOICE, not abortion, choice, shut it and read. Firstly, no man should be able to tell a woman what to do with her own body be it keep or abort the fetus, as we are the gender that must carry the thing around for nine months. Secondly, no person may tell me what I Can or Cannot do with my own body. Your body is your temple and you may worship it how you wish.

In closing, don't blog a trendy piece of shit blindly and don't press your Pro-Life views on me please. I don't want to hear it.

tick,

tick,

time.

$8.00 Had sex
$20.00 Went past first base
$10.00 Only went to first base
$1.00 Smoked
$7.00 Got drunk
$100.00 Went skinny dipping
$6.00 Kissed someone of the opposite sex
$8.00 Had more than one bf/gf at the same time
$50.00 Cheated
$75.00 Fell asleep in class
$1.50 Cheated on a quiz
$50.00 Been expelled
$100.00 Been suspended
$75.00 Been in a fist fight
$2.00 Yelled at a teacher
$6.00 Done oral
$8.00 Got oral
$8.00 Prank called the cops
$4.00 Stole something
$100.00 Done drugs
$10.00 Dyed your hair
$15.00 Done something with someone older
$4.00 Went out with someone over 18 if your under 18
$10.00 Ate a whole thing of oreos
$0.01 Cried yourself to sleep
$50.00 Said you love someone but didnt mean it
$0.50 Been in love
$3.00 Got caught doing something that you shouldnt have been doing
$10.00 Went streaking
$7.00 Got arrested
$3.00 Made out with someone at the movies
$2.00 Peed in the pool
$0.75 Played spin the bottle
$10.00 Done something

Dollar value of my life so far:
$304.01.....

Go grab your phone.

What color?
Pink

Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
Megan

Who's the last person you called?
Jesse

Who was your last missed call from?
Jesse

Who's the 2nd person who comes up under A?
Amanda

Who's speed dial 2?:
Bert

Who's the 3rd person who comes up under D?
Danielle

Who was your last received call from?
Jesse

Who's speed dial number 4?:
Jesse - Home

What is your background?
Erm a default electric thing

How many text messages are currently in your inbox?
38 because no one loves me

Who's speed dial #1?
voicemail


What's the 5th message say in your inbox?
happy new year

Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?
Bert - cell

Who was your last text message from?
Kerri

Name every person you have text messages from in your inbox:
Brittney, Dad, Mum, Kerri

What does your 6th message say ?
happy new year

Whos the 9th person on your missed calls?
jesse

Who are most of your texts from?
Brittney

Who is the last name in your Phonebook?
tyler

Who is the first person under the letter L?
liam

What does your first text message in your inbox say?
shane might dont know for alex buts its gonna be a BEERFEST!

(lmao)
Who is the third person under K?
kerri

What kind of phone do you have?
telus -RAZR

Anger
1. Are you currently mad at someone? haha actually yeah, suprise! haah not.
2. Which family member has the worst temper? Me or Dad, i take after him
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone's face? Yuup
4. Does your face turn red when you're angry? I'm permapink
5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell? Yell if im only angry, if I'm uber pissed I can't find words


Excitement
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? Nope I have no friends
3. Which of your friends is most excitable? Brittney or Kevin oddly enough
4. If you won a million $'s what would be your first thought? YES!!!! and then Car and clothes
5. If you could have anything right now, what would it be? That kid to keep me company.

You
1.Your name? Eryn
2. Where were you born? Edmonton
3. What's your main goal in life? be successful
4. Do you want to have children? Yup, no one else will remember me
5. How do you want to die? Young. None of this elderly, helpless bullshit for me


Opinions
1. Sex before marriage? Yeah I'm not a hypocrite like Jaime-Lynn over there
2. Lower the drinking age? Nope
3. Abortion? Yes! You have the right to make the decisions for your own body. But you should double protect yourself against pregnancy. Birth control AND Condoms children.
4. Recycling? Yeah we'll kill the planet slower then

Love
1. Do you like someone? Duh
2. Who? Gaston
3. What is he/she like? No one wants to listen to me gush.
4. Who is the best hugger that you know? Liam but only because he's so much taller than me it's like a bear hug
5. Do you believe in love at first sight? Noooope



Last
1. Person you saw not in your family? Jesse
2. Person you hugged? Jesse
3. Movie watched? Underdog
4. Song you listened to? CrushCrushCrush - Paramore

Now
1. What are you doing now? Talking to bert, listening to tunes and this thing
2. What are you doing/did you do today? Woke up early thanks to Jesse, and then bummed around his house
3. What are you going to eat for dinner? I ate chinese with Jesse.

Tomorrow
1. Is: Technically Thursday but I havent slept yet today soo wednesday
2. What are you doing? Babysitting

Currently
1. Currently love someone? Yuuup
2. Like someone: uh doesnt that kinda reflect the top answer
3. Do they know it? I would think so.
4. Is it a simple or complicated situation? Very simple, we love each other and spend nearly ever waking moment of free time together
5. Does someone like you? Uh yeah.

If you've ever really looked into your eyes and I mean really looked at them; your pupils become more than black spots. I know it's cliche but they really do become holes into you. More poetically so than your nostrils or mouth or anything else you dirty kids. But my question is why are they dark? I mean for the obvious reason of no light entering our bodies and then being emitted but you know. Why black? Are we so dark? Are we so doomed that even the windows into us can't showcase our potential? Unless we have no potential and everyone has been lying to us. What a depressing thought. Honestly though, you'd think that the good in us would show through somehow. Physically, as it already does emotionally I suppose. When you look at someone's eyes are you looking at their eyes? Or are you looking through their eyes into them for some clue as to their feelings? Subconsiously of course or else that would be creepy. Isn't it odd though, to think. To see into someone is to truly look into their eyes? Not that you'll see anything though, we're all dark on the inside.

Damn trying to be a hero getting me killed first time around. Oh well second time I was smart enough to look out for me and not try to save the prisoner. Sadly, Kevin died both times. MWAUHAHAHAHAHAHA

- auburn tressed bluey greyey eyed 5'7" girl -
- voluptuous curves and not afraid to flaunt em -
- has been told she owns "hot legs" -
- clutzy funloving influencial attention demander dirty minded -
- insecure but confident quiet yet loud egotistical -
- gargantuan vocabulary normally pretty smart does some stupid junk -
- freakishly flexible shoulders...according to the physio guy -
- normally pretty mellow. until those tylenol ultras kick in that is -
- not enough drive/determination to stick with one thing for long periods of time -
- the fixer/defender in the group of girls -
- Achluophobic, doesnt care how childish it sounds -
- seemingly above average intelligence and isn't afraid to say it or use it -
- usually completely irrational however -
- oh yes, she is liscenced finafriggenly -

Beginning

I'm rather proud and figured I'd scan it before I destroy it by coloring it. Too bad the legs are all messed up, Betty's and the Unicorn's but you know. Whatcha gunna do.

Slightly annoyed because the colors are much more pop artish irl and I can only play with the contrast so much.

You know, I wish I could play nice sometimes. When I think about what that would require for me though...I just couldn't ever do it. I'm sorry if you don't like me. I probably deserve it. I'm a cow, I know. But if being "nice" is being quiet and not speaking my mind about what bothers me or who bothers me then I will never be able to do it. It's a fact of my life. I am outspoken, I am blunt and I am arrogant; yes it usually makes me come off as rude and like an asshole. However, you can always trust me to be truthful. I'm not someone that'll pretend to be your friend when in reality I hate everything about you. If I don't like you I'm not going to go out of my way to be cruel or mean, but I also won't be your friend. I'll be indifferent to you. Yeah I may come off as cold and heartless but if you're not someone I care about, I'm sorry but it doesn't really matter that much to me. I am who I am and I can't be anyone else. I've tried, and I can't live my life like that. Now you may be able to play nice with everyone and pretend to be friends with people that in reality annoy you. I congratulate you. That is something I've never been able to do. But I ask you this:

Why surround your selves with people you don't like, simply because you're too "nice" to change it?

Won't someone just come and cuddle with me? I know I'm sick and icky and probably contagious but I'm really lonely. I have no company but the dog and boredom is kicking me in the head again. I feel like my life is being dictated by the goddamn phone. I'm always sitting here waiting for you to goddamn call and I'm not even sure that you're going to. Fuck, you've probably forgotten that you said you would. It wouldn't be the first time I've sat here all day waiting and it didn't happen. I'm so tired and I'm so lonely and there's only a thirty percent chance you'll actually come over. That's lessening as the minutes tick by, all the while I'm waiting for the phone to ring. Even when it does I'm sure you'll say you can't come over, that you're sorry, that you love me and goodbye. I won't even get a conversation out of you. Nope, nothing, absolutely nothing over 20 seconds. That'd be unheard of. I'm only angry cause I miss you because I didn't get to see you for more than five minutes today. How pathetic is that? I get miserable if I don't get to see you everyday. Clingy possibly? I hate that feeling. Seriously though, it's torture to just see you for minutes. It's like I'm happy and then it's stripped away from me when you walk out the door. It's not fair, since when did you get to control whether or not I'm happy? Shouldn't I be deciding that? And the sad thing is, I'm still sitting here. Still waiting for the phone to ring. Still waiting for you to walk back through the doorway bringing my happiness with you.

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So what was it that made you hate me again?

So I'm feeling pretty antsy at the moment. It's registration and I don't have a money source aka mum isn't home. She's flying home today but I don't know the flight number so I don't know when she's coming in thus I don't know when to expect her home. Even then there is always the possibility she'll just shrug off her motherly duties for another few days by going directly to John's. Sorry I'm being selfish, but I'm going to be pissed if I don't get to do this today. I want to get a locker somewhere I can live with, by people that I can stand and I don't want to have to think about it anymore. I'm sick of playing house. I'm only sixteen I should be enjoying life not doing endless loads of dishes and cleaning up after my OLDER brother. I mean what the fuck is that? Apparently taking care of the house, plants and pets are all my responsibilities because I'm "home all day". How would he know? He's either working or out with friends. I don't expect him to clean the fucking house, I get that he doesn't have time for that and landscaping is pretty tiring. Honestly though, is it too much to ask that he and his friends take their dishes upstairs and put their trash in the garbage? I mean really. I'm not a fucking maid. I feel pretty bad for my mum actually. It was 20 years of children plus however many years catering to my dad. I feel guilty about taking advantage of her. I've played house for a week and am ready to commit myself to an institution. She's played house for her entire life, six younger siblings and then a family. I don't know how she does it. Cleans the house, buys the groceries, has a job, has a "man friend", does laundry, cleans John's house, is painting John's house and makes sure that I haven't gone completely terrible. She does all this for me and I'm still complaining it's not enough? I take her for granted and rarely give a thankyou in return for all that she's done for me.

Today tell your mom that you love her, that you respect her and that you appreciate everything that she's done for you. Infact why don't you help out if you don't already? She's made sacrifices for you, can't you give her a couple minutes of help in return?