i am 19 years of age. i live with my mom. i'm madly in love with my dog. i love music. it's not my life, but it's one of the most important things to me. i sing & play guitar. i'd like to learn piano & bass. i have a wonderfully adorable boyfriend. i won't say "i love you" until i know it's true. i'm scared of rejection. i think i could fall madly in love with my boyfriend. i've been heart broken before. i don't believe in a life with regret. it brings nothing but negativity and sadness to a persons life. i believe everything happens for a specific reason. i learn from my mistakes. and believe me, i've made plenty of them. i'm afraid of losing people. because so many people have just up and left my life. i've been afraid of losing people all my life. i've never met my biological father. my adopted dad doesn't do a good enough job to be considered a "dad". so i considering myself fatherless. i love writing. it keeps me sane when i don't want to lose control. i can't cry in front of people unless it's really important. i plan on getting a portrait tattoo in memory of my grand father. he was the only man i could ever fully trust and love. he was also the only man to ever truly love and take care of me. i will never forget him. if there's anything else you'd like to know. message me.