there is alot of stuff to know about me, and obviously i can't fit it all in a
paragraph, but i'll try =). i like school despite the drama, rumors, assholes, teachers and
druggies. it's where meet and see my friends, and where i learn all my shit so i can get
a good job when i am older. i swear it is impossible for me to hold a grudge, no matter
what the person did, even if i try. also, when they make me laugh it makes it harder for
me to stay mad. i like music, but i don't go all hardcore and say i would die without it. of
course i would live, but it just makes everything more enoyable and keeps me relaxed.
i really think the world should be perfect; and by perfect i mean people getting what they
deserve. you kill someone. you should get killed. but the other side of it is when people
get treated like shit when they deserve better. i know alot of people who feel like shit and
are pretty much depressed all the time because of the stuff people say to them when they
really don't deserve it. i think it's horrible. BUT on a happier note, i have amazing friends. i
think i have a best friend for once, and of course a million good friends. they all keep me
happy and always make me smile. which is the most important thing to me. i think i am pretty
funny sometimes, but only when i'm not trying. so, i laugh alot. but i also cry alot. even when i
don't want to. that's one of the main things i hate about myself. i can never hide any of my
emotions even if it's a really good idea that i do. i also hate that i am INSANELY scared of the
dark. there is always something scary about not knowing whats there. and of course it's scary
waking up in the middle of the night and not being able to see anything when your trying to get
to the bathroom fast. lol. anyway, i think i am done.