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just knowing the fact that we will never be more than friends is heartbreaking;;
Fuck child i miss yeh'
next time im in Chwk;;
gotta hang!
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feeling lonely, im not where i should be!
:'(
will you wait for me
will we really be friends forever
no matter what we go through i will wait for you
i will always love you
if its the last thing i do
dont know what else i can do
are we friends
do u love me too
will you wait for me
like i am waiting for you;;
Verse 1:
I'm so sick of these promises
That you don't intend to keep
I can't think, can't eat, can't sleep
I'm a mess over you
Tired of being taken 4 granted
With my feet firmly planted
I've given all of me
Yet here I stand empty handed
Ohh,
PRE-CHORUS:
At night I get lonely
I wait for you to hold me,
But when you don't show up
All I do is feel unloved,
I'm so tired of excuses
Guess you're not afraid that you'll lose this
So I guess you'll have to feel it for yourself.....
CHORUS:
So when you can't sleep at night
You don't feel right
Your heart just hurts
Your stomach's tight,
That's what it feels like, ya
That's what it feels like
When you start feeling weak
You're breaking down
Your whole world gets turned upside down,
That's what it feels like
It feels like to lose your girl.....
VERSE TWO:
You spent so long
Chasing me around
Finally got me to settle down
Do you expect me to stick around
No matter how you treat me,
I gave up hanging with my girls
Made you center of my world
Did everything that I could
But you're still ungrateful,
PRE-CHORUS:
At night I get lonely
I wait for you to hold me,
But when you don't show up
All I do is feel unloved,
I'm so tired of excuses
Guess you're not afraid that you'll lose this
So I guess you'll have to feel it for yourself.....
CHORUS:
So when you can't sleep at night
You don't feel right
Your heart just hurts
Your stomach's tight,
That's what it feels like, ya
That's what it feels like
When you start feeling weak
You're breaking down
Your whole world gets turned upside down,
That's what it feels like
It feels like to lose your girl.....
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BRIDGE:
Now you're saying that
You want me back, you want me back
But boy you should've thought of that, you should've thought of that,
Yeah, Yeah,
Now you're asking for another chance
Another chance,
But boy it's just too late for that, it's just too late for that.....
So when you can't sleep at night...............
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CHORUS:
So when you can't sleep at night
You don't feel right
Your heart just hurts
Your stomach's tight,
That's what it feels like, ya
That's what it feels like
When you start feeling weak
You're breaking down
Your whole world gets turned upside down,
That's what it feels like
It feels like to lose your girl.....
I hate the way you talk to me. And the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots. And the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick - it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh - even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around. And the fact that you didnt call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you - not even close, not even a little bit, not any at all.
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disrespect is calling your kid a fatass;;
disrespect is telling your kid he's useless;;
disrespect is pushing your hands on the kid and hitting him;;
disrespect is yelling in the kids face " choose a place and place in world because u wont be here much longer;;
disrespect is when you tell your kid that his dead sister never was/ and never will be proud of him;;
disrespect is when u choke your kid;;
disrespect is when you tell the kid he makes u wish you were dead;;
you will never understand this feeling, you dont know how this kid feels, you are a prick and a selfish Son of a bitch.
disrespect is you;;
rip Suzie, its almost been 4 years since you passed, i miss you so much, and i love you! one day we will see each other again! I only have a couple pictures of us together! and those mean everything to me! i still have that picture you gave me, of you and baby, before she passed away ! she was the best dog ever! Im happy you decided to give me susu, before you died, i am taking great care of her! She cries when she looks into a picture of you and her! her eyes start to water and everything and i havent seen a dog cry so much before! November 17th is 10 days away, and then it will officially be 4 years, iam going to buy purple balloons on that date, and i am going to let them loose, into the sky and let them fly to you! i miss you so much! we all do <3
xoxo
-bowen
I was the one who said "things change", you were the one to prove it.
Nothing is as it seems and forever doesn't exsist so do me one favor...
Don't tell me forever when you can only promise me today...
because now I know better then to believe in forever.
Personal
are you in love : with my bestfriends ofcoarse
are you dating : yup
has someone in your family die : yup
virgin/non virgin : too personal
ever done drugs : no
ever smoked : yaah
have u ever plotted to kill : yup
would u rather
fuck a horse/ lick a homlesses foot : lick a homlesses foot
eat rotten cheese and ham sandwich/ run around naked : rotten sandwich
have sex for money/ jump in a sewer for money : definately sex
smash your cell/ burn your hair off : smash my cell
makeout with homless people/ jump in a fire pit : makeout
Sex marry Kill
jenna/maddy/jenna's pet duck : sex jennas duck / marry jenna / kill maddy
nadine/fat chris/natasha : sex natasha / marry nadine / kill fat chris
jazzmyn/sarah beyko/becky : sex jazzmyn / marry becky / kill sarah beyko
mirrior/balloon/ducktape : sex balloon / marry mirrior / kill duck tape
Random
do u brush your teeth : uh yeah
what color is your hair : brown/blonde
do u like penquins : no
any nicknames : yaah
do people hate you : yaah
do u have friends : yup
do u have a bestfriend : JENNA/AMELIA/MEL
sex before marrige : wtf
Recent
last person you texted : Jenna
last person you hugged : Jazzmyn
last person you fucked : wtf
last person you kissed : Jazzmyn
last person you thought about : Jenna
last person you wished happy birthday : Jenna
last person you sang to : judges at competetiion
most recent crush : kirstin
most recent fight : some guy in edmonton
most recent job : MCdicks
last movie you watched : mean girls
last song you listened to : take me on the floor / the veronicas
