Hey..so I'm Heidi..I'm from outside of Calgary..really small town...umm I have my tongue, nose and belly button pierced..I dunno what else to say that you wouldn't know without looking at my pics..yea ppl talk to me..i dont care just do somethin..lol


Every penny in a well, every broken wish bone, every 11:11 on a clock, every crossed finger, every turn of a necklace pendant, every star in the sky, every fallen eyelash, every blown out candle, every wish I could make…will never give me you </3

Singing, acting, dancing, [just wait for those clubs right guys..haha] hanging out with my closest friends [Dana, Ali, Tisha, Megan, Kay, Add, Steph, Erin, and Meg] and of course everyone else..if I left u out, I'm sry, u know I love u all..haha
I'm usually shy once you first meet me, and ppl tend to think I'm an intimidating person, but I really don't try to be!
Partying and meeting new ppl is always good..cruising "foriegn towns" haha oh and especially making fools outta ourselves with my girls...you guys rock my world...hah yaaaa u do
my friends...guys i love us... yay..*haha* [our "snobby" laugh goes there btw...riiiight]
talking to ppl...I can't go anywhere without my cell..it's kinda sad when you sleep with it..haha
all types of music
the movie 13...it's the best..haha and so relatable to my life..


our language...meg, tish and erin...we rock..haha
stalking ppl in the alleys...hahahah omg...actually, we're really good at stalking people aren't we?




jennifer lopez is my hero


Josh Groban I love him..



and mickey..i have a crush on mickey



RAIN!!!! i LOVE the rain it's my favorite!!!

reunions :(

playdoh [hehe]





The Notebook has to be one of the best movies ever!! ahh I love it!



[that, and Napoleon Dynomite..of course]



HIDE THE PINEAPPLES!! haha oh meggy..only u my dear only u... but guys out there...take pineapples as some advice..haha
You smell like french fries! you smell like french fries! FRENCH FRIES! *ba da ba ba da I'm lovin it* haha tish and meg that was great
*I can be your sunshine* aww
Oh yea, who's ur pimp?!
My ppl, they travel, they travel faa and wide haha meg u gotta work on that accent
Good Morning Charile..aww I miss that...
Wanna see my sidekick? hahaha danny/...
JUST SAY NO!!!
cannnn't yoouuu smell it?

Meg this was the best:
K don't get mad Heidi...
ok...? what does that mean?
what does that mean?
what?
"k don't get mad"...?
k...
what does that mean???
WHAT?
"k don't get mad"??
OK!
hahah NO MEG WHAT DID YOU MEAN!!
lol oh my oh my sometimes you're blondeness go straight to u! hahaha I love you

Punch it, punch it...awww yeaaaa [haha that's for u Chantel
"OMG he just like came out of the woods!!!" hahahaha
"No she's jalepeno...and cheddar..." haha Erin I love you

"You're dog is dead...I shot your chinchilla...I have a new fur sock" haha meg..just remember when ur in disney all those morbid thoughts..haha good times


What's ur dogs name? lmao tish
"OMG THAT WAS LIKE, EMBARASSMENT CITY!" haha

"Drip drip drop little April Showers I'm getting wet and I don't care at all!" haha Erin Meg and Tish, Bambi will never be the same again



"69...omg I didn't even know I was doing that!" mmhmm Erin...haha luv u
"Whatups??" haha meggy
"Krista I think I'm becoming a nympho" haha yea isn't that rite Krista?
"Hey you little f*cker!!!" "Did you just say u little pig f*cker??!?!" "haha yesss....HEY U LITTLE PIG F*CKER!!!!" hahaha yes...mmmhmmm....
"What? Kenny? Kenny G?" hahaha lmao
"You mean they think I came here...popped....?" hahahaha meggy
hey meg, lets go garbage can tipping! lmao that was the funniest thing hahahaha
"put me on the counter in the bathroom now baby coat my body with some listerine" haha verrrry funny meg
"DON'T CONFUSE THE BIRD!!!!!!" hahahhahahaha
"Here, have some cereal while I go fcuk" Meggy I love u and owe u big time lol
"Yeah I'm just at Boston Pizza with...who am I with...?" hahahahah omg not funny guys!! I may be crazy, but not THAT crazy....hahhaha

"There's that no bra feeling again!"
"Shakin it shakin it take it high bring it low" hahaha good times
"OOHH tater tots!!"
"Don't talk like that around me!" "What? all I said was positions!" haha
"Maybe if I UGHHH!!!! I'll find it!!!" oh tish ur the best

-Girls from other towns that hate us...even tho Carstairs hates every other town around us...lol
-People who won't listen and blame things on ppl that shouldn't be blamed..
-ppl who have no right going in my business, and then messing it all up
-not being able to control when someone's mad at you when it had nothing to do with me in the first place
-The amount of gossip that spreads in my town..and then the towns around us manage to hear it too..
-ppl who complain about Carstairs...only us Carstairians are allowed to! haha
-guys who like to fcuk and chuck..or even chuck for stupid reasons
-ppl who think ppl who cut do it for attention..some ppl do but i know very well that not everyone does...they just dont get it sooo..


being sad
missing people
not knowing what to do
yea so it sounds like im a real bitter person..haha

-;-a kiss is just a kiss until you find the one you love-;-
-;-a hug is just a hug until its the one your thinking of-;-
-;-a dream is just a dream until you make it come true-;-
-; -and love is just a word until its proven to you

I'd rather have bad times with you
Then good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm
Then safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times t o g e t h e r
Then easy times apart
I'd rather just have you


.+.I’m not a bitch . . . I just like being rude .+.
im not a sinner . . . I just cant do anything right
.+.Im not depressed . . im just always sad .+.
Im not crying . . .my eyes are just full of tears
.+.I’m not living . . .i just keep breathing .+.
Imnot a thief . . . I just take what I need
.+.Im not a slut . . .i just embrace my sexuality .+.
.+.Im not stupid . . .i just don’t get it .+.
I’m not trying . . .i’ve already given up
.+.Im not weird . . . Im just different .+.
Im not a rebel . . . I just don’t take orders
.+.Im not worthless . . .i just don’t know my value .+.
Im not a believer . . . I’ve already lost hope
.+.Im not a punk . . .i just act like myself .+.
Im not a mess up . . .i just make mistakes
.+.Im not beautiful . . itz only skin deep .+.
Im not emotional . . I just have a lot of feelings
.+.Im not a cutter . . I just found a way to get rid of pain .+.
.+.Im not immature . .im just growing up .+.
Im not a quitter . .i just stop and re-think
.+.Im not laughing . . .i need to smile first .+.
Im not impulsive . . .i just act before I think
.+.Im not a smoker . . I just have to quit .+.
Im not obsessed . . im just in love
.+.Im not perfect . . . I don’t want to be .+.
Im not ignoring . . . .i just choose not to listen
.+.Im not a gossip . . I have my own life .+.
Im not pessimistic . . .i just don’t get my hopes up
.+.Im not impatient . . I just don’t like to wait .+.
Im not happy . . I do have sparks of joy
.+.Im not tough . . I just don’t take shit .+.
Im not clingy . . I just wanna be held
.+.Im not opinionated . . I just voice what I think .+.
Im not a poet . .i just express myself in words
.+.Im not questioning . .i just have my doubts .+.
Im not hiding . . .i just want to disappear




Dont always go for a guy who can sweep u off of ur feet, cos he can dop u on ur ass just as fast!

































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