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05:33am | May 27, '08 | No Comments
Recently I feel as if I don't know where my life is going anymore.
I had a plan for my life. Hopes. Dreams. Goals. I was to be married this-coming July, and honestly I was incredibly in love and incredibly excited. I was planning my wedding and living with the love of my life, and everything was going great until I abruptly had my heart broken by the one person I thought would never hurt me.
The past half a year has been really difficult. It's taken a lot of time and inner strength to heal myself. But I think I've done a pretty good job. I made the cautious desicion to give the guy another shot with me. And things have been really great.
But recently I've began to realize that I have no idea where this is going. Though we talk about marriage, I feel like, after 4 years (and one engagement already), if we really wants to marry me, he would be by now. I feel that I have taken a huge step backward in my life. A year ago I was living with my fiance and planning my
