Thank god you answered your phone at 630 this morning..
i was so happy..
being cuddled up to you again made me so happy..
brought back every good thing we had and that i missed!
talking about it too was so fun..
and stroking my nose baha
silly troy!
baha it was hiilarious though lol
missed you love!
Sirawrapped my tummy and ass!!
to see if you can actually loose weight bahaha!!
"You were only given this life
because your strong enough to live it"
imperfection is beauty.
madness is genius.
& its better to be absolutely ridiculous
than to be absolutely boring.
& when it comes down to it,
I let them think what they want.
if they care enough
to bother with what i do,
then I'm already better then them.
He is her strength, He is her weakness
He is her ability to renew hope, and the fool to take it from her
He is the reason she lives and the reasons she feels like dying
He is behind the tears that stop flowing and the tears that start falling
He is her angel from heaven and her devil from hell
But that’s the thing, she just doesn’t care
Because he is her world
Nobody understands how much i miss you
i miss how much we used to talk
& i miss all the things we used to do
I try not to Admit to myself
that i still feel this way
nobdoyknows that i still wake up
thinking of you each day
i still think of you and i really do miss you
i would give up everything i have
to be everything we're not
The Worst feeling in the world is to love someone and hate someone
in the same exact second, and its hard to watch things
change when all you want if for them to stay the same,
when you want everything and nothing at the same time
when you want to let go, but you keep holding on,
when you want to move on, but your stuck right where you
started. When feelings come and go,and you cant decide
what you want. It's so hard when you want to see that one
person everyday, and when you do you dont know what to say,
when you have so many things to say but you dont know where to start.
When deep down inside you know if you loose this,
its gone and it will never come back,
when you know they are right beside you yet so far away. When you
want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them
farther and farther away. It's so hard to think back to things used
to be, and look out now and realize that things are different and
they will never be the same you tell yourself its not worth it
but if it really didnt matter you wouldnt have spent so much time
thinking about it
Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no
I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
Touch my body, put me on the floor
Wrestle me around, play with me some more
Touch my body, throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel like you never did.
Touch my body, let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist, just a little taste
Touch my body, know you like my curves
Come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body.
fuck you daddy.
i hate you, why the fuck you gotta be sucha prick.
n' you wonder why i dont talk to you.
hmm..
FUCK YOU.
