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house party 3
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04:30am | Dec 20, '07 | Public
Uncle Vester:
Boy, just be yourself. If people don't like you for being yourself... FUCK 'EM! Let me tell you something. I scored with a girl when I was about your age. I try to please her peppa all the time; wen' out my *way* to please her peppa. I came in one day, I said, "Nice weather we having." He said, "You can't say that. You can't say that; it might rain." I said, "Nice tie you got on." "You can't say that; wife try to choke me with it." Point I'm trying to tell you, son, is be yourself. People who don't like ya for being yourself... FUCK 'EM! FUCK 'EM against the wall, with
handcuffs on and crises on their lips!
 
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stupid
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02:18am | Dec 13, '07 | Public
so okay im fucken sad
gah.
i can't stand hearing hes with the girl that made me the most jealous
and it really hurts me
he doesn't understand that.. or maybe he does
and just rubs it in my face


finally a good cry.
im crying yeah so what.
 
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04:31am | Dec 08, '07 | Public
so i guess im single now
 
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stuck
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01:04am | Dec 05, '07 | Public
Im stuck in Calgary
Damn Roads
I miss Home
and my Baby
My dog is Missing.
and todays bin
shit
gah you gotta love weather.
 
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hm..
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05:22am | Nov 29, '07 | Public
hes never going call here home.
just living with my girl.
i gotta go "home"
never really means HOME HOME.
just means the place he lives at.
not HOME
is that suppose to mean home is never gunna be with me?
he has to go back to revelstoke to be at HOME?
hmm.
 
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• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• *hug her from behind and wrap your arms around her like you'll never let her go.
• *leave her cute text notes.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• **look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• ***FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
• *look at her like she's the only girl you see.
• **when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• *let her fall asleep in your arms.
• **get her mad, then kiss her.
• stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she's sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• give her the world.
• let her wear your clothes.
• **when she's sad, hang out with her.
• *let her know she's important.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.
• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.


 
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thoughts..
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05:06am | Nov 29, '07 | Public
i don't think im ever going to get over her.
just reading my blog entry makes me madder
and all the msgs from her telling you to call her and to hang out.
really doesn't make me feel good
i cannot get the fact outta my head.
(just so you know this is nothign like jordan.. 3 reasons.. jordan was gay,
he was my bestfriend, and he didnt' havea crush on me.)
she may have a boyfriend. but she reminds me exactly like someone
you and i both know.
no names.
im sorry this is how i feel.
i have a strong feeling your gunna call her while your down for christmas.
maybe to get back at me for leaving i dunno.
i just feel like your gunna do that. and then end up staying home. and not
coming back to me.
i feel if i leave ill never see you again.
and i just think that she might have a big role in it.
hahahahahhahahaha im retarded. what am i talking about
gah.
see im fucked up.'
i have no idea whats wrong with me.
i feel untrusted by you --- even though i know you trust me
i feel hurt because of her.. don't ask why..
and i feel guilty cause im leaving you on the specialist time of the year.
i know its all about me right:?
thats what you seem to say all the time
whatev's im conceded i guess?
i just dont' like feeling the way i do when we fight.
and i just blame it on you because thats how i feel.
becuase most of the time you hang up, run away, or tell me to fuck off.
hurts me more then you'll ever fucken know. ever.
i dunno.
whatever.
 
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:(
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06:43am | Nov 18, '07 | Public
i feel depressed:(
 
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im sorry
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06:29am | Nov 18, '07 | Public
sometimes i think you hate me.
sometimes i dont
your child passed away and im sorry.
i know you need your space.
isn't 10 billion miles enough space.?
i really wish you'd talk to me.
i am here for you.
and i feel bad for you.
i love youu..

do you wear that necklace i got you?
 
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06:26am | Nov 18, '07 | Public
i wish you would understand me but you don't.
seems like you don't care about anything i have to say
just about what you have to say.
im not shurr why i get depressed all of a sudden
certain things bug me
like how julia will never be the same
and doesn't like talking to me anymore.
or how im so fucking lazy
or theres nothign to do in this gay town
to motivate me to actually get off my lazy ass
fuck gay
or i don't have a job
and no one wants to hire me becuase this town is retarded.
i also think that you act like your 12 some days
and that you could be more mature at those times
because when you act 12 is usually when your mad at me.
and whne your mature is when im being a dumbass
i also wish taht you wouldn't get mad at me when im with my friends
you just want attention in my eyes
which i give it to you.. im just not all over you. because its rude
and i wish that when you get mad at me just be mad at me
not everyone else.
be social god dammit!!
you only have one chance to live.
make yourself known and dont' let what people think of you matter
god.
piss me off
and who cares if im friends with my ex boyfriends.
we were freinds. we dated. we ended for a reason. we were better as friends
and im not a slut. im not going to cheat on you
i knwo you don't mean to
but you make me feel like you think i am going to.
im not.
i promise.
i love you.

and please promise me.
if we go to vegas don't get mad at me.. at all during the trip for not paying you
enough attention. please promise me that.

forever and ever babe
 
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Kate Says;

kay bailey
way to look after the house
what i have heard is that you
have distroyed the house....
thanks....
i really hope that my rooms not ruined....
and you do know that tj is moving back home
and im sorry but that means that will has to go
cuz tj is taking the pink room.
i cant beilive you
you have never done this befor.
last time we went away you actually
looked after the house for us....
but this year its cuz william is here and
he means more to you than anything
way to be a friend bailey....
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yes i knwo im being a[/color] bitch and yes
i am pissed....
i wasnt going to say anything untill i heard that
you dont know how to take care of animals.....
if my room has been touched im serisouly going to be pissed
oh and my dads pissed to....
THANKS[/quote]

Bailey Says;[/b]
so you wanna knwo waht i think of that caitlind marie routley?
i think that if your gunna go believing someone before getting the other side
of the story, and then lie and make me the bad person.
that you should prolly go to hell.
because i did what you fucken asked i fed your god damn animals.
i let them in and out
i worried about barely when she was actually there
so i was consantly goign there and making shurr she went outside
and had food.
i stayed once over night.
was on teh comp for a bit.
didn't eat anything. went pee once and was in williams room for the rest
didn't play video games didn't touch anything
and then you go and lie about cleaning the video games up and blame it on
me
well you know what i have to say about that - GO TO HELL -
you can beleive whatever the fuck you want
but me and william did NOT distroy the house.
you left it that way.
and im sorry.. yeah im being a bitch.
but i mean every god damn word of it
because you tell me oh its just cause williams here and im a bad firend
and all this bull shit.
when you know what.
whether will is here or not. i still love your animals and i DID watch the house
and animals becuase thats what bestfirends do.
but you knwo what.
im nto shurr that whole thing is gunna work out.
because you are a FRAUD.
and the thing is i waited 2 weeks to actually say something
and the one day i pick i am not the happiest person in the world
so you get all the nasty things i want to say
and all the things i wouldn't normally say but are really how i feel.
so there you go.
you got my side of the story.
and alot of me being a total bitch.
but you get all of how i feel.
you can blame it all on will.. i don't care.
you just need exuses to make yourself feel better.
and convince yourself bryna is right. but you know
that iw ouldn't just let your animals die
so FUCK YOU
maybe now you'll believe me.
but you know what. this is gunna sound like im like 5 or something.
but i am not talking to you till you get it through your mind that not
everything bryna says it true.
i like bryna and everything. but you know what. she lied.
and thats all i gotta say.
when you find it in your small pit of a body that maybe
bailey is right.
you come talk to me.
other wise.
peace dawg.[/center][/size]
 
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my feelings
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10:49pm | Aug 03, '07 | Public
I wish for once that you understood what i was saying
and that i don't care who you talk to when you talk to them or what they say
i just wish you would stand up for me, run after me when i walk away.
i feel like i do so much for you.
but you dont see anything.
i gave up my bestfriend, got rid of him.
yeah shurr i hurt you in the process,
but if you wouldn't of told me that i wasn't aloud to talkt o him int he first place
it wouldn't of gotten to the part where i broke all my promises.
you don't understand how hard it was for me to let go of him.
it still is hard. im not gunna lie.
i feel like the fact that i don't tell you who you can and can't be firends with
is a big part in the way taht i show you i love you.
i try my hardest not to do what you do to me.
but you don't care.
yeah im gunna get jealous.
excpecially when some random chick you meet, comes on nexopia
and tells you that she has a huge crush on you and your sexy and all that shit
it wouldn't be a big deal that your friends with her i could of cared less..
untill she said that.
now makes me think that because you txt her all the time and shit, makes me
unconfortable.
i mean shes right. you are sexy. and i am very lucky to have you.
but if she knew about me, why would she say stuff liek that to you?
it doesn't make sense. unless shes trying to take you from me.
just because jordan said he loved me didn't mean he was gunna take me
maybe if he said something like she did it owuld of made more sense.
but he was my bestfriend and said how his heart felt.
i guess her heart feels that she likes you.
so what am i suppose to do?
how is that suppose to make me feel?
i mean yeah people are bound to like you.
because your amazing, but still.
im not saying don't talk to her anymore or anythign, you can.
she did apologize.
but just so you know.. i am jealous and thats kinda why im in the mood i am in..
the other reason is is because im still mada bout last night..
not because of whatever we were fighting about.
but because we fight so much and never solve anything.
it hurts me alot.
and all that goes through my head is you telling me to fuckk off
and to not fucken touch you anymore.
that makes me hurt more.
and the whole reason you did it was because you made me crry..
im sorry my cryign hurts you but thats how i show my emotions.
and telling me to fuck off rather hten holding me doesn't really help me to stop
crying.
whatever right im jsut a dumb little girl who crys alot.
im over. just had to let out my feelings and i didn't know how to actually tell you
how i felt hense the reason i never told you.
so here is how i feel.
 
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thing i like
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02:25am | Jul 30, '07 | Public
&&Bailey Michelle EsserY
* 10 * GSS * brunette * Happily Taken * PiercedX6 * Taurus * InLove *






He Had Me From Hello,
He Held My Heart In His Hands,
He May Have Broken It,
But He Always Fixes It,
Im Lucky To Have Him.


















&iloveyou
 
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