Falling for you, was the easiest thing I could ever do.
Why did it have to be, the only thing about you, that just couldn't be completely wonderful?
I didn't mean to, but it wasn't my choice.
So unexpected; I fell so hard.
Why? Why did I fall for you?
You leaving, leaving all this so far behind.
I'll be here without you...
Still always in my mind, you'll be there.
And only in my mind.
You're my best friend, and for that I will not let things fall apart between us.
If this all doesn't work out, then I'd rather we were just friends forever.
I love you to pieces, and will not let myself be the one that ruins our wonderful friendship.
I can't believe how happy I am.
I've missed you so much.
This is what I've wanted for so long,
And now it's finally come.
You've come,
Back to me.
To be with you again,
It's like nothing else.
It's just like I imagined it.
To have it finally be real...
It's unbelieveable.
I've missed you...
I knew things weren't how they seemed.
And now to hear it,
I was right, I have never doubted you.
"I love you, and I loved you all along.
And I miss you, you've been far away for far too long."
<3
Being away has made me see many things...
Things I will have to decide on.
Things I will have to choose.
But most of all, it's made me see that I'm still in love with you.
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
We guys don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls>OR TEXTS< you,
but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m.
That it can't wait till the morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take advantage of the mood I'm in.
Let us pay for you!
Don't 'feel bad'
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say 'thank you.'
Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for who you are and not what you are.
Honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.
Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hott Chris Brown,
Brad Pitt, Jesse McCartney is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.
Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'
I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.
On the other hand I'm not sayin I woulndnt like it ether. ; )
Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change!!!!!
Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population
and find someone who will treat you with utter respect
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'I love you' ..and actually mean it.
Give the nice guys a chance.
Guys repost this if you agree.
Girls repost this if you think it's cute.
Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this,
so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this.
ADVICE:
*Holdin Hands
Girls :If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of
times.
*Movies
Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.
*Loving each other
Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her
too... And mean it.
*Laying below the stars
Girls: When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.
Girls repost as: Written by a guy.
Guys post as: Girls need to realize.
Tag 10 of your friends, so they can read this.
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
What Turns You On/Off
Turned ON, OFF or DC (Don't care)
Is taller than you: On
Wears a grill: Off
Dresses Gangsta: Off
Dresses Gothic: Don't Care
Dresses Skater: Don't Care
Dresses normally: On
Has green eyes: On
Has blue eyes: On
Brown eyes: Don't Care
Wears glasses: Don't Care
Drinks Alcohol: Don't Care
Smokes cigs: Off
Smokes weed: Off
Plays sports: Don't Care
Smiles a lot: On
Calls you just to say hi: On
Compliments you: On
Good dancer: ON!
Wears jewelry: On
Smiles when you walk in the room: On
Has curly hair: On
Has straight hair : On
Has brown hair: On
Has Black hair: On
Has blonde hair: Don't Care
Has Red hair: Off
Tanned: ON!
Laid back: On
Plays guitar: ON!
Plays drums: Don't Care
Sings: ON!
Draws: On
Easily jealous: Don't Care
Has a tattoo: On
Has a lip ring: Don't Care
Has tongue ring: Off
Nipples pierced: Off
Goes to church: Don't Care/ Off
Surrender ~ Billy Talent
She reads a book from across the street
Waiting for someone that she'll never meet
Talk over coffee for an hour or two
She wonders why I'm always in a good mood
Killing time before she struts her stuff
She needs support and I've become the crutch
She'll never know how much she means to me
I'd play the game but I'm the referee
Surrender...every word, every thought, every sound
Surrender...every touch, every smile, every frown
Surrender...all the pain we've endured until now
Surrender...all the hope that I lost, you have found
Surrender...yourself to me.
Even though I know what I'm looking for
She's got a brick wall behind her door
I'd travel time and confess to her
But I'm afraid she shoot the messanger
Surrender...every word, every thought, every sound
Surrender...every touch, every smile, every frown
Surrender...all the pain we've endured until now
Surrender...all the hope that I lost, you have found
Surrender...yourself to me.
I think I found a flower in a field of weeds
I think I found a flower in a field of weeds
Searching until my hands bleed
This flower don't belong to me
I think I found a flower in a field of weeds
I think I found a flower in a field of weeds
Searching until my hands bleed
This flower don't belong to me
This flower don't belong to me
Why can't she belong to me?
Every word, every thought, every sound
Every touch, every smile, every frown
All the pain we've endured until now
All the hope that I lost, you have found
Surrender...every word, every thought, every sound
Surrender...every touch, every smile, every frown
Surrender...all the pain we've endured until now
Surrender...all the hope that I lost, you have found
Surrender...yourself to me
(Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask
(Surrender) Has my moment come and passed?
(Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask
(Surrender) Has my moment come and passed?
(Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask
(Surrender) Has my moment come and passed?
(Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask.
Possibly hanging out with an old friend in the remainder of this week.
Friday, the 21st: Jazz concert at Grant MacEwan College.
Saturday, the 22nd: MusiCamp girl party. Joanna, Sarah and Sarah; the best gossip girls in town!
Sunday, the 23rd: Post Band Camp Party, which will allow all of us to survive the withdrawl from the epicness that is MusiCamp!
(In here somewhere there will hopefully be another get together with band peoples)
Saturday, the 29th: Shannah's 17th! Haven't seen her since camp! It'll be an awesome party, just like last year!
Hopefully more thing will pan out during this time, but that's what I've got for now! : D
Hi my name is: Meghan
But you can call me: Meghan
When I'm nervous: Shake slightly, figit with something, possibly my hair.
Last night: I slept, boring, I know.
PART 1: YOU
Were you a planned baby? Pretty sure.
Were you the first? Indeed.
Are your parents still married? You bet.
PART 2: YOUR PERSONALITY
Do you have low self esteem? It's been known to happen, though it is getting better.
Do you get depressed easily? I can.
PART 3: APPEARANCE
Are you comfortable with the way you look? Yeah, unless it's the first thing in the morning.
Describe your hair: Really long. : P See pictures. lol.
Where do you buy most of your clothes? Whereever really.
PART 4: RANDOM
Ever been kicked out of a bar? Nope, never tried to get into one. But I've been invited into one.
Ever drunk dial an ex? Uh no.
Can you tie a cherry stem using your tongue? I can indeed. Do you all actually know what this means though?! XD
PART 5: THE OUTDOORS
Do you prefer indoors or outdoors? Most things in my life depend on my mood.
Do you like walking in the rain? Yes, unless I have the option of falling asleep in someone's arms on the couch instead.
Do you like thunderstorms? Yes, so much. I now have a new appreciation for now though...
PART 6: FOOD
Are you a vegetarian? I am, actually. Believe it or not, it's still going to be true.
Anything you absolutely could eat forever? Cabbage rolls
PART 7: RELATIONSHIPS AND LOVE
Do you want to get married? Yes.
Have you ever been in love? Yes.
Are you in a relationship now? Not at this exact moment.
Who was your last kiss? That, is confidential.
PART 8: RANDOM QUESTIONS
1. Where is your cell phone? Nonexistant.
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? In progress.
3. Your hair? Down.
4. Your style? Classy, bad ass.
5. Cheesecake? Totally!
6. Siblings? Two bros. Both younger.
7. Your dream last night? Don't remember, I was just focused on the sleeping thing.
8. Your favorite drink? Iced Tea? Maybe.
9. Car you want? Something fast, dark, and hot. Maybe a motorcycle.
10. The room you are in: Hallway.
11. Your life goal? The list is long.
12. Your fears? Having people that I love get hurt. Being lied to so much that it will affect the rest of my life.
13. Piercings? four in my ears, getting more soon.
14. Tonight? Sleep.
15. Last night? Sleep.
16. Check out Superbad? Nope.
17. Things on your wishlist? Hmm... lots of thing I guess. But I don't actually "need" anything. lol.
18. Where did you grow up? Middle of nowhere. lol.
19. Favorite movie? Pssh, sooo many to choose from. lol.
20. What are you wearing? Short shorts and a tank.
21. Tattoos? I plan on them, soon.
22. Ketchup? Meh, it's good on potatoes.
23. Your computer? Has no internet connection at the moment. : (
24. Your friends? Are Band Geeks!
25. Your mood? Don't go there, it's all over the place.
26. Missing? Band camp, and all my friends.
27. What are you thinking about right now? Lots of things. *sighs*
28. Your car/truck is? Perfect in my mind.
29. Your work? In progress.
30. Your summer? Has been epic because of Band Camp, as always.
31. Your favorite song?
32. Your favorite color(s)? Black, green, purple.
33. When is the last time you laughed?I laugh all the time. But I laughed the most I have all year, I think, over the last two weeks of camp.
34. Last time you cried? Yesterday.
35. High school? At home.
36. Last text? long time ago, like months. Stopped after I got my bill. xP
37. Last received call? I haven't had any calls for like two weeks. lol
38. Last IM? Crystal and Sarah.
39. Crushing? Kinda.
40. Life? : O
I know you know.
Now I'm dying to know what you think.
I really hope something can work out.
You've been through the same thing I have, just slightly more recently.
All of this gives me something new to fret about, I'm so thrilled about it! (Maybe not so much the fretting part).
But it's something different for me to think about now, at least.
I still wish I knew what to do about this, you know?
Everything has to be all complicated all the time. Well, Sarah does have evil plans in mind... So, you never know. xP
I'm glad I've been able to think like this at all.
You're so sweet, and funny... wait no, hilarious! sensitive, and cute. : )
And I can see that you're nice, and really do mean well.
No, I did not send my wonderful girlfriend after you, to say anything to you, I just don't do that. But, of course, she has a mind of her own. So I am glad that she did now, if it was my choice, it probably would not have happened, like that, or at all.
But I am glad that you know now, otherwise it would drive me insane, I'm sure.
The Rebellious Teen (Im) Purity Test
100 questions. Add up your "yes"
Scoring is at the end of the test.
Sex
Have you ever made out with the opposite sex?: Yes
The same sex?: Nope
Someone you weren't in a relationship with?: Yes
Have you done anything that qualifies as 'almost sex'?: Yes
Have you lost your virginity?: Nope
To both genders?: No
Had sex in a public place?: Nope
Have you cheated on someone?: Never
Been cheated with?: Nope
Looked at/bought/DL'd/watched porn? (You cheesy bastard.): Yes
Do you take birth control/carry condoms around?: Nope
TOTAL: 4
Drugs
Have you smoked cigarettes more than once?: Nope
Used weed or other natural substances, like shrooms or salvia?: Nope
Used hard drugs? (Idiot.): No
Used needle drugs or inhalants? (Bigger idiot.): No
Used prescription pills to get high?: No
Bought drugs?: No
Sold drugs?: No
Introduced someone else to their first drug?: No
Overdosed?: No
Been in rehab or in trouble with the law for drugs?: No
TOTAL: 0
And...Rock N' Roll
Do you listen to hard rock, metal, punk, grunge or hardcore gangster rap?: Yes!
Have you been to a real rock/metal/punk concert?: Yes!
Have you moshed, headbanged, or slam-danced, or do you often?: Yes!
Are you or have you been in a rock/metal/punk band?: No : (
Have you had complaints from neighbours for loud music?: No : P
Do you rave, or have you been to one?: Not yet.
Does your music typically contain screaming or lots of profanity?: Yes, some of it.
Does your music typically talk about anarchy, crime, suicide or drugs?: Yes, some of it.
TOTAL: 5
Smashed
Have you drank hard alcohol?: Yes
Do you drink often?: Nope
Have you taken shots?: Yes
Have you thrown up from drinking?: Nope
Have you passed out?: No.
Have you played drinking games?: Not yet.
Was your first real drink before the age of 15?: Yes.
Have you woken up not remembering the night before?: No.
Have you done anything sexual while drunk that you wouldn't have sober?: Not exactly... I would've done exactly the same things sober, as I was tipsy.
Have you ever paid a stranger to buy you booze?: No
TOTAL: 3
Five-Finger Discounts & Mailbox Baseball
Have you shoplifted?: No
Have you gone joyriding or broken into someone's house?: No
Used a fake ID?: No
Have you done real graffiti (other than bathroom stall notes)?: No
any other kind of vandalism, like mailbox baseball or breaking a window?: No
Been naked or drunk (or both at once) in public?: No
Are you/have you been in a street gang?: No
Packed a weapon?: No
Caused a fire, car accident, or other dangerous situation?: No
Ever been arrested?: No
TOTAL: 0
A Disruption to Other Students
Have you failed a class?: Nope.
Been suspended?: Nope.
Been expelled?: No
Cut class?: Yes
Cussed out a teacher, humiliated/pranked them, or vandalised their stuff?: No
Stolen from someone's locker, or put something nasty in it?: No
Held or participated in a protest at school?: No
Got into a fight at school?: Yes
Done drugs at school?: No
Deliberately offended or humiliated the principal?: No
TOTAL: 2
She's Got A Septum Ring and Green Liberty Spikes
Have you gotten piercings in places other than the ears?: No : (
Have you dyed your hair unnatural or unusual colours?: Yes
Have you gotten any tattoos?: No : (
Have you ever had a mohawk, dreads, liberty spikes, or other odd hairdos?: Yes
Have you ever cut your own hair or shaved your head?: No.
Do you wear dark or unusual makeup? (or any makeup, if you're male): Yes
Do you wear any unusual accessories (like bunny ears, fangs, armwarmers)?: No
Do you ever dress slutty, gothy, punk, raver, gangsta, artsy, hippie, etc.?: Yes
Do you usually sag your pants, wear chains or spikes, or wear all black?: Yes, wear all black.
Do you like to make or modify your own clothing?: Yes, sometimes.
Do you break the school dress code often?: No... I'm homeschooled.
TOTAL: 6
Shit Happens
Have you ever been in juvy or prison?: No
Have you been the victim of a violent crime?: No
Have you committed a violent crime?: No
Have you ever almost died?: No
Do you have any mental illnesses?: No
Is your family a dysfunctional mess?: No
Have you attempted suicide?: No
Have you ever self-mutilated or had an eating disorder?: No
Have you ever had a substance habit?: No
TOTAL: 0
We're Very Disappointed In You, Son
Ever snuck out of the house or snuck someone in?: No
Ever had a party while your parents were out?: Yes. They knew about it, but still. : P
Ever steal from your parents?: No...
Ever crash your parents' car?: No
Run away?: No
Been grounded for a month or more?: No
Been caught by your parents in the act of doing something illegal?: Yes, if you really want to count J-walking.
Been caught by your parents while doing anything intimate with someone?: Yes, could've been way worse though. xP
Had a parent say you couldn't hang out with a certain person?: Yes
Had a parent toss (search) your room/backpack/car?: No
TOTAL: 4
Amateur Jackass
Ever skinnydipped?: Not yet.
Set something large on fire?: Yeah, I guess so.
Stapled yourself?: Uh what?... No
Jumped into water with all your clothes on?: Yes.
Played a well-planned, huge, public practical joke on someone?: No
Ridden or raced in shopping carts?: Yes, when I was little.
Streaked? No
Danced on a table Coyote Ugly style?: No
Stayed up for two or more nights in a row on purpose?: No
Set off illegal fireworks?: No
Made mass amounts of prank calls at once?: No
TOTAL: 3
Find your score:
0% - 10%: Impossible. I'm surprised you're even old enough to read this.
11% - 20%: Pretty damn innocent. I say you need more internet exposure.
21% - 30%: Pretty sheltered...you go to church, right?
31% - 40%: OK, this is acceptable - you might still be young. Go party.
41% - 50%: You've played it a little safe, but still have a lot of fun.
51% - 60% - There we go, you're the average rebellious teen.
61% - 70%: You can party. Either that, or you just have lots of problems.
71% - 80%: You're experienced in the art of rebelling, that's for sure.
81% - 90%: Damn, you might actually wanna slow down...
91% - 100%: How on earth are you still alive? You've actually done it all.
Pretty sheltered...you go to church, right?
If only. XP
