IM THE PRINCESS OF COLOR BITCH!





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discription about me

14, 5'3 117 pounds brown hair green/blue eyes Virgin unique




what i
My friends
sunsets
singing
piercings (yet i dont have any)
makeup
clothes
perfume
flowers
eyes (i love peoples eyes)
smiling (just Not in pictures)
listening to music
people who are really sweet
i love to write poems and songs (hehe ya im weird)
going for walks
being myself


things i
- death
- suicide
- drugs
- Not being able to see friends i care about
- pedifiles
- guys who use girls
- drinking
- water (swimming in it)
- fainting
- swearing (yes i do swear sometimes But i dont like it)
- bugs
- Marlyne Manson and My sister
-Slip Knot
- being in love with someone who doesnt live where you do
- being called a slut a whore a bitch or having someone say they hate me
-hurting people













Is it wrong to feel like crying, when you've just been cheated on?
Is it wrong to feel like dying, when you find out you're not desired?
Is it wrong to want someone, when that someone, is someone elses?
Is it wrong to care so much your heart hurts?
Is it wrong to want to end this pain, and take the easy way out?
Is it wrong to feel like you're worthless, when everyone makes it seem like its true?
Is it wrong, for me to be so in love with you?


believe,but not see,feel,but not touch,love,but not understand,care,but be angry-faith is what i live by not site,but always wondering till late at night,faith becomes my week ness and pain my advantage what kinda life am i living, is it really for you? Thinking everyday i'm becoming insane because i thought it would be easy to deal with this pain,now I'm neck deep in the filth of this earth wondering what am i really worth?How did i get to this level of lies,but i wont give up until this fealing dies,the fealing of Jesus getting me through,so everyday i learn something new!

Hey well the names Missie i live in B.C i am about 5'3 ish i think and i weigh aroung 105-110 and i have green eyes with a tint of blue my hair at the moment is brown...... and i love it I have really thin eyebrows most people think i draw on my eyebrows but i dont i just am really good at plucking ...ummm my nose is small and im a really self contious person. I love my friends soooo much cuz they always have my back <3 and Ya i get judged as a slut a whore and emo and stuff but trust me im just being me if that bugs you then im sorry to hear that but i dont want to change for nobody. Im a singer planning on seeing how far i can get a carrer in singing by trying out for canadian idol in two years.I also act alot and have been told to become a model but i stick with my true passions which are singing and poem writing. Im a pretty nice person i dont like to be mean and when i am i feel really bad about it so thats y im usually overly nice. I am always smiliing well most of the time and i am a person who doest look for looks in a person like it help but someones heart is so amazing to me like how a person is and ya. I love music expecially Jesse McCartney and anyone who can be kinda sapy i also love when my friends sing. But Ya thats the main things bout me i will add more later <3





<3 RANDOM POEM I MADE
He is more then i can explain he makes me feel like im important just by the way he says my name, he makes me feel like im beautiful the way he held my hand the way he makes me feel no one could understand, he made my heart beat faster then it has ever before the way he would stand there just looking at the shore, the way he looked at me with his breathtaking eyes put my tummy in flips and it was like i was on some ride, the way he held me made me feel like i was finally safe for once i think about him every month no day i dont even know what to say, this boy means so much to me i cant even explain hes so perfect his smile his laugh his wounderful everything i think i love him is that so wrong is it a sin for me to feel this way when i know im not the only one i dont deserve him but i wish i could have him even tho he deserves the best and thats not me but maybe just maybe one day we could be. no one could explain this amazing guy cuz hes more then words can tell, he came straight from my dreams and it jsut seems as if hes not real but he is and its hard to say how i feel so all that there is left to say to him is i love you for all you are, every part of you is wounderful even if you dont belive your everything yes everything that is what you mean to me.

3 little oranges sitting in a tree making J.U.I.C.E
first ones squeezed then ones squished then ones Juiced with a sun beams kiss

The Way We Used To Be [w/ lyrics]
Too Late For Us
Very First Time - Sophia
George Nozuka - Promise Ring
Nawlage ft. Jay - Don't cry
Justin Nozuka "After Tonight"

IM LOVED BY SOME, HATED BY MANY, ENVIED BY MOST, YET WANTED BY PLENTY <3

am i worth trusting? Yes or No
would you cry if you found out i went missing? Yes or No


Jesse is an amazing singer and on my top ten favirotes




the line is drawn...
i pledge my devotion...
this heart is yours..i'll sacrifice for you...
the precision in your voice pierces the walls that i have built
your words reach deep within me..
this longing for you turns to yearning..
this wanting becomes needing
for my only desire is to bridge our division

i feel so empty
this endless longing consumes me
i feel like im lost these days
but with you in my life..everything seems ok
your words..are my inspiration
your life..an image of all i ever wanted
with each passing day..this love for you deepens
i give these words..to stand the test of time
......and my heart still beats your name<3....

"Angel"

Put the pain in the past
Let’s make this last
Inside of me...what I feel
That’s what makes it real
I know nothing can be perfect
But at least make this all worth it
Everything feels so right
So please end my inner fight
When I close my eyes
I imagine no more “good-byes”
Through the bond of our two hearts and your embrace
Shall all the suffering drift away
The words you speak lighten the day
With the touch of your heavenly hand
I know that all my fears will disband
Together we are free
That is how it should be
I’ll follow you through the fire and flame
No matter who is to blame
I shall defend you from any injury
Even if they bury me
And if you decide to be gone
Know that I loved you all along
Even though your wings get tattered
And you think you don’t matter
I will have those thoughts shattered and scattered
There’s no reason to cry
I know you can still fly
Fly beyond the sky
My beautiful Angel