*NoSil3nce* - 19, Female, Grande Prairie
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.....Venting....
Mmmkay...
So i will most likly blog alot, so im warning you guys....
And I dont expect people to care what i blog about,
because, my family is on facebook so i cant vent there,
so i use this site to vent since only my brother is on it and well..
i doont talk to him anyways... so yah.





IM BROKE! for the first part
Most people already know that my parents are split and me, my mom and sister moved out in march, and latly we are having problems with money cause my dad is a dumb ass in that catagory.....i help my mom out... but i have been helping out so much tha i went from always having atleast a grand in my account.... to $9 and the $ 200 my dad gave me for my birthday..... And it fucking sucks..
This summer is guna suck... im working all of it and instedof my intentions on having the money for my self... i will most likly be helping my mom out....
she is guna pay me back, but wit the way things are going wiht my dad, work and this dumb ass recession..... i duno whats guna happpen....
 

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Ugh! No Matter What I Tell My Self,
Its Never Guna Change!
I Know Im A Dumb Ass But Still.
I've Tried...And Failed.

And Even Though I Know The Truth,
That I Should Just Forget About it....
I Do...Honestly I Always Forget About it...
Until You Remind Me Again...
It Will Never Ever Ever Change,
I know That For A Fact.




 

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5:11 AM
HAHAHA i havent gone to sleep yet....
talking to wynston...
its a very interesting convo to say the least...
lol
 

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Name: Marlene
Birthday: June 13 1992
Birthplace: Lloydminister
Current Location: Grande Prairie
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5'7 i think
Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty
Your Heritage: Danish(yumi want one now) Metis, Cree all that fun stuff
The Shoes You Wore Today: Vans, Flip flops, Mock-o-sins (hehe cant spell)
Your Weakness: I have a Few
Your Fears: The Boogie Man In My Closet Of course
Your Perfect Pizza: hawaiin
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I duno...not fail at life maybe
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: haha
Thoughts First Waking Up: I Have to get up =(
Your Best Physical Feature: I duno..i have one of those?
Your Bedtime: LOWhen ever
Your Most Missed Memory: Friends from elementry before they turned into
assholes


Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: A&W
Single or Group Dates: Doesnt Matter, Both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino


Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: Yuppers
Do you Sing: sometimes
Do you Shower Daily: I Try to
Have you Been in Love: yes, but currently glad im out of it
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself:Ha!
Do you get Motion Sickness: Rarly
Do you think you are Attractive: Depends
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: Most of the time
Do you like Thunderstorms: YES =D
Do you play an Instrument: Nope


In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:Yes
In the past month have you Smoked:No
In the past month have you been on Drugs:No
In the past month have you gone on a Date:Yes.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Yup
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:Yup
In the past month have you been on Stage: on a stage but infront of a crowd no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope


Ever been Drunk: No
Ever been called a Tease: yea, silly guys on the interenet....
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: No
How do you want to Die: Duno, Peacefuly..
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A Kid lol jk
What country would you most like to Visit: USA lol

What You Like In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Doesnt matter
Favourite Hair Color: dark brown or black
Short or Long Hair: longish, but it doesnt matter
Height: Taller then me
Weight: Normal... i duno
Best Clothing Style: Aslong as he wears clothing...thats all that matters lol


Number of Drugs I have taken: none.
Number of CDs I own: ALOT
Number of Piercings: 7
Number of Tattoos: none.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I Was supposed to keep count....hhmmm lets just say ALOT!
 

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CANADA DAY!
Guna Be In The Parade, Throwing Candy @ Kids Hahaha =P
 

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What kind of girl are you?


HOE
you have had more than 3 boyfriends this year
there is no such thing as too much makeup
you would rather hook up make out =) with people rather than have a relationship
you have had 1 or more hookups this year
you know you can get any guy you want
your a hottie and proud of it
been called a hoe, whore, skank or slut before
you have kissed on 1st dates
you have had sex on 1st date
you have done sexual stuff during class
TOTAL - 1

PUNK
people have referred to you as punk or goth or emo
black eyeliner is one of your best friends/ or wear it all the time
you like boys with longish hair
boys with makeup also turns you on
hot topic is one of your favorite stores
you have dyed your hair darker
you hate the world
you feel misunderstood//irratable right now
T0TAL - 3

SMARTYPANTS
you have straight a's right now
you're a teachers pet
you have never skipped a class that hasnt been excused
for the most part you get along with your parent(s)
your friends are smart
boys that are good looking AND smart are the best.
you have glasses
you have about a million certificates/trophies in your room right now
you love going to school, not only to socialize
T0TAL - 2

SWEETHEART
you have best friends
you love your friends more than anything
you like sweet/nice boys
honesty is important in any relationship

you love pink
a lot of stuff can be described by the word "cute"
you love shopping
you constantly want to help other people
you don't hate anyone
TOTAL- 5

POPULAR BITCH
somebody has called you fake.
you love your cellphone
you like to party with your ladies
you use the word 'like' like a whole lot
you have been called a bitch.
you have tons and tons and tons of purses
you like attention
you know you are hot
you like to go to parties
TOTAL - 2


Im A Sweetheart lol
 

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Female Survey
Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
Nope

What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
Not Be An Asshole lol

Are you a girly girl?
Not Really...

Big or small purses?
Mediumish... lol

Do you enjoy drama?
No, But It Always Happens lol

Did you dress up on Halloween?
Yuppers, what shouldi be this year?

Do you call anybody by their last name?
I dont think so lol

How many guys will read this just because it says "FEMALE SURVEY"?
Probably a couple

Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?
Yah

Have you ever been called a bad influence?
Yup.... For stupid Reasons lol

Eyeliner or mascara?
Mascara

American Eagle or Hollister?
Hollister

Heels or Flats?
Both.

Straight or curly hair?
both.

Hoops or dangling earrings?
duno... Which ever lol

Have you ever had your heart broken?
Kinda...

Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Dark...but dont mind others lol

Do you have a best friend?
I Have a Few lol

Do you like your life?
hhmm.... I guess so

Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
Yuppers

have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Nope

Ever slapped a guy in the face?
haha just kidding around..but i think it actually hurt him =S

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yup

Have you ever not been able to get someone off your mind?
Yuppers

Do you ever wish you were famous?
for the money maybe lol

IN A BOY:
Preppy or Punk/Goth?
a little of both i guess

Contacts or Glasses?
Contacts . but it doesnt really matter

Good cook or take you out a lot?
Doesn't matter.

Funny or Serious?
Both forsure.

Cute or Hot?
Either one... i think the personality matters more

Smoker or non-smoker?
Non-smoker

Tall or short?
Tall.

Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Well If its right now.... he would have to understand that i dont like him like that...

RANDOMS:
If you ever want to live to see another day, you're forced to snort cocaine, would you do it?
I dont think so... or maybe i duno

If you woke up in one of the Saw movies, do you think you could survive?
Maybe...Lets try it =) lol jk

When is the last time you were in a photo booth taking pictures with a friend?
lol last week with Colton =D cause im that kewl

Who's the last person you had a sleepover with?
I dont even Remember lol

Do you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can't even stand it?
Not right now lol

On average what do you think you cry about the most?
Life, the way its going right now... kinda shitty

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to?
Kinda....

Who was the last guy you talked to?
Wynston....it was very random lol

Do you think best friends can be replaced?
hhhmm....i guess it can..it would kinda suck tho

Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot?
Just Friends lol we were bored

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
Maybe

Which of your friends is the easiest to talk to?
Cody, Colton, Amy , Sarah

What friend do you tell the most?
I duno... i think its Equal

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
hhhmm.....i duno... i havent had an actual deep convo in awhile...

Are you going anywhere next summer?
Hopefully Vancouver to visit Sarah

Are you waiting for anyone's call right now?
Nope lol

Are you shy?
Depends...

Are you talkative?
Can be for sure =P

Do you secretly like someone?
Yup...but ssshh its a secret lol

Do you announce when you have to pee?
Sometimes... depends who i am around lol

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Me My self and i

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Usually...but latly thats questionable

How is life going for you right now?
...hard to say

Do you trust people easily?
not really

Do you give out second chances easily?
Yah im pretty nice lol

Do you smile a lot?
yes lol but i hate my smile

One thing you're looking forward to?
Nothing really right now.

How do you feel about change?
depends on what

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Yup

Last time you got a text message and smiled?
the other day

Have you ever made anyone laugh when they were crying?
Yup..

Are you happy?
Depends...

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
Nope

Do you prefer to be around people, or by yourself?
people!!

If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
Maybe lol
 

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haha cuz im bored
Hahahaha Anthony stop reading my blogs
you have no life =P
HAHAHAHA JK!
This is how bored i am =S
 

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Umm...
..So I Kinda Like You....
 

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shirt....
So i was rushing to get to get ready for work and saw this shirt and grabbed it...
It was a billabong shirt....the whole day i was confused and was thinking to my self..i have never owned a billabong shirt.....i realized it was my brothers.....silly me haha
 

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Next year is guna be fuckin shitty....its my grade 12 year i should be pumped but i fucked up..... i failed math and english this year ....by only a couple percents... in the past 2 years i didnt earn 15 or 20 credist i should have...why the fuck did i slack! im guna have to go on a contract and work experience.....my grade 12 year is guna suck =(
 

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bored..
THE SUMMER OF 2009 WILL YOU …

1.Dye your hair?
Yuppers =D

2.Get a tan, or burn?
Burn, then tan lol

3.Go on vacation/trip?
haha probably not sadly

4.Go camping?
Probably not

5.Plant flowers?
Nope

6.Play in the sprinkler?
hahaha i honestly hope so

7.Have your license?
I need my Learners!

8.Have a bonfire?
I wish, but once again probably not.

9.Have a Job?
yup i have one and im probably working all summer

10.Go on any road trips?
If anything To edmonton.....

11.Spend your money or save it ?
Save and Spend

13.Give anything up?
....I dont think so

14.Do anything you’ve never done before?
I duno yet

15.First day of summer, what will you be doing?
I worked....and il work tomorrow....and the next day....and the next day...ect.

16.Who will you spend the most time with?
who ever im working with...and maybe the guy i like hopefully ....

17.Do you have any major plans with a friend?
Nope

18. Who will most likely be sitting beside you at the beach?
Ha! Beach ...I fucking wish hahaha

19.What will you take the most pictures of?
Random times at work

20.Anyone you can’t wait to get away from?
not at the moment.

21.Will you make new friends?
Maybe =D

22.Will you get into a fight with a friend?
Hopefully not.

23.Rekindle a lost friendship?
Maybe

24.Will you more likely be at the beach, pool, or lake?
In The walmart photo lab

If you won a trip to hawaii and could take only 3 friends, who would they be?
Amy Ryser, Colton Anderson...and....Cassie Schultz

26.Do you think you will meet a new crush?
Well i kinda have one...if i meet another one i duno yet lol

27.Will you eat well or pig out?
hopefully eat well haha

28.Anything you’re not looking forward too?
I duno....not being able to hang out iwht friends...

Summer Questions

1. Favorite food on the bbq:?
Burgers

2. Favorite summer drink ?
SLUSHIES =D or coolers haha

3. What do you look forward to when summer comes?
Not being in school lol

4. Do you join any sports?
Nope

Would you rather Winter?
HA! No

6. How many times will you hit the beach?
Zero..... i dont get to go to BC or Portland this summer

7. How many BBQ's do you have?
duno

8. What time do you go to bed in the summer?
3 or 4 AM

9. Do you go camping?
i usually do, but not this year

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This or that

10. Flip flops or shoes?
Shoes

11. Beach or pool?
Beach

12. Bug bite or sunburn?
Sunburn.

13. Lay out or fake bake?
Lay out

14. Hit the clubs or BBQ?
BBQ.

15. Lake or Indoor Swimming Pool?
Lake

16. Hang out with friends or family?
Friends

Last summer; 2008

17.what did you do most of last summer?
Went to BC And Drank with cousins lol

18. Did you go to a campground?
Yup

19. What vacations did you go on?
Edmonton, BC

20. Who did you hang out with the most?
My cousins

21. What was your worst memory of last summer?
Hahaha oh geeze....um i didnt eat, i mixed and i kinda puked infront of everyone
=( lol
22. How did you celebrate the Fourth of July?
I Dont

23.What was your best memory of last summer?
Not being in grande prairie...

24. What was one thing you did EVERY week last summer?
Be with family

25.What did you wear the most last summer?
Bathing suit and extremely baggy sweater lol

26. Favorite song?
thats a hard one...

This summer; 2009

27. Where will you be going on vacation?
No where

28. How will you celebrate the Fourth of July?
Dont celebrate it

29. The best place to be this summer:
not at work.... lol but thast where il be

30. What are you looking forward to when the summer comes?
Getting my scedule for gr. 12

31. Do you believe in summer love?
Kinda....

32. Do you like the summer weather?
Yup

33. What's something you love wearing during the summer
T-shirt, shorts lol

34. Is summer long enough for you or do you wish it was longer?
i duno, its my last summer between school....next year il be graduated....wow thats weird to think about..
 

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Quiz
1. Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,A,.
N

2. Do you wish that was your name?
Haha no its one letter...

3. What's your favorite number?
13

4. Whats your favorite color?
Green

5. Least favorite color?
Puke Green

6. What are you listening to?
Im a Monster - Blood on the dance floor

7.Are you happy with your life right now?
Kinda....

9. What was/is your favorite subject in school?
Social

10. Are you a virgin?
Guess... haha

11. How do you make money?
I develope pictres

12. Would you pop pills?
Nope

13. Are you outgoing?
Yup

14. Are you gay?
Hahaha nope

15. Where do you wish you were right now?
...alot of places....just not here

16. What should you be doing right now?
The Dishes...

Can you blow a bubble?
Yup

Can you do a cart wheel?:
HA! No

Can you touch your toes?
Yup

Can you wiggle your ears?:
Haha no

Do you like roller coasters?:
YUP

Do you like someone?:
YUP! =)

How did you find out about Nexopia:
Sharisa....ALong time ago way back when we worked at mc donalds

Last person you hung out with?:
Colton

Last thing you said out loud?:
HELLO!!

Last car ride?:
With my mommy and sister lol

What was the last restaurant you ate at?:
Subway..

What did you do today?:
job hunting with colton, walk barefoot down the street, eat subway, try to visit amy at mc ds, go to the mall and take pictures in the photo booth, practice metis jigging lol

What was the last thing you bought?:
a brush and hair clips

What was the last thing you had to drink?:
Water

What was the last thing you watched?:
Robot Chicken lol

What was the last thing you read?:
this question. hahaha

Ever really cried your heart out?
Yup

Ever cried yourself to sleep?:
Yup

Ever cried on a friends shoulder?:
Yah

Do you cry when you get an injury?:
No i laugh....

Do certain movies make you cry?
Yuppers

What color shirt are you wearing?:
blue tank top

What is your favorite hair color?:
black

Straight hair or curly?:
straight

Hugged someone?:
YUP

Been on the phone until the sun came up?
yea

1. Who sits beside you in English?
Bryan and sharisa

2. Last text you received on your mobile?
Keith lol

3. Who is your best friend?:
i have a few

5. Which of your friends lives closest to you?
Colton i think

6. What CD is in your stereo?
i dont have a stereo

8. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
i used to

10. What annoys you most?
Slow ppl

11. Do you want any piercings?
I have 7, i want 12 in total or more

13. Look out the window:
im in my basement i dont have a window lol

14. What are your nicknames?
Mojo, mars bar, neaners...many more
15. Last time you went to the mall?
Today lol

16. What kind of music do you like?:
everything

17. Ever snuck out of the house?
No

36. Do people ever spell your name wrong?:
Yup

37. Where are you?
Gp in my basement lol

38. Are you watching tv?
nope

40. Last time you spent the night at someone's house?
awhile ago....new years i think

41. When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
Just recently...
 

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Thats What She Said =P


Hahaha I Had To =D
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im a bad influence apparently....
Get over 20 , you're a bad influence

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. done drugs.
TOTAL: 5

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. cut yourself.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.
TOTAL: 9

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. been to rehab.
6. dyed your hair.
7. received a ticket.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar.
TOTAL : 10

1. been to a wild party.
2. seen the Mardi Gras.
3. drank more than four drinks in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything.
6. wore black nail polish.
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. own a 50 Cent CD.
TOTAL: 13

1. dressed gothic.
2. dressed prep.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.
10. had someone sneak into your room.
TOTAL: 17

1. snuck into someone else's room.
2. had a crush on your best (guy/girl) friend.
3. been to a concert.
4. dry-humped someone.
5. been called a slut.
6. called someone a slut.
7. installed speakers in your car.
8. broken a mirror.
9. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house.
10. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
TOTAL: 22

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaraunt without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.
TOTAL: 25

1. owned/rented an apartment.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. cheated with someone.
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harrassed
10. been verbally harrassed.
TOTAL: 27

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 12 hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 12 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
TOTAL: 32

GRAND TOTAL=32/90
 

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